#nightmare-ish

(sorry not my usual stuff but enjoy)

"...... What.....?"

Not a perfect miracle but a small one nonetheless.

A couple of days ago (I don’t remember exactly how long, I mean…not that it matters) I had a weird dream. Like I don’t remember the beginning or the end of it but what I do remember is that Dabi appeared in it. I remember he appeared crispier than he already is. Like he still had hair but more of his face was burned off not only those bags he has under his eyes. In my dream he literally had no eyes, he didn’t even looked like Dabi but I just knew it was him. And then he would like glue some googly eyes on his him. And I had the audacity of thinking “Oh that’s true he has no eyes, yes he glues his eyes.” Wtf 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

She brought me to a room at the end of the hall which seemed to be an old leaky moldy boys restroom. The urinal looked like a repurposed propane tank and the room smelled like a catacomb. At that point I decided we’d explored enough and I ran back upstairs. I decided i was not comfortable being home alone anymore and I wanted my husband to work shorter hours or I’d invite a friend over; I did the latter. Together she and I explored the other end of that crazy hallway; this time no singing and hell creatures or flames. We found an old bathroom covered in gunk that otherwise looked like a lily pond connected to a hot tub. I wanted to clean it up and use it because it was so nice, but there were too many electrical appliances laying close to the water. My fears were confirmed when some janitor dude dropped an entire generator in the water which sparked and began smoking. I made a sign that said “no entry, water electrified” but that same janitor kept coming back and trying to get me in the water.

Last nights I dreamt about my old friends from before I moved, a new friend and myself. We were all celebrating christmas, so we were cooking and stuff like that. Everyone except me appeared to know what to do, but they had neglected to tell me, so right before things were supposed to be ready, the new friend keept saying "You know you're supposed to do X, right?". And I whould panic and do whatever right away. When i finished whatever task I did, all my old friends were like sighing loudly and gave me angry stares. Like the "why don't you just die?!" stares. And this repeated like 10+ times, from everything from making a sallad, to washing the plates. And the new friend was just looking at me with pity in his eyes.