#mymindiscomplicated

I used to be capable of being loved by another. I used to be loved by another. Until a time came when I stopped loving myself. That was when I could not accept the love from another anymore. And now I’m alone. Unable to be loved because I no longer love myself. And all day I repeat in my head just how much I actually hate myself. You see, I used to love myself. But now I don’t. So no one person can ever get the chance to love me. Ever.

You must love yourself before you can love someone else correct ? Well, what if you love the person you are. What if you've accepted all your flaws and completely fell in love with yourself ? What if we spend our entire lives trying to find someone who loves you just as much as you love yourself? And when you can't , you start to question whether you still love yourself because you can't find someone to love you for who you are because your completely terrified of rejection and the possibility of being misunderstood? So then you start to question whether or not you love yourself because you can't be loved.