#mymindsamess

Having my sister take me out for a little today got my mind off things for a little but now those dark thoughts I've got going on in my head are coming back & I feel like giving up again or why do I even try 😞💣

"How do you love someone if you're frightened of love?" "It's not the love you're afraid of, it's the person." "Well, how do you love someone if you're afraid of them?" "You let go of everything you think you know about people, once you've found 'the one.'" "How do you know you've found 'the one?'" "You feel it." "What do you mean, 'feel it?'" "I mean you think about them a lot, and when you do, you just smile because there isn't a bad memory that exists with them. You feel like they understand you, and you understand them. You want to look good for them, but you can just sit with them in sweats and they'll still think you're beautiful. You feel they're the one because no matter what they can turn that frown into a smile and make the corners of your mouth will start to hurt. And you can sit in silence and know everything's alright... You'll feel it, you'll know... Please don't fret. Just let go." {{a conversation with my mind}}