#neglected!wayne!reader

Neglected!Wayne!reader who couldn't become a hero from insistence issues, like POTS and or AMPS- (I'm only saying POTS and AMPS because I have both along with other stuff) It's something they hate about themselves because training and therapy can't get rid of it, it's chronic. No matter how they try they won't be able to even try to gain attention by being a Robin. Neglected!Wayne!reader who is constantly covered in bruises from passing out or other things so Batfam don't feel comfortable taking them to Galas because it could make them look bad or put them in more danger.

Neglected!Wayne!Reader with messily cut hair because they cut it during a flare up before it made their migraines worse. Alfred who fixes Neglected!Wayne!reader hair in the kitchen while they eat cookies. Neglected!Wayne!Reader who needs mobility aids, but gets nervous about using them because the media gives them backlash for using a cane one day and a wheelchair the next. Neglected!Wayne!Reader who the Bats secretly love but worry about getting to close from how fragile Reader seems and worry about them getting targeted if the favor was known. Neglected!Wayne!Reader who crys themselves to sleep because it's the only time they feel safe to cry, when everyone else is asleep or gone. Neglected!Wayne!Reader with a quiet hatred for the Batfamily because they never felt good enough in their eyes. In a family of Geniuses, star athletes and models being Average makes you look stupid, weak and ugly. Neglected!Wayne!Reader who is very self conscious, who doesn't like standing next to their spectacular siblings because it makes them feel so stupid and ugly- they feel sick.

Neglected!Wayne!Reader who stopped trying to be seen as smart by their peers because their siblings would always outclass them and make them feel terrible. Neglected!Wayne!Reader who has dental issues from their anxiety and quiet hate- cheeks often raw, tongue often bleeding and teeth cracking from clenching their jaw.. Neglected!Wayne!Reader who bought themselves a baby's teething toy to try and help with it but can't use it in front of anyone without making them want to run.

!! Warnings! Includes mentions of Abuse, self harm, mental issues and my terrible rambling thoughts. !!

Painter!Wayne!Reader; a villain reader vaguely based off one of my favorite creepypastas as a kid- The bloody painter. I was thinking maybe the Reader was neglected and maybe sent away to a private school by Bruce to keep reader out of the way of his Batman stuff. Wayne!Reader who faced abuse at private school and never was able to feel safe enough to talk about it from the neglect. Wayne!Reader who bottled it up until they couldn't anymore and just wanted acknowledgment from someone from their talents even if the person was a detective who was trying to find out who they are for leaving a portrait of their victim made out of the victims blood in the Gotham museum.

Painter!Reader who gets excited in there own quiet way when they hear 'The Batman' was looking into there crimes, because they always dreamed of him saving them from the abuse they faced at private school.

Painter!Reader who is extremely hard to track, but still manages to leave bloody art in the Gotham museum and arboretum.

Painter!Reader who leaves their art there because it is the only places they feel comfortable leaving their art.

Painter!Reader who despite everything messed up in their head craves adoration and attention from others, and gets quietly jealous whenever Bruce gives attention to others.

Painter!Reader who came back from years of private school with Green eyes despite Alfred remembering them having blue eyes, but reader was so neglected there aren't many good photos of them so it is hard to prove. Perhaps he misremembered.

Painter!Reader who used to be so talkative before they were sent away and now they barely speak.

Painter!Reader with white roots, like they messily dyed their hair black before coming home. When Dick asked about it, Reader just says it's their take on Skunk hair.

Dirty cash, I want you.

!! Warning includes mentions of drugs, smoking, drinking, partying, hooking up. Reader is a player party animal who uses their status to feed their friends addiction and to keep the police quiet, reader is likely underage. 365 could also work, might make it the title if i actually write the story. Was listening to 'A little bit harder now' while writing. !!

Little thing while in a writing mood.

The Favorite Bug.

Reader was never really anyone's favorite, no matter how much they tried. They remember letting kids push them around and bully them to try and make friends. They weren't really good at making friends, they never really had them and no one showed them how to make them. They weren't in school much from having some issues and had to be moved to one of those Clinics were children with more difficulty can take classes under watchful eyes after Reader's Teacher made a recommendation because Reader kept passing out and it worried her. The Teacher's name was Miss Shanlian, Reader doesn't think she liked them much but they certainly remembered the lasting pity on her face whenever she looked at them. It made their skin want to crawl, how does one look at them so caringly when they were basically strangers? Reader remembers nervously chewing on their cheek until it bled everytime her gaze fell on them. The worried expression she looked at them with, it was like someone looking at their favorite bug crawl in the dirt and watching as birds slowly noticed them. Reader didn't care much for Birds, they liked bugs- the only thing people looked more disgusted with than them. Bugs were their favorite and they hoped to be someone's favorite one day.

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