#narchive

- Narchive -

[ P.T : Narchive ]

An NPD archive dedicated to preserving NPD labels and terms for ourselves and others

This blog does not have any public stances, this is an archive made to be accessible to everyone. The stances held by the blogs we reblog from do not reflect our own ideas and beliefs

- Tag Directionary (Currently Not Being Used) - Purpose of Narc-hive -

Mod uses it/its pronouns and masculine or nonhuman terminology. You can call us Narcissus, or Narc for short

Reblogs are queued to 10 posts a day, prime time. You can tag us on any coining post for terms related to NPD with the exception of transPDs

- Purpose of Narc-hive -

[ P.T : Purpose of Narc-hive ]

Narc-hive is a blog dedicated to archiving MOGAI and LIOM terms related to NPD or adjacent topics. The blog was started in February 2026 and is currently active.

Terms that may be reblogged include but are not limited to :

Genders, orientations, presentation labels, plural labels, otherkin labels, alterhuman labels, sexualities, NPD flags, NPD symbols, pronouns, referential language, broad identity labels, MAD pride flags, etc

This blog is not for reblogging emojis, art, stimboards or graphics

Terms not covered by this archive :

Radqueer and adjacent, harmful transIDs, NSFW terms, blankqueer labels

When in doubt about whether or not the term you coined falls under what we cover, tag us anyway

- Tag Directionary -

[ PT : Tag Directionary ]

> NPD

- NPD [ Terms specifically mentioning NPD ]

- Narc [ Terms mentioning narcissism ]

- Cluster.B [ General cluster B terms ]

- Gen.PD [ General PD terms ]

- S.P [ Special people related terms ]

- Ego [ NPD adjacent terms, not exclusive ]

- Symbol [ NPD symbols ]

- Flags [ NPD flags ]

> Gender

- G.Fem [ Gender : Feminine ]

- G.Masc [ Gender : Masculine ]

- G.Neu [ Gender : Neutral ]

- G.Bi [ Gender : Bigender ]

- G.A [ Gender : Agender ]

- G.Xenic [ Gender : Xenic ]

- G.Neo [ Gender : Neo ]

- Trans

- Cis

- Tris

> Orientation

- MLM [ Man/Masc loving Man/Masc ]

- WLW [ Fem/Woman loving Fem/Woman ]

- NeuLNeu [ Neu/Enby loving Neu/Enby ]

- XenLXen [ Xenic loving Xenic ]

- MLW [ Fem/Woman loving Man/Masc ]

- MLNeu [ Man/Masc loving Neu/Enby ]

- WLNeu [ Fem/Woman loving Neu/Enby ]

- XLX [ Orientation unrelated to gender ]

- AspecL [ Aspec terms ]

> Alterhuman

- Kin [ Otherkin ]

- Species [ Species flags ]

- Althuman [ Alterhuman ]

- Nonhuman [ Nonhuman ]

- Therian [ Therian ]

> Plurality

- Role [ Roles ]

- Origin [ Origin term ]

- Gen.Sys [ General system term ]

- Headmate [ Headmate label / Type ]

> Miscellaneous

- Themed [ Themed label ]

-> Aesthetic

-> Media

- Identity [ Broad identity label ]

-> Specific label name [ If there is one ]

- Combo [ Combined flags / terms ]

- Referential [ Referential label ]

- Presentation [ Presentation label ]

- Pronouns [ Pronouns ]

> Technical

- No ID [ No image ID ]

- Flagless [ Term with no flag ]

- No P.T [ No plain text ]

- No Def [ No clear definition ]

- Eyestrain CW

- Religion CW

Will tag potential triggers as they come

the nature of the universe is very funny and one of its favorite running joke is making people mistake me as a writer — something so grand and magnificent, i immediately cower at the mere thought of being one. “that’s not something i could do,” i would laugh, just a little too hard to quiet down the persistent sting i didn’t have the courage to face.

this is probably my deepest and most shameful secret yet: i want to write. or at least, i want to be able to write something i can like. this acute wanting is often paired with the most terrifying shame. writing comes to me as a nerve wracking process littered with self hatred. i have very little patience of the fact that i am not immediately as good as the writers i admire; this is coupled with the understanding that i will never amount to anything as good as the authors i love if i did not start somewhere.

it was easier to feign disinterest, you see, to posture as if you are above having passion; rather than facing the chance of sucking at something you so desperately wanted to be good at. if i am mediocre at everything else that i am doing i could just shrug it off and say i do not care for it enough to be good at it, save my face and know that this is true. not with writing, not when i know what a good writing is and not when i know it isn't mine and could not be mine unless i have the courage to start. so i watched from the sidelines, envious — angry even at people who have it in them to face their dreams. to have the nerve to take on what i want while i play pretend with myself. the bitterness is debilitating, it takes over my existence. it horrifies me.

2024 has been a year of unlearning. of finally letting go. and maybe 2025 is one of starting over, building different habits now i have the space for something new to take over. which is to say i am breaking up with my shame, and as is with any unhealthy relationship, it will be a long and arduous journey getting over it. but for now i will say it as earnestly as i could, with all the terrifying implications and responsibility it comes with: i want to write. this account will probably be many thing but it will also serve as a documentation for the journey in which i try to become a decent enough writer in the hopes that i could be brave enough to show it to other people. but for now: i will write.