Characterization headcanons for Padmavati, Nagmati, and Mehrunissa, Golden Girls AU?
1. She is always somewhat at odds with Singhal and its traditions of self reliance and pacifism, one step out of place no matter how she loves her home. Itâs so much worse when she is a royal and expected to set an example for her subjects. In part, this is why sheâs so eager to find a new home in Mewarâone that might suit her better.
2. The other reason is, of course, that Padmavati is terribly *young* when it comes to romanceânot unlike the middle schooler who reinvents herself with every crush. Itâs not wrong or wicked, necessarily, just immature as befits a somewhat sheltered princess.
3. The first realization Padmavati has that all is not well is the fact that no matter how much Ratan Singh might claim to value her intelligence, he certainly doesnât respect it enough to listen to her. She ignores it, though, because she has made her choice: she has left one home behind, will not leave another.
4. The return to Mewar following Ratanâs rescue marks a turning point in their relationshipâyet again, Ratanâs response to her independence is to shout at her, and his petulance in confronting Khilji does not show him to advantage. In a world where âEk Dil Ek Jaan â does not exist, she never does look at him the same way she did before.
5. Mehru is the one person she never feels the need to change for fear of losing her love, not as princess, not as queen: instead, Mehru offers only the quiet assurance of accepting her as she is.
1. Mehru is a vain child, constantly starting her sentences with, âWhen I am Empressââ and eternally confident that her father loves her best of everything in the world. She has no time for the feelings of the less fortunate, including poor pitiful cousin Alauddin.
2. The worst moment of her life is her motherâs death. The kindest thing Alauddin ever did for her was support her through it, acting a clown until she smiled through her tears.
3. Alauddin genuinely believes she will be pleased with her fatherâs crown, that she wants nothing more in life.
(Alauddin genuinely believes she could be her mother, vicious and ambitious and cold as steel, an Empress would take pride in.
Mehru knows she canât ever be.)
4. To leave Delhi is to betray her fatherâs memory; Mehru knows this and canât bring herself to careâAlauddinâs court is nothing like the haven of her childhood, and Babaâs Delhi was lost long ago.)
5. She remembers, years later, that her mother once said that there were two sorts of queens: those who meekly accepted he kingdoms granted then, and those who created kingdoms for themselves even where they found none.
Looking around her at the crowded cottage, Mehru knows herself to be the latter.
1. What Nagmati loves best as a girl growing up is the reliability of her family traditions: Diwali is always at the same time, Cookâs sweets the same, motherâs voice leading prayers and songs a comfort no matter what else might change.
2. She has little interest in either love or sex, but âDo your duty,â her elders promise, âand all will be well.â
3. Her husband might not love her, but the ladies of the royal household do; and she takes no little comfort in that.
Nagmati is praised for her adherence to custom, and proud of it.
4. It is difficult to find a way to keep her traditions in exile, but Nagmati finds a way: she hoards lamp oil and sugar, shapes household idols from mud, recites her family songs from memory again and again.
âThis is nice,â Mehru says hesitantly, and Nagmati softens towards her.
5. In time she grows to incorporate even traditions not her own. They work in the household songs of Devagiri, so Jhatyapaliâs son hearing the voices of his ancestors; and no one has the heart to gorge themselves while Mehru fasts for Eid.
âThis is nice,â Padmavati says, unbending enough to speak at last of Singhal, and Nagmati takes comfort in it.