#newyearsucks

So this year really didn't start off right. Unfortunately my husband was fired from his job. He had $500 go missing on busy day during the holidays when they were running a skeleton crew at his bank branch. They proved he didn't steal it but they can figure out where it had gone. They ran an investigation through the books and didn't find anything so they said unfortunately he hit his allowed cap for the year so they had to let him go. His district manager, branch manager, and teller manager all fought for then to just five him a first and final warning because he was such an asset to the bank, but corporate said they couldn't because they had a zero tolerance policy. So as my husband says I am now the sugar momma. He has a lead for another bank job thanks to his managers but it's in another town which wouldn't normally be a problem but we only have one car. ☹ so now I have to go through tax returns and see how much we are getting back and than look for a car that we can buy with the money. I did make him smile though cause I told him well knowing our luck at the end of the month we will find out we are pregnant. He asked why do I say that? Because last time when we flu d out we had to pay $3000 to fix the car a few days later I found out I was preggers. He laughed and said well than let's pray I find a new job soon. So now I picked up a new shift for the coming weeks at work to learn to do artisan breads made from scratch. This will get me up to full time hours (I'm only what they call regular time which guarantees 32 hours a week with full time benefits) but one day a week I will be working 3am-11am and the rest will be days like 7am-3pm and 10am-6pm. Woo talk about a sleep schedule change. Hoping it won't effect too much on the ttc stuff. So let's just hope the rest of the year goes smoothly, and this was the only challenging bump in the road.

Val

So most people think about new beginnings, resolutions, goals to achieve by the next year. Me? What am I thinking about? How incredibly messed up my family is. How much I despise most of them. How amazingly terrible this year has been and it's only day three...and there doesn't seem to be an upside coming anytime soon. The worst part is that my birthday is coming up next week and I was really excited about it. I mean 21 is supposed to be kind of big right? Well know I don't even care. What does it matter? It's just a birthday. The rest of my life seems to be exploding around me so the amount of care that my birthday holds is next to nothing. Oh. The. Joy. 2013 you suck already. Let's hope that at the very least it will stop snowing so I can go dancing next week. That shall become my highlight of the week...which is still pretty sad because a bunch of the people I know there treat me kinda like crap. *sigh* Some days I just don't know what to do...