The feeling of...

Not yet fully shifted, but knowing exactly how his hand on mine will feel, his cloak covering me from the cold, his hugs while I sleep...💗

I DONT KNOW IF IT COUNTS AS SHIFT OR NOT

Well what happened is that, like a week ago I was browsing a shifting community on Reddit, and I saw a post from someone, about a shifting exercise, and their exercise consisted of shifting to parallel realities, being awake and conscious, and that parallel reality has a minimal change, very very minimal, something that does not affect you or require your full attention.

So...

In my CR, before my music classes on wednesdays (today) I take a shower. Well, i got in the shower and said, why not try that exercise? (I should clarify that ive never had a conscious successful shifting experience before.) So I looked for something that wouldn't affect me at all, if that changes. My bathroom door is black, completely black, but it had some white stains on it, like toothpaste(? So I focused my attention on the one that looked the clearest. And I said, "While im showering, I have a 100% chance of shift: 50% to my DR, and 50% to a parallel reality where that stain isnt on the door."

I started washing my hair and doing my whole routine and repeating affirmations about a parallel reality but with that small change. And I turned to look at the door and it was still the same, so I closed my eyes and didn't want to pay too much attention to it, but when I turned back to grab some product, the stain was less visible, and my treacherous mind thought it was just a visual effect by suggestion, so I continued with my thing, But when I looked in that direction again, it was even less clear, and again my mind told me, sure the steam is cleaning it, but the other little spots were still intact. So I closed my eyes and, and I stated that when I opened them that stain would no longer be visible and with some distrust I opened my eyes... And that white spot was no longer there, I couldn't see it, I came closer, strained my eyes and still couldnt see it. I was very excited because the only time I felt like I had shifted was without being able to see it as such. But my mind started to play tricks on me, telling me that maybe I had just imagined everything, and that maybe that stain hadn't been very visible from the beginning, and then i closed my eyes tight and saw her again, white and clear, totally visible, and i was like wtf, did i really shift? or did i just imagine it? And I said to myself, screw it, if I could do it once I can do it again, and I closed my eyes again and repeated affirmations that shifting was natural for me, and I wanted to return to that parallel reality, where that door didn't have that stain, and honestly here I was less confident, and almost sure that it had been an optical illusion, but I open my eyes and the spot was getting faint again, I opened and closed my eyes like 5 times, while saying affirmations until at one point I open them and the door was totally black, without that white spot, I mean, THAT WASN'T THERE, and I realized that I hadn't felt anything magical or anything like that, the shifting had simply been natural. Then I said I wanted to return to the reality I had been in from the beginning, and the door was stained again.

Im not sure Id say it was a successful shift, but for someone who had had almost no successful experiences with this, it was a huge leap of belief!!!