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Prompt: Your boyfriend breaks up with you but he can’t seem to let go of you, as he sees you getting closer to another boy.

Pairing : Taeyong X Reader

Genre : Angst ? I guess 

Word count : 2753

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

Gosh…I'm so tired… You thought as you closed your laptop.

You had an essay to finish but nothing was coming out of your head, so you just decided to go to sleep.

As you were standing up from your chair to stretch your arms, you heard your phone rang. You picked up immediately after seeing your boyfriend's name on the screen.

“Hi babe, what's up?” You asked, looking at your alarm clock. It was almost midnight.

“Can you go out please? I'm right in front of the building.” He simply said, sounding a lot colder than usual

“What are you doing here at this hour??” You asked, feeling the stress in his voice

“Just come okay?”

He hung up and you quickly put your shoes on.

  “What are you doing Taeyong? It's almost midnight!”

“I just needed to talk to you Y/N.”

“Couldn’t this wait?”

“No, I need to talk about…us”

You were scared because your kind of already knew what he was about to say.

“Wait, are you ...?”

“Yeah, I think we should break up...I mean, this relationship is blocking me in my career, and this is a chance I'll have just once in my life ... I don't want to waste it you understand? I still want to hang out with you... don't misunderstand this but...as friends? You can still come to the dorms and everything, but I think it'll be better if we just stopped dating. I'm too tired of having to hide this relationship...”

You couldn't reply so you just nodded and left. You heard him call you but you simply went back to your apartment.

And then, you cried. You cried all the tears you had. It was as if you could feel your heart literally break.

You understood why he was breaking up with you. You knew it was the right thing for him to do but you couldn't help but being selfish.

You loved him and needed him by your side.

You took a cold shower to try to clear your mind but all you did was cry and cry again until your head hurt.

Finally, you went to bed and fell asleep, trying not to think about the past year you had spent with him.

After spending an entire week just staying home, watching tv and sleeping, you decided to keep on visiting the boys at the dorms because after all, they were your friends...you’ll just have to ignore Taeyong.

You were about to start another episode of the show you were watching when you received a text from Jaehyun. He was asking if everything was fine since you hadn't visited them for a long time.

This was the sign for you to turn the page. You got dressed, applied a little bit of makeup and went out.

***

“Hi guys!” You shouted as you entered in the dorms

“Oh, hi Y/N! it’s been a while” replied Mark “If you’re looking for Taeyong he is practicing right now…”

“Oh, uh It's okay...I…I just wanted to see you guys!”

Apparently, no one knew about the breakup.

You greeted everyone and as you were walking towards the living room, Doyoung asked you:

“Since it’s gonna be Johnny’s birthday soon, we made a cake, we wanted to decorate it...but I’m scared we’ll just ruin the cake”

“Oh you need help?”

“Actually yes, you might be better at this than us”

“Let's go then!”

You washed your hands and headed towards the kitchen where he already had prepared all the stuff you’ll need.

You took the chocolate syrup and put a little bit in a bowl.

After everything was done with the cake, you had to clean up the mess but Doyoung wasn't having it and started a chocolate battle in the kitchen.

“ Oh really?! Okay, now we're going to play!” You shouted as you pressed the chocolate syrup bottle towards him

“Y/N, you don't know what you got yourself into!”

Doyoung threw flour at you, laughing

“Come here Kim Doyoung!” You screamed, putting chocolate on his cheek

"Oh, I'm here my little Y/N!” He retaliated by spraying whipped cream on you

You were about to make him regret this when you tripped and fell, bringing the boy with you.

You two fell on the ground, laughing like crazies...but at this very moment, Taeyong arrived and saw you on the floor, covered in chocolate and cream.

“Y/N? What are you doing?” He asked, visibly disaproving of your presence in the dorms.

You stood up, a little flustered.

"We were making a cake, can't you see?”

"Yeah right...” he scoffed

He left, muttering to himself while Doyoung kept starring at you.

“What's wrong between you two?” He finally asked

"Nothing...”you replied, not wanting to tell him.

“You sure? Because this didn't look like ‘nothing’ ”

"I'm okay...don't worry. Let's clean this mess up.”

Heyy ! 

I’m publishing the first part of a little something i’ve had in my computer for a few months now ~ I hope you’ll like it ! If you have any requests you can tell me ! 

I’m a bit busy with uni but i’ll try to keep posting regularly !

Have a nice dayyy ! 

-Sun ☼

Prompt: Your boyfriend breaks up with you but he can’t seem to let go of you, as he sees you getting closer to another boy.

Pairing : Taeyong X Reader

Genre : Angst ? I guess

Word count : 1070 

parts : 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

He cupped your face with his hand and crushed his lips on yours.

