Why do bad things taste so good

Why is God punishing me

But you are 22 I hear you say?

Yes, but I already know what a 30 year old me would say. 

1. Stop worrying so much about whether you are moving fast enough.

2. Stop trying to keep up with everyone else who is older than you.

3. A job interview only lasts 30 minutes. It’s not worth the weeks of worry that you give it.

4. Life is short, if you want to eat that cake just eat it.*

*But make sure you do go for runs, you get quite podgy at 30yrs old

5.Start just enjoying life more.

So yes, I would be telling myself other wildly things I have learnt along the way, most epiphanies will probably come from some dick of an ex boyfriend. But if you think about it, and have a real word with yourself, you already know what you should be doing. How you should be living your life but it’s hard. When you are in the moment and that is what is occupying your thoughts then its easy to worry about it. 

But even so, I have a feelings my worries now will probably be the same as my worries at 30 because they are my character faults that to be honest I don’t really want to change. I will always worry what people think of me and I will always hope that people like me but on the same card, if people don’t then there are plenty of other people in the world. 7.441 billion people to be exact.