Nov 23, 2014
Facade
I know how I do feel & I know how I should feel, and they don't match up. I should feel happy and relieved that this didn't happen. I should be grateful I don't have this extra work or weight pulling me down. I should be ecstatic that I can still "have fun." But I feel sad and I can't explain why.. Who would want this to happen so young, who would want all this extra work? Maybe I'm weird, and a little insane but so be it. I still feel a loss from that missing second line. But I'll be okay, there's still the future.. Humph.
