Jun 25
“One day, everything loses its meaning.
Something happens, and suddenly all worries seem insignificant.
Then one day, life ends, and nothing matters anymore.”
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“One day, everything loses its meaning.
Something happens, and suddenly all worries seem insignificant.
Then one day, life ends, and nothing matters anymore.”
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Bir gün her şey önemsiz olur..
Bir şey yaşanır bütün dertler önemsizleşir
Bir gün gelir hayat biter ve hiç bir şeyin önemi olmaz
Beğenilmediğimi, beğenilmeyeceğimi düşündüğüm bir zaman dilimindeyim. Bu şimdi her yerde gördüğümüz insanlara benzemediğim için mi?
Yoksa kendimi beğenmediğim için mi? bilmiyorum
Fotoğraflar da güzel gibiyim
Ayna da bazen mutluyum
Kendimi seviyorum ama gördüğümde emin değilim
Yetersiz hissetmem de bunun bir sebebi mi? Merak ediyorum
Bu düşüncelerin bütün suçu benim mi? yoksa duyduklarım, gördüklerim, hissettiklerim mi? Bilmiyorum.
I’m going through a time where I feel like I’m not liked, and won’t be liked.
Is it because I don’t look like the people we see everywhere these days?
Or is it because I don’t like myself? I don’t know.
I seem beautiful in photos.
Sometimes I feel happy when I look in the mirror.
I love myself, but when I actually see myself, I’m not always sure.
Could my feeling of inadequacy be part of the reason? I wonder.
Are all these thoughts entirely my fault?
Or are they shaped by what I’ve heard, what I’ve seen, and what I’ve felt? I don’t know
Hiç bir şey yazmak istemiyorum...
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Herkes o kadar normaldi ki
Ben anormal olduğumu düşündüm
O kadar kolay
O kadar çabuk kabullenmişler ki
Ben yapamadığım için anormal olduğumu hissettim
Onlar kahkaha attı
Benim de atmamı bekledi
Onlar konuşuyorlardı
Benim konuşacak halim yoktu
Bir yere bakarken gözüm dalmıştı
Onlar neden böyle olduğumu merak etti
Ben de onlar neden bu kadar çabuk iyileşti diye konuşacak halim bile yoktu
Hâla gülecek, makyaj yapacak, fotoğraf çekilecek gibi hissetmiyorum
Bir süre daha böyle anormal olarak yaşayacak gibiyim
Bir anormal olarak da normallerle yan yana gelmeyi düşünmüyorum
Everyone seemed so normal
that I started to think I was abnormal.
They accepted it all so easily,
so quickly.
Because I couldn’t,
I felt abnormal.
They laughed.
They expected me to laugh too.
They were talking,
but I didn’t even have the energy to speak.
My eyes drifted off while staring at something.
They wondered why I was like this.
I wondered how they had healed so quickly
that I didn’t even have the strength to ask.
I still don’t feel like laughing,
putting on makeup,
or taking photos.
It feels like I’ll live like this for a while longer,
as the abnormal one.
And as the abnormal one,
I don’t think I want to stand beside the normal ones.
I’m in a phase where I feel like I’m not liked, like I won’t be liked.
Is it because I don’t look like the people we see everywhere now?
Or is it because I don’t like myself? I don’t know.
I look good in photos.
In the mirror, sometimes I feel happy.
I say I love myself, but when I actually see myself, I’m not sure.
Is my feeling of inadequacy part of this? I wonder.
Are these thoughts entirely my fault?
Or are they shaped by what I’ve heard, what I’ve seen, what I’ve felt? I don’t know.