I'm one of the worst friends out there and I'm quite aware of it (I'm one of the worst people I've ever met so it's sort of obvious that I would suck as a friend as well).
But I've been hooked up on this song for a few weeks and everytime I listen or think of it you always come to my mind. I'm not sure why but these lyrics remind me of you so much... I just want you to memorise them and take a mental note of always thinking this way, ok? After all, it's the truth.
But tonight's your birthday and you shouldn't let anything get to you. You're so right, 2012 has sucked hard so far, I know it. But so have all our 21/and/22 years as well. But guess what? You've made it so far so why couldn't you experience another 22 years? But awesome ones this time, please. HAHAHAH
I just want you to enjoy your birthday and take this day to try to see the whole picture and figure out that you're the one who matters the most when it comes to your life and your own happiness, ok? It ain't selfish, it's just plain healthy. You don't have to celebrate it tonight if you don't want to(but I'll make sure you'll do so next Friday, alright?), but you should celebrate yourself and your fabulous ass. Well, just saying.
I know how it feels, at least most of it. How we can feel lonely even though there are people out there to catch us when we fall. But sometimes these "lonely periods" are exactly what we need to tough it up and live through this crap because once it's been done and gone we realise we can go through anything else, even if our personal demons (and others' as well) get in the way to yell at us all those horrible things and uninvited thoughts. After all the trouble we feel somewhat more confident and proud of ourselves. Just don't forget that even if you're sure you've got nobody else but yourself, you're wrong. You're not alone.
We're two fucked up creatures but I don't want you to screw your birthday like I did to mine, alright? So take this whoooole week to calm yo tits and appreciate yourself and be happy in spite of all the crap and ace the PUC exam because I fucking know you will.
I know I don't show it but you should be damn sure that I love you a lot more than anyone could notice. Really. I mean it. I wanted to record this song and Skyscraper as well (idgaf, I'm a stan HAHAHAH and I think of you when I'm jamming to it anyway) but I'm sick and I couldn't sing not even to save my life so I'll let miss Shirley do it like it should be done hahahah
So let's take this whole week to overcome our own issues and work on finally seeing each other and share some quality time, what about it? Please try your hardest to treat ya like you deserve, baby. And not only tonight, but the rest of this year and hopefully and those ones that are about to come.
Jayssicuh loves you, she really does. :))
And it's true
It's a cruel, cruel world
Life's a bitch
And then you die, my love
Don't care what they have to say
You shouldn't listen to them anyway
Stick it to them like a phoenix rise
There's nothing grander than the big surprise
They can't hurt you with their sticks and stones
About time, take them right between the eyes
You know it breaks my heart, can't see you going out like that...
Seek to destroy 'cause they're scared of you
That's why they try to make a fool of you
They're so jealous of my pretty star
'Cause you've got soul inside your shattered heart
