And here I find myself in my room crying
Over my boyfriend But not in the typical way No nothing about us is typical He didn't brake my heart Distance is braking it I love him, he's one of my best friends But yet I can't give him a hug I mean last night I was doing the same over Chi, she also was having a ruff day and once again I find myself useless and physically alone And I mean even my friend that lives near me, it's not all its cracked up to be Because we don't go to school or work at the same place, and neither of us have a car, we barely get to hang out We might as well live hundreds of miles away I mean its actually harder if they live close but not close enough then if they live far far away Because at least when you are far far away distance is a valid reason But you feel like crud when you have to say no just because you can't get someone to drive you, or let you drive, an extra 20 minutes
