"No pain would haunt his slumber. At long last, Nedwin slept."
AHH. STOP. I CANT ANYMORE THIS WAS A CRAZY TWIST. THE GOMA WORMS?? WHY DIDNT I THINK OF THAT OH MY GOD. IT WAS AT THE TIP OF MY TONGUE.
IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE. AARHAAHHHHH.
I am so sad rn its not even funny.
sobbing sobbing a river wooww.
THIS IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DEATH THO? OR AM I GOING CRAZY? THE REVENGE. JUSTICE. LOYALTY TO THE END. THE BLISS IN DEATH. HIS WHOLE LIFE BEING ABOUT GALLORAN AND THE END OF IT FINALLY BEING ABOUT AVENGING HIMSELF AND KILLING HIS TORTURER.
THE AMOUNT OF EMOTIONS I WENT THROUGH IN MINUTES. FIRST IT WAS JOY THAT HES ALIVE. THEN SURPRISE AT THE REASON, THEN BACK TO DEPRESSION KNOWING THAT HE HAD TO KILL HIMSELF BECAUSE HE IS A ZOMBIE. AAHHR COPERNUM SHOULD DIE A MILLION TIMES ONG.
This chapter sucks but I'm so devastatingly happy for Nedwin😠yah.. ok... sure have a good night, the first one in decades ðŸ˜
The, quite literally, burning rage that rolls off of Nedwin in this chapter. He's finally getting his revenge.
Oh I have soo much to say but can't find the words
I'll talk about the drawing for now.
Although I'm pretty happy with how this turned out, I'm disappointed on how I captured the feeling.
I originally wanted Nedein to have a calm/relaxed/happy expression on his face while the fire would be drawn sharp, explosive and bright.
I wanted to picture the calm and peace at his end in his face, but the hate he had to achieve it in his fire. But as I was drawing it I couldn't help but make the fire wispy, giving it that soft look (and his expression was actually for a different fanart that I recycled into this one)
But now that I think of it, that could work out as it's own vibe. The softness of the flames almost has this bitter sweet feeling to it, and it could also mimic the controlled fire of a fire place, not one of explosion like I tried to do. It fits more I think.
Also! I'm not sure if it is obvious or not, but because he is a red head, I thought it would be cool to make the fire seem like it's 'melting' into his hair. God im so sad this isn't even funny. NEDWIN I LOVE YOU. NEDWIN NOO.
ALSO YOU GUYS ARE DONE FOR.ITS OVER FOR YALL. TURNS OUT THAT THIS SONG IM OBSESSED WITH HAD ALMOST THE EXACT LINES OF HOW NEDWIN DIES. IM ANIMATING THAT. OMG 4 SONGS THAT ARE ALL PERFECTLY NEDWIN. AND THEY ARE SO SAD AHHH.
