In and out of the dress

I'm a 21 year old afab nonbinary person, I've been in an open relationship for three years, but never actually engaged the "open" aspect of it. Until recently, when a mid 30s cis guy invited me to have a one night stand. The last time I had sex with my afab partner two years ago (since identifies as asexual). So I've never had sex with a cis man, let alone someone I've never truly met before.

I've gotten permission to fuck this guy on Sunday, and I'm nervous as hell. On one hand I've been careful about having conversations about protection and safe sex, but on the other, I'm on this hellcite too much and can't stop masturbating thinking about all of this going way too rough for a first time.... we've talked about rope and bondage, and just, being at a strangers mercy shouldn't be as hot as it is 🫣

It's easy to have conversations, isn't it? Sure, maybe it's a little awkward, but in the end, setting firm limits is just about saying the right words. And it's just as easy for him to say the right words to agree.

But words aren't really what matters, are they? Not when you're tied up and helpless with a stranger about to push into your cunt. Once you're at that point - once he's convinced you that you're safe - you're back in the age-old position of being a fertile little slut at the mercy of a man.

And even if he thinks of his words as binding... Are yours? When you haven't been fucked for three years, and never had a man fill up your cunt, never felt the ecstacy of having him push in deep and claim you... do you think you're strong enough not to beg for it?

Let’s play?