#nepgeek

“Depends. I don't really build things, but I've always thought it was neat.”

1. first impression: So are we talkin’ ‘bout before you revealed you were the same mun as nepnepping? Either way, first nep and gege I interacted with and I found you super rad.2. truth is: Now you’re like one of my best friends (and responsible for me having a rather un-thought of crossover ship as an OTP) and I’m super glad to know ya.3. how old do you look: Your age? I’unno how to respond t’this.4. have you ever made me laugh: Totally.5. have you ever made me mad: Not at all.6. best feature: I ain’t good with this stuff cause choosing one specific thing is hard, so I’ll say how level-headed you are and how well you play your muses.7. have I ever had a crush on you: Nope.8. you’re my: First person to get me into the Neptunia fandom and one of my closest friends I’ve made here.9. name in my phone: Well on Skype you’re labeled as ‘Actual Nepgear’ so yeah.10. should you post this too?: If ya wanna, sure.

 > It’s been about… six or seven months, I think, since Gear and I started dating. Man… time… it really does fly when you’re just doing your own thing. But you know, these past few months have been some of the best months of my life. Of course– having Gear be with me is probably the biggest factor. After all, I love her more than anything in the world, if not the whole damn universe (man, that sounds kinda corny. Heh, but I can’t help it if that’s how I feel). She’s done so much for her me, the people she cares for, and her nation– it’s awe inspiring to be honest.  She really is the kindest person there is, and I wish I could be as selfless as she is sometimes. < > I remember… back when I first got stuck here, and I was just in such a screwed up state of mind, that I just always seemed to be on the verge of breaking. In a way, this was like being stuck in another SAO, only this time I know even less about the world and what’ll happen if I die and all that (doesn’t help I’m still just not able to properly move on from that time). All that at once, and the pressure from… whatever happened (I can’t recall much from back then, due to what happened when I went to the Graveyard), it just kinda made me snap for a bit. Hell, I was ready to accept my death. <> Then she came and saved me. I think… I think I can say that was the time I started to fall in love with her. I can’t recall the exact emotions I felt, but I do just remember feeling something I really haven’t felt before. Then– we got together, which was kind of a shock to me, considering I didn’t expect her to feel the same way about me. But I can’t really complain, cause I’ve never been happier. We share a lot in common, and working on stuff or playing games or even just casually hanging out is time I’ll cherish for as long as I live. I still don’t know the specifics about my world or if my body is back there or whatever, but I don’t care anymore. Gear helped me realize that my time is short here, so I should just keep moving forward and live my life. So… I think it’s time I stopped typing and go live my life some more. < > Thanks for everything, Gear, I love you. <