#never learning

I am the dumbest of bitches.

Me: anyway

I never learn. Just because you have someone's back it doesn't mean they will have yours. You know movies. Forget about them because they are bunch of lies. The “I miss you" text that has an “I am outside" reply is  a fantasy because they are probably not missing u. If they do they wouldn't wait for u to say it. They would show it. What kills is not what people did or didn't do to/for you. It's your expectations that killed you. You are you and others are themselves so don't expect something YOU would do from someone who is not you. Everyone has their own view their own definition of things so your definition of love, your definition of acts of love is not necessarily what you would receive. You need to accept that. I need to accept that. I need to start learning .... that what I would do for u may not be what u will do for me.