hello i need you to know your trans neil has actually made my brain do a full factory reset. you are doing THE LORDS WORK man godspeed to u ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
wahhhghgh ;-; thank you !!!! trans neil is so important and so special to me. which is why all of my trans neil wips have been rotting for months at a time. of course.
no but really like i wanted to capture the lesser commented on reality of being trans and how awkward existing as a trans person really feels at times (for me at least). the fantasy of andrew immediately being a box eating god is fun but i think the reality of andrew not knowing what the fuck is going on (due to being a gay guy in the early 2000s and ALSO his man of choice being neil. like truly did not have a single chance at knowing what was up before this) and awakening a latent (?) service top kink is more fun.
the stupidity and comedy of my hcs took a back seat but thats okay i'll just need to write another non explicit fic solely about andrew thinking pussies were gross at 16 and skipping sex ed to try and steal a traffic light....
