#nevermore update

Omg!!!!!!!!! I have OCD!!! I didn't think before I thought he was just squeamish and mabye he is but !!! This is such an accurate depiction of how it feels to me when I really want to do something but I can't!!! I just can't!!! It's not possible and I can't overcome it in that moment! Or if I did I'd freak out too much afterwards. And there are people around. I don't think Prospero is running away in shame, I think he desperately needs to wash his face before any Bad Germs ™️ spread!!; oh my god??? OCD that's more than just dry hands from washing them all the time??? Why am I this excited?? Prosperpo is like me!!!

This is SUCH a good depiction. Not 100% it was on purpose but I'm tempted to @ the authors to compliment them weather it was intentional or not!!!

I don't think that's Lenore Duke and Pluto taunting them. They were headed to the hookey spot and/or somewhere "warm", Morella was ushering Duke that way. Duke was wearing his nightwear and Pluto's jacket which he had just sneezed into and promised to clean before returning. It's way too short of a timeframe for them to have suddenly turned around, run back to their dorms, changed clothes, washed and dried the jacket, before showing up at the staircase, when all they wanted to do was go play hookey in the first place. Also Morella Berenice and Eulalie were with them but they're suddenly absent again? Where'd they go? So I'm 99% sure it's the Deans, or at least one of them, who have been spying on the main groups this whole time and decided to conjure up some illusions to throw a wrench into people's plans just to see what happens. We'll probably even find this out within the next episode or two.

For brick, I tried my damnest to get the masterpost to work and it simply refuses to post, I’m sorry but I do plan on trying to move my fics to AO3 and then shrunken manhunt will definitely be in order

As for everything else.. it’s been rough. Quit my job, trying to get a new one cause I need the income, can’t even stream because of all the housework and unpaid babysitting and all that jazz being tossed onto me, I’ve barely even been able to touch my computer let alone set up a modpack for an smp, though I do plan on making one.

The full on truth is.. I’ve really hit a wall. I’ve been trying to push through it, I have multiple fics that are in various stages of being finished, but with all the stress going on in my life right now I just.. can’t bring myself to write. I hate not being able to do anything, to not be able to get fics out like I used to. I wish I could just grab that drive I had and bring it back, but things just don’t work that way.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow about finally getting a psychiatrist involved, and perhaps once I’m on a better mindset, I’ll finally be able to fully return. I know I’ve kinda been on Hiatus, and this is just an explanation for that.

I’ll be happy to let everyone know when this is all said and done, but for now I’m just gonna be.. lurking.

For those that do have my discord, I’ll still be available there, and I’ll be active there. I just can’t write fics and stuff right now.

Probably won’t be doing any W!lbur content any longer. Probably not gonna do any mcyt content in general, but I say this:

support the victims. Focus more on the victims than bashing the perpetrator. All you’re doing is what is wanted: attention. It’s okay to feel upset about it, to be mad about it. But please support the victims more than you bash the perpetrator. Thank you.

And b, which I’m ONLY saying as a precaution:

People are apparently downloading, binding and selling fanfictions. Highly doubt anyone’s gonna do it to a vore writer but in case it needs to be said: DONT FUCKING DO THAT.

You’re ruining the entire concept of fanfiction and you’re about to make it completely disappear. If you like a fic, favorite it! Download it! Ask the creator, but for the love of god don’t fucking SELL SOMEONE ELSES WORK!