You laid on the couch, Doyoung on top of you. He took his t-shirt off before starting to kiss you again.  

“You’re just …so beautiful…” he whispered in your ear before kissing your neck, sucking and nibbling on your skin.

You knew it was a bad idea but Taeyong and you had been separated for about a month now, you needed to get him off your head.

As Doyoung started to kiss your belly you started to moan softly. He opened the button of your jeans but you stopped him.

“Wait…I don’t think it’s-”

“A good idea?” He said, unexpectedly smiling.

“Yeah…why are you smiling?” You asked, sitting straight

“Because I knew you would say that…because I know you still love him and that you’ll never love me like I love you…”

“Oh…Doyoung it’s not-”

“It’s okay Y/N. I’m not mad or anything…it’s always been like that.”

“I do love you though I hope you know that…Doyoung you’re one of the most important people in my life and I don’t want to fuck our friendship up and-”

You started to cry because you hated that you were hurting him

“Oh Y/N come here…” he hugged you tight

“I just don’t want to lose you…I’m so sorry…”

“Me neither…Y/N and you won’t, I swear.”  he said before kissing your cheek

At this very moment, your phone rang and for the 11th time of the day, of course, it was Taeyong.

“I should go” Doyoung said, looking at your phone. “And you should answer, you two have to talk…”

“Are you sure, you can stay-”

“Y/N answer the phone” he said softly, before exiting your apartment.

You took a deep breath and picked up before it was too late.

“Yah Y/N! I’ve been trying to call you all day!”  

“So? What do you want Taeyong…”

“I…wanted to apologize for what happened last time…and for everything else.” He said softly

“okay cool. Now stop calling me Taeyong, please”

“Are you serious? I just apologized and you’re only telling me this?”

“What do you want a fucking medal or something? You should have apologized sooner”

“You’re with Doyoung isn’t it? Yah Doyoung-ah! You and I are going to have some problems!” He said, raising his voice

“He isn’t here, stop shouting!”  

“Yeah right…you think I don’t know what you two are doing??”

“Look Taeyong…I don’t know what’s going on in your head right now but clearly you’re not over us and honestly it’s getting tiring.”

There was a little moment of silence and finally he said:

“Y/N…can we meet? Please…can I come over? I really want to talk, I mean, face to face”

You didn’t really want to see him, as you were trying to get over him but it was the right thing to do.

“Okay…”

 He arrived at your apartment a few minutes later. You decided to join him downstairs

“what?” you asked as soon as you saw him

“I-I’m sorry…for what happened on the parking lot, really I didn’t mean to- I mean…I would’ve never done it on purpose. I swear…”

“Okay…well it’s fine now so…”

This situation was super awkward

“Can I come inside? It’s kinda cold…”

You were debating whether to let him in or not. It took so long to get his scent out of your pillows, your clothes and just getting rid of the memories of him in your apartment.

“I don’t think it’s a good idea Taeyong…”

“Okay I understand…if I freeze to death I’ll know who to blame…” he scoffed, rubbing his red hands together

“Okay fine come inside.”

 It felt so weird to see him sit on the couch, just like when you two had movie nights at your place.

He was looking at your wall with a sad look on his face. You looked over to see what he was watching: the empty frame hanging on your wall.

“You removed the photo…It’s weird. You said you would always keep it…” he softly said.

“Taeyong you broke up with me, what was I supposed to do? Let it hang here for me to see all the time so I can be a little more sad everyday?” You replied, handing him a glass of water

“I still have it in my wallet…”

“Why?”

“Because it’s the first photo we took together, because it is special…at least it is special to me” he muttered, looking out the window.

“Don’t do that. Don’t try to guilt trip me.”

“I’m not. I’m just noticing that you got over us pretty quickly”

“Oh you’re such an asshole…I don’t even know why I accepted to see you.”

“I know Doyoung was here.” He bluntly said, staring at you

“Yes he was. And?”

“I know you’re trying to make me jealous, and I don’t think you should use Doyoung. He really likes you, don’t lead him on.”

“You don’t even know what you’re talking about…I’m not playing with him. I care about him.”

You were starting to get really upset and rose your voice unintentionally.

“Did you come here to pick a fight? What do you want Taeyong?”

“I came to tell you to stop messing around with my friend. And stop trying so hard to get back at me.”

You hated when he was acting all cocky like that.

“You are so self-absorbed…You’re the one who came all the way to my apartment, telling me about our ‘special photo’, and just acting like you are definitely not over our relationship”

He took a moment, stood up and went to the window.

After a few seconds, he turned around to face you and said:

“You know what Y/N? You’re right, I’m not fucking over you, over us. I’m not. I regret my decision, I beat myself up everyday for breaking up with you and seeing you hang out with my friends as if we never went out together is kinda killing me. After what happened at the theatre I felt like total shit, and knowing that you potentially hated me was really hard. So yeah, I came here to tell you that but you clearly are over us so I’ll just leave. I just want to ask you something…please... not Doyoung, he’s my best friend and I really can’t see you together.”

He sat down and burst out in tears.

“I just fucking love you Y/N”

Heyyy ! Finally part 4 is here ! hope you’ll like it :))))

Have a nice dayyy !

-Sun ☼

(english isn’t my first language, excuse me if there are mistakes :/)

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Prompt: Your boyfriend breaks up with you but he can’t seem to let go of you, as he sees you getting closer to another boy.

Pairing : Taeyong X Reader

Genre : Angst ? I guess

Word count : 800-ish ?

parts : 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5

“I do, I love you, I’ve always loved you and I can’t do anything about it. I tried to stop, I tried to hate you, to convince myself that you were over our relationship and that it was pointless to continue thinking about you, but I just can’t help it.”

He took a deep breath and wiped his tears with the palm of his hands.

“You don’t have to say anything Y/N…I-I’m just going to leave now…” He finally said after calming down.

You wanted to say something you really wanted to, but your brain was blank.

Your head was telling you to tell him to leave and never come back, that it was too easy to just cry and apologize for what he’d done after being so mean to you, that you didn’t love him anymore but you heart was telling you to run in his arms and kiss him.

After a few seconds, he stood up, ready to put his shoes on but you took his hand and led him to your small bedroom.

You could see the confusion in his eyes but you simply opened the drawer of your bedside table and took out an envelope with Taeyong’s name on it.

“I wrote this a few weeks ago…when I was feeling very bad.” You said, handing him the letter

“Oh…you wrote it for me or…?” He asked, sitting down on your bed.

“Yes…I- well just read it, if you want of course…and for your information, the photo of us is right here.” You took the photo out of the drawer. “I’ve cried so much looking at it, I used to stare at it for hours every night, it made me sad but I love this photo, as you said it’s special and I would never throw it away…”

“Can I read it now ?”

“I’ll go in the living room…to give you some space” you said

Taeyong opened the envelope and started to read, quietly.

I don’t know why I’m writing this, maybe I need this to move on. I don’t even know if you will read it one day but anyways…I just need to talk.

The past two years have been crazy. I can confidently say that those were the best years of my life. I’ve loved every minute I spent with you, even when we fought. I still remember the day we met, you helped my move some furniture into this apartment and then we talked, for what? 2 hours maybe more? I remember thinking “this guy might be my soulmate” and for two years I thought I was right.

You’ve honestly made my life better and even if it’s over now I want to thank you for that. Thanks for always inspiring me, helping me, being patient with me…

After you told me it was over, I tried to hate you, I thought I wouldn’t love you anymore, that I could forget you, but I was just lying to myself.

I’ll always love you TY and I hope we could keep good memories of each other…

Thank you again, for everything.

I wish you the best.

Y/N

Taeyong read the letter, re-read it and read it again. He wanted to be sure to get all the words.

Once again, his eyes filled up with tears, he was feeling a mix of joy and sadness.

I ruined everything… he muttered to himself

You gave him a few seconds and went to the bedroom door. He was lying on your bed, the letter on his chest and his eyes closed.

“I ruined everything, all we had…we were good together? Right? We were happy…why did I do that? I’m so fucking dumb…”

You walked to the bed and laid next to him.

“yeah…can’t deny that…” You said, crossing your legs

“You know when I told you I never loved you…when we were at the cinema…”

“yeah you told me you only had good sex with me…yup I remember veeery clearly…”

“Yeah…sorry about that, I was just being a moron…I was so mad and jealous. I love you, I mean we had pretty good sex too you know I can’t deny that it was…reaaally good and-

“Okay Taeyong I got it. You really don’t need to talk about this now” you cut him off, as your cheeks got redder.

“Yeah sorry... erm... anyways…I love you and I hope you could forgive me. I was a huge asshole I know but…”

You grabbed his hand and squeezed it a little. You had missed this feeling so much.

“You were…but you’re also an amazing person, talented, caring, sweet…and I want you by my side.”

You turned to face him and he did the same.

“I could never hate you Taeyong…”

“Great because I really really want to kiss you right now…I missed you so much”

He slowly got closer to you and gently kissed your lips. It felt like nothing had happened. You were ready to forget it all and start a new journey with the love of your life.

Annnd here is the final part of this little fanfic ! I hope you enjoyed it ! I definitely will write some new ones (i love angsty fanfics haha).

I started something new that i'm quite proud of i can't wait to post it !

Have a nice day !

stay safe ♥

-Sun ☼

(english isn’t my first language, excuse me if there are mistakes :/)

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