#negative .

i love buying a card and writing up a really nice message in it for a friend i've had for 30 years , sending them a message for their new address they haven't sent me yet even after moving in earlier this year , and 5 days later on their birthday i still haven't heard back from them .

my brother in christ, how is it that you see "reblog from source" and NOT do that?? especially when you're not even FOLLOWING me???

everyday i have to remember i.dv is i.dv .

i normally make read mores abt this topic bcaus i dont want to put a bunch of negativity on peoples dashes but anyone else in this thread aroace (specifically aro) and kind of find it a permanent headfuck and feel hopeless and like ur destined to live out your life alone like a loveless reptile to the extent that seeing people talk about love makes you feel anxious and sad, and even aro positivity blogs or whatever dont scratch the surface

[ feeling a little down about my portrayal . . . ]

suddenly hit w the worry my friends hate me: i jst wanted to listen to a podcast