#nighthrill

  i really wanna get back into the rp scene tbh but...

get back on genji :(

it was almost magic, how quick his heartbeat sped up at the mere site of her. a shot of ecstasy, uncontrollable euphoria, into his veins. there was no explaining how much he had missed her, how much anyone could miss someone. no words could describe it and hell      --     he would have spent hours writing about every little detail he noticed and had never forgotten.     ( if he had a tail, it would’ve wagged uncontrollably by now. )     she was as beautiful as he could even remember; maybe more so. the moonlight hit her perfectly as if it followed through the cracks in silken curtains. her large strides always so full of pride and power so even he would feel weak under it. her lips      --      dear lord would he have given anything just to see her smile and feel his upon hers but even then, was the thought of doing so almost too much for him to bare!       his steps grew quicker and quicker until she was almost right in front of him and then     --     nothing. a cold brush against his shoulder to leave him heartbroken with shivers to ripple through his spine. 

her words only generated an annoyed little scoff to push passed his lips. however, how could he have blamed her for the lost time? a month was too long for two of the engaged to not see each other. and yet     --     he couldn’t have been more thankful to know that seeing her was the sole thing that pushed him to working harder and hurrying up with whatever it was he was sent away for. of course, she wouldn’t have to know that. that would be hidden behind a door only one thing could unlock. 

I LOOOOOVE YOUUUU VANNNIIIIEEEE MY LOVE

                                her words held a lighter next to his heart, an ignition that let his body burn with GUILT and shrivel into shame.     how could she, for one second, think that? something SO FAR from the truth he would know the word      regret      did NOT belong in the span of words he could use to describe her.     he forgot how to breathe, what felt like a minute long PAUSE finally ended with air pushed from his lips which would soon form into scowls. eyebrow furrowed together and in pools of molten GOLD drowned worry. was it something he had DONE to make her think so?     she was anything but a regret. 

                               but features softened when REVELATION came into light. how even he would question whether she had made the right choice in choosing him, did he even DESERVE to touch her skin the way his hands would place on both cheeks. a stroke of his fingers to push back platinum locks he had once hated, only to now ADORE with familiar scents that drove him wild. she was everything he wanted. from beginning to end and words could not arrange themselves correctly on the tip of his tongue enough to SHOW her.     lips parted ONCE in hopes of trying to get across his point only to close again in shame followed by tired sighs and CHAGRIN born along features that new naught but pride.

                             ❛  you know, i’ve done a lot in my SHORT LIFE. as you may know, i am champion after all.  ❜  his cut through tension with SOFT SMILES and warm chuckles would only last a mere second before severity took its place in his lips when he frowned deeper than before.  ❛  but there have been many things i’ve REGRETTED over the years. some you know, and some you don’t. and knowing that some of them have led up to me meeting YOU     --    well, it all seemed worth it.  ❜  adoration to pour through every inch of his being as a soft peck planted against her kiss lasted more than a few SECONDS as heart leaped out and right into her hands, knowing fully well that she had FULL CONTROL over him. ❛ you are the best decision i’ve ever made.  ❜ 

                            ❛  would have never thought a big shot like you would be getting married to the BIGGEST of the    ‘ big shots ‘     so congrats on that.  ❜  INSIGNIFICANT, unimportant, meek backgrounds to the better pictures. that was what he was. but everyone knew who she was and they still SPOKE with fear to course their words     --     unlike him.     so unworried about being kicked out as well as DISCOURAGED about the fact he would soon get his own rear handed to him by speaking so nonchalantly to a superior he never knew.     AH WELL.    what could you do?  ❛  you know     --     there are better rides in an amusement park than the most famous one.     why not stop by the merry-go-round.  ❜