Honestly forgot about Tumblr. But a lot has happened, and a lot has changed.

I’d like to think that things happen for a reason and that God’s sovereignty reigns above all. 2018 has been such a whirlwind of emotions and I cannot be more thankful for all the pivotal moments that I have experienced in that year alone. Experiencing love, going through heartache, trying new things, and overcoming fears. All within the span of 12 months. God has truly shown where I lack and the areas of my life that are lacking in Him. This past year I’ve learned how to deal with difficult people, how to cope with a broken heart, how to overcome my fears, and how to choose myself. It’s been a tough one, but God has graciously brought me through it all and I made it to 2019! 

Due to my current situation as a student, I’m anxious...but not. 

Another topic is singleness. I’m actually quite enjoying myself. I won’t deny that it’d be nice to have someone there to support me and to encourage me whenever I’m going through a rough day (which seems to be everyday lol) but I’m not ready for all the stress and time and stuff that comes with being in a relationship. I know for sure that it’s something that I desire but at this moment in my life I don’t think it’d be fair for whoever he may be because my time is divided and consumed by so many other things that I fear I won’t be able to be there 100% for that person as I’d want them to be for me. I don’t know, I just have so much love to give and I want to build up someone in a special way.  But in the meantime, whoever you are just know that I’m praying for you! Praying that you’ll be patient with me and my insane schedule. Praying that you’re growing more and more in His word every day. Praying that you’re praying for me too!