okay so ive been searching for this really specific fic for months and i literally NEED it or i will explode
so its post canon, specifically around either the first anniversary of christmas or balitmore (prob baltimore ig for this), andrews pov (doesn't have to be, i just love my boy) and its neil slowly breaking down since hes been on the run for years hes going to have to break down at some point and then he does have his full on breakdown and andrew is there to help him through it. anyway, if this doesn't exist i will be writing it myself i need this.
