#nfrw

ch14 specific: was that xigbar? or xigbar’s clone? was that the xigbar from the meeting, or the other one? do they share opinions about replicas, even though only one of them is a replica? is there a reason they WOULDN'T share opinions about replicas?

anyway im pingponging rapidly and i realized ftpverse sure has two EXTREMELY important vexen replicas named 37 and 7 respectively. i'm so sorry to all my readers i just like the number 7

nothing's fair has 18 kudos!?!?! man i'm grinning like an idiot ftpverse kind of bombed on ao3 due to the backdating but that's 18 whole people who found and read it!!!!!!!!! wowie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: wow this writing sure feels like it's from 2015 or whatever, which i know it is, but my kh thoughts were so half formed and-- me, encountering foreshadowing towards a future plotpoint and breaking out into a grin: YEAH! YEAH! YEAH THAT'S THE SHIT!!!!!!

am greatly enjoying roxas, replica, habitually describing axel as having emotions and then correcting himself "wait nobodies don't have hearts" like ur so cute.

i've reread up to chapter 6 and i'm just grinning fondly to myself over little lore details.

hm. full disclosure i do think i pulled a little bit of [gesturing at ftp xion] as inspiration for [gesturing at ywkon2 miang] regarding. you know.

brain: if roxas is like sora he should be dogshit at lying me: I'M NOT REWRITING THIS INSTANCE BECAUSE I CAN'T COMMIT TO REWRITING EVERY INSTANCE OF ROXAS LYING IN THIS FIC. BUT I UNDERSTAND.

clenching fist as sand falls through it.......... alpha and amaryllis.................

im sorry im just livetweeting me rereading nothing's fair now but god if "idk riku's not so bad in the memories of sora's that i have of him" "are you sure we have the same memories" isn't one of my favorite exchanges in almost all of ftpverse. help.

me saying fuck you affectionately and lovingly to my past self for that bitch of a chapter cliffhanger

me: why am i reading this far into it again me: me: oh yeah i wanted to see the xigbar replica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

confession i'm not actually sure he's in this one but i also don't see why he wouldn't be so

on hands and knees clenching my fists again. 7 and R........ bastards of all time................. prototype bastards even.....................

HEAD IN HANDS. JUST HEAD IN MY HANDS JUST HEAD IN MY FUCKING HANDS. PROTOTYPE BASTARDS I SAID.

ANSEM VOICE ALL BEGINS IN DARKNESS AND ALL SO ENDS

i'm normal about ftpverse i'm so normal. come closer this is a completely normal kh fanfiction series

anyway nothing's fair is so good that despite being the author i did stay up til 3am just now rereading the whole 65k words of it LMAO. my unhinged onion is that if you started reading ftpverse at nothing's fair taht'd probably be fine so https://archiveofourown.org/works/10956369/chapters/24386688

nothing's fair is just. roxas coping with the problem with "tfw you're a replica and hte guy you're working for can literally wipe your memories and reprogram you if you try to leave him". and. well.