#nice !!!!!!

𝑸 :    𝙷𝙾𝚆  𝙳𝙾  𝚈𝙾𝚄  𝙽𝙴𝙴𝙳  𝚃𝙾  𝙱𝙴  𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝙳?      𝑨 :     Recklessly, like a horse running as fast as he can

You've been told that the way you love can never last, and that heartbreak is inevitable. But you don't want to love carefully. You want to love with reckless abandon. You want to love with everything you have, and you want to be loved the same way. You don't want them to worry about tomorrow. Make today worth living for.

morning: when I woke up  i wasn’t feeling good and still a little shaken up from yesterday so i stayed in bed for a few hours and played some gordon ramsay dinner dash lmao until like 12pm i ate a yoghurt cup then watched 13 going on 30 bc that is my guilty pleasure it was great as usual i’m still in love with mark ruffalo so that’s cool

afternoon: oh god.......... this was horrible. i had a panic attack after talking to my dad about school and when my mom came in to ask what was wrong she didn’t understand and suggested i went to church lmao praise the lord im cured amen i sulked for about 15 minutes but honestly what good was that doing...none.... so i took a rlly long shower and by rlly long i mean like 2 hours (rip our water bill) put on some makeup and took some rlly cute pics of myself lmao 

evening: i decided to accompany my dad to his soccer practice but my accompany i mean i got him to drop me off at an over priced coffee shop while he played soccer i talked to my best friends for a lil which rlly lightened my mood (honestly s/o to meme team idk if they will see this but when all 5 of us are having a conversation together i get really happy and i feel really safe idk it’s weird to explain....) then when my dad was done soccer we stopped for frozen yoghurt and came home... i came home to my room cleaned by my mom wow nice and popped on catfish and the bottlemen’s new record. my mom came in and was really concerned and wanted to know i was okay which made me feel a lot better. she then came into my room and asked if what i was playing was the “4 direct” (she came to see this is us with me and ever since then she thinks they are all i listen to) and then nodded her head to the music (it was funny and cute but she was really trying to make me smile and i love her for that)

and then there was matilda. matilda callahan. they had met somewhere on campus, the both of them being art majors, one visual and one media. despite their grade gap, niko easily considered matilda one of his closest friends at university. and conveniently, she was the only other person who knew about the ridiculous lies he kept her updated on. she was his confidant, and was well aware of the fake life he had fabricated for his family. and naturally, she'd be the first to hear about his new engagement. "matilda!" he called once reaching her floor in their co-ed dorm, approaching her room and knocking, hoping she was present instead of at class. "guess who's nearly a married man?" he asked through the door, trying his best to suppress his laugh in order to trick or scare her -- although he didn't expect her to fall for it, he still tried.