Nov 4, 2022
What so.you.meam.you half know a guy--
Someone that would want to keep you to themself, is good with technology, and can lose themself a little if things don't go their way? I dunno kinda sounds familiar to me ♡ /lht
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What so.you.meam.you half know a guy--
Someone that would want to keep you to themself, is good with technology, and can lose themself a little if things don't go their way? I dunno kinda sounds familiar to me ♡ /lht
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Something something artists must follow trends if they want to be seen something something Jack-O pose Anyways Nil’s too got dang short to get her chest to the ground, but she still looks good trying.
Ok but Y’all don’t even know how fucked up Nil is ok. Like this bitch out here, created to be the living embodiment of fear and insecurity and intrusive thoughts and basically just all around depression. AND THEY DON’T WANNA BE THAT SO THEY STRUGGLE WITH THEIR OWN MIND EVERY DAY TRYING TO NOT BE THAT AND USE THEIR POWERS FOR GOOD BUT SOMETIMES THEY SNAP AND IT’S JUST--- They live. Every day. Wanting to die, but they can’t, not until people stop being terrible to each other and stop feeding into the fear and hate and sadness of humanity as a whole, because that shit is what keeps Nil alive. And they want to die because they know if they didn’t exist then humanity would be so much better but they CAN’T and they keep coming BACK because people are still being toxic and manipulative and abusers and Nil just want’s it to END. And so they’re stuck. They’re stuck trying to fight what they were made to be, stuck with this hellish existence because humanity is flawed. Nil is so much more than just a character. Because imagine if you had to live though all of that too, and you couldn’t escape. Imagine if sometimes you couldn’t take it anymore, you couldn’t fight anymore, and you ended up hurting the one person who loved you because you snapped. Nil tries, oh god do they try...... But sometimes? They just stop caring. And that’s when the world burns, that’s when they could care less if they hurt someone, that’s when they take JOY from cutting open your stomach and letting the acid eat away at the rest of your organs as you’re strapped to a medical table in a basement. That’s when you can’t do anything at all, and you just have to wait for the insanity to run it’s course, and pray to whatever god or gods you believe in that you’re still alive by the end of it. Cuz when they snap, your life isn’t even a millisecond of thought in their mind. You become nothing more than a few moments of entertainment.
LISTEN SOMETIMES A DESIGN JUST FUCKS LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY OK----
Trust me I KNOW. But YOU ADMITTED TO WANTING TO FUCK ASGORE BUT ONLY IF HE LOOKED LIKE THAT ARTISTIC DEPICTION- IT'S ALL OR NOTHIN BABEY
“Everybody in the world knows I’m a little twisted... twisted...”
Y’all know how it goes - hear a song, get an image in your head, it refuses to leave until you draw it. MISSIO is great, though. Check em out.
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So fake a smile, Put on a show, Because what you go through, They can never know.
Muffle your screams, dear Live in your dreams, dear They simply do not understand, So they fear, dear.
Open your eyes, love, Don’t believe their lies, love, They never heard your cries, love.
It’s time to walk away. Into a better day.
And don’t you dare shed a tear, Not in this new year.
Do you ever...?
Do you ever feel your chest ache so much you wonder if you’re still alive?
Do you ever want to cry so badly, yet nothing happened?
Do you ever feel alone, even if you’re not?
Do you ever want to just stop?
Do you ever want your mind to just be quiet?
Do you ever think you’re not doing enough?
Do you ever feel like maybe what people have said about you is right?
Do you ever just want to stop fighting so damn hard?
Do you ever feel like people don’t see you?
Do you ever wonder what the point of it all is?
...
Do you ever feel like me?
Please tell me I’m not alone...
“Listen, kid. You may think I don’t know suffering, just because I’m not human, but I do. I know EXACTLY what it’s like to never be able to escape your own mind. I know EXACTLY how it feels to think you’re useless. And I know EXACTLY what it’s like to be so absolutely terrified, you’re frozen in place. I’ve been depressed - still am. I’ve lost people I cared about. I’ve seen death too many times to count, and twice as many bars and bottles of gin. I’ve seen buses and trucks hurtling towards my body, I’ve felt the ocean slowly dragging me down, I’ve kissed pavement and stared into the bottoms of sewer drains. I’ve watched innocent people suffer, poor and cold on the street, and I’ve watched people who should never even have an ounce of power somehow attain it all and then some. I’ve seen fathers write good-bye notes to their families before they walk out in the woods with a rifle, and I’ve seen children raid medicine cabinets and take apart shaving razors for the blades. The only difference between me and you, kid, is that you react to those things with anger, and I react with a bone-deep tiredness you cannot even begin to fathom, because I have run out of anger. Save your energy, kid. Save what soul you still have, before you become me. If you become me, you will fail as I did, and change nothing.”