#nikka<3

tell us your fave song & artist?

Hi Kroco👋

I think my fave song ever is definitely Fourth of July(which I’m sure everyone has heard before). No matter what I always always come back to it. Idk how to explain it but the song feels like a hug (not the happy kind) and I love the feeling so much.

I think lately though I’m leaning more onto Yebba’s Heartbreak. I wouldn’t say I’m in a bad place at all I’m quite okay actually but things are the opposite of good. With my birthday coming up soonish I’ve been feeling this uptick of panic attacks and heart palpitations cause it feels like my childhood is over. And I’m realizing that I never really had one. So this song always manages to calm me down when I start feeling like I wanna pull my teeth out. It feels like someone telling me ‘it’s gonna be okay’. It also kind of feels like how I feel. Like the end of an era and I’m not exactly sure how to move forward.

Sjkskjskjk don’t make me cry I LOVE YOU😭❤️❤️

i was listening to this wonderful brazilian singer called cazuza. unfortunately, he is not in this world anymore, but his songs and quotes remain a huge inspiration to all of us. he had a beautiful insight on love, any kind of it, and that's why we call him "o poeta", our poet.

"e as estrelas ainda vão nos mostrar que o amor não é inviável num mundo inacreditável"

from all his quotes this one made me think about you. it says "and the stars will show us that love is not impracticable in an unbelievable world". it made me think, that's ok if we don't like ourselves that much some days, that's ok we can tolerate ourselves for some time because we are always full of different stuff, so much going on, and our lives are in a constant mess. but i believe that being here and trying for one more day is an act of self-love. even when we don't feel like it. to be here, breathing, trying, fighting... i can't think of something that defines love for ourselves more than it.

so i just wanted to say that, it's ok if you don't love yourself today, i can love for us both until you find that love that, I'M SURE, is somewhere inside your beautiful, beautiful, beautiful heart! ♡

Coucou nikka💕

That’s a very very reassuring quote, gives me hope really:) I’ll check his works out, he sounds amazingly talented

You’re very right, giving up would be so easy but we don’t do it and that definitely is an act of self love. Fighting is so so much harder than just letting go so making that extra effort to stay even if it means that we’re going to keep experiencing this pain should absolutely mean something.