#my bee

I have read aftg a million times(10-13) and it's only on this read that I realised Andrew making Neil not wear his contacts to Eden's