i was watching a show last night that reminded me of the way migal died... and how traumatizing that was for kisara. later on she understood why he had to do it... but like still that initial shock is not something that goes away... and she definitely had nightmares about that. also the thought of going to that underground ‘lake’ disgusts her and makes her sick... so she wouldn’t even be able to go their to mourn him at where he died...










