#nightdreaming

dont you just get excited about happy situations in fake scenarios you create that will never happen to you

Some people really believe that lying on your bed, staring at the ceiling is you being lazy smh. Ma'am I may be having an existential crisis, I may be fantasizing myself in my gothic castle or writing a whole book in my head, give me a break. I'm being pretty active in the world inside there.

In waiting for people to talk I get restless and talk out of turn. I don't like it. It doesn't suit me. Talking to people is never not life force, but it's never easy for me. I've framed a picture of a mock [ ] to keep me soothed. But he cannot rest me. Only I can do such a thing. Oh, and him. But he doesn't count, does he?