#nevergetseasier

Happy 86th birthday in heaven, Nana. I still miss you everyday and wish you were here with us to see how big the family has gotten. At least you are right around the corner from me now and are watching over Juan everyday in Kindergarten. #nevergetseasier #loveyouforever https://www.instagram.com/p/ClHs_5Ou-xyegt0GoSUen8401tc9NTinvnq8ZQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Spending our last few moment together before hubby leaves again... #armywife #nevergetseasier #coodenbeach (at Cooden beach Sea Front) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9MW7mcBpcq/?igshid=1utx0k7inripy

Tomorrow would have been our precious little angels 3rd birthday....that means over 3 years ago our life’s changed forever. I have been in the darkest place possible for nearly all that time as I didn’t really start to come to terms with this loss until the beginning of this year...when we lost hannah I never thought I would get this far...I was so close to giving up....I’m so lucky to have the most amazing husband and and wee support system that I couldn’t have done it without...(you know who you are!) on what would have been her 1st birthday we went to our special place which is porten cross and let balloons go in memory....this year Iam visiting my happy place where she would have been loved and treated like one of the family just like I have always been. So even though you never got to visit....this is for you my angel 💜👼🏼 I never saw your twinkling eyes Or touched your precious feet. I never shared a tiny yawn Or rocked you fast asleep. I never kissed your tiny hands Or saw your little smile. I never held you in my arms, But I held you for a while. Although I never saw your face Or heard your precious laughter Your still my child who I love, And will for ever after💜 End the taboo and stigma attached to miscarriage....#1in4 #angelbaby #angelbabiesinheaven #mumofboys #nevergetseasier #babyloss #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport #endmiscarriagesilence #endmiscarriagetaboo (at Watchet) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4vX9GSgBJ0/?igshid=1x55c64obiocz

leaving your side never gets any easier, even if it’s for a short week. . . . . . . . . . . #missyoualready #nevergetseasier #bettertogether #alwaysandforever #myforeverdate (at Dnata Lounge at Changi Airport T1) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2ZNHinHPdy/?igshid=5tdrkyhj5l9q

As Tara says, just fed my baby to the lion #scary #NeverGetsEasier #Buckanaga #trust #tradition #ProudOfMyself #NativePride #mohawk #DoWhatScaresYou https://www.instagram.com/p/B2AJW4CA_a6/?igshid=xfskdmqrmpji

Went to go see family today. #nevergetseasier #grandparentdanduncle #rip #myguardianangels

Done! #finished #complete #done #fun #sweat #stayinshape #nevergetsold #nevergetseasier #workout #hyatt #hyattorlando @hyattorangecounty @hyattregencyorlando #lovethisgym