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ppl who repost art without permission can suck my dads chode tbh, it's 2017 can we please start treating artists like people?? Damn

me @ myself: you are a fucking fool who seems to only care when people like Your Things but do you ever take interest in their things??? no. no you don’t. you’re selfish and Rude so just stop liking anything at all

and while im at it my art fucking sucks too i can’t fuckin draw who the fuck do i think i am letting people give me money for my shitty art!! i shouldnt!! bc i SUCK

*suddenly remembers how my cousin's grandpa jokes abt me causing 9/11 bc it happened exactly a week before i was born* time to FUCKING die

............ my computer crashed after working on a project all day........ Please just kill me it was acting like it wasn't going to turn back on again too

i cant do this i cant do this i cant do thks holy fuck i cant do this im fucked no matter what i do god i should have listened to my mother i should just go home to pg i should have paid more attention in school i should just fucking give up and go home because i cant fucking do this im a goddamn pathetic fucking failure with no idea how to function or do anything fucking right i hate myself i fucking hate myself and im too scared to wake my boyf up and im too scared to go home later today because my roommate is pissed at me and im too scared to sleep for 8 million reasons and i cant stop fucking crying

okay but real talk for a sec here: i hate self care posts that are all 'be courageous! be fearless! be someone younger you would be proud of! be fierce! choose ur friends wisely! be strong!' like??? a) how and b) whoa hey hi there buddy heres an idea: go fuck yourself i hate those posts almost as much as i hate the 'pull urself up by your bootstraps responsibility is self care too' posts (theyre all just worded so crappily tbh? like 'ah yes my schizophrenic ass is just gonna have a ~revelation~ abt this bc of ur post and suddenly i am a totes functioning adult, yaaayyy' :/// )