I was reading old conversations and I found messages from the first day I went round Jakes house. It was so weird because I'm completely different now than how I was then. I miss being like that and I miss him teasing me on how short I am, telling me how he will buy me flowers when we're old together or telling me how he wants to have baths with me haha. Turning him down was the #1 worst decision I've ever made.










