The fool who loves the world

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The fool who loves the world

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finished. might never feel this emptied out again Thanks 👍
Missing my fool rn 🥺 i dont care if posting this makes me a desperate loser, i treat this place as my diary and in my diary i would draw a sad face and write about how i may or may not be a bit infatuated with a nameless faceless person that I find very intriguing, and therefore I get the sads sometimes when i dont get to talk to them
The short version is i have a crush leave me alone
rereading fool's fate...
i know everything that's going to happen.
i've participated in endless discord discussions about multiple aspects of this book and this trilogy.
i've devoured probably thousands of pieces of fanart centered on this trilogy, and at various times i've savored, tasted, gorged myself on, or gobbled down quite a few fics related to this part of the series.
truly, i expected that my emotions on reread would be more blunted because of this history and because of the time distance between when i first read this book and now. surely there could be no way my heart would be shattered in a million tiny little pieces driving themselves into my tender internal organs like ice picks this time around.
surely!
no way.
...
as you can guess, that is not what i'm discovering, as i sit here wiping tears from my face and irrationally hating fitz for actions yet to come in the last trilogy (namely, forgetting the effects of torture halfway through FQ when he both went through it himself in RA and witnessed a small taste of it via the pale woman), while simultaneously bleeding internally with the foreknowledge that i'm just at the beginning of the Dark Times in this book.
this time hits different because i know how it ends. this time, i'm already heartsick halfway through the book, and filled with dread to read the rest.
this time, there is no hope. only a broken heart, broken well in advance.
In that last dance of chances I shall partner you no more. I shall watch another turn you As you move across the floor. In that last dance of chances When I bid your life goodbye I will hope she treats you kindly. I will hope you learn to fly. In that last dance of chances When I know you'll not be mine I will let you go with longing And the hope that you'll be fine. In that last dance of chances We shall know each other's minds. We shall part with our regrets When the tie no longer binds.
Robin Hobb, Fool’s Fate

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Here’s a compilation of Bill saying pitcher instead of picture because, yes, he does that
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