#namelessboyfictive

i keep waiting for my confessions to be posted and being disappointed when i don't see them... when i haven't even sent them in yet. ahh - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive)

obviously this not happening is totally valid and fine as well, but there is something so validating about seeing some fanart with the exact reaction you had to something. it makes me feel so. Seen. like... yes!! you get it!!! that's exactly what i'd say/think!!!! - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive)

oh this is a bit late but!! to add onto the plushie conversation!!! it's not of him specifically (or even a wolf. it's a polar bear but we don't talk about that) but we have a plushie that reminds me a lot of joaan so i got to name him that and he's effectively mine and i'm filled with happiness and comfort every time i remember that - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive)

i mean i get why from a fan's perspective it wouldn't really matter but did they really have to make my picture on behindthevoiceactors of that scene T_T - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive)

joaan, i don't know if you're out there, i honestly doubt it, but i wanted to say thank you anyway. thank you for staying with me all those years. i hope you were happy and were able to enjoy life, even if the circumstances in which we knew each other sucked. when i'm feeling sad or alone, i always think of what it felt like to hug you and bury my face into your fur, and it never fails to make me feel better. thank you, from the bottom of my heart. - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive

i think it's funny that i always end up defaulting to "to your eternity", because like. i personally prefer "to you, the eternal" but that one's not very commonly used? i can't put my finger on why, i just know that i'm more drawn to that version of the title personally. this is all super inconsequential and i'm just thinking out loud but hbhjsdf - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive)

also hey!!! fushi!!! and anyone else reading this!!! take care, okay? i hope you're doing better in this life and that everything's working out better. remember you're never alone and you can always count on your friends (and if you can't right now, then you will in the future!). you're great, so please keep at it and take good care of yourself. - the nameless boy (to your eternity, fictive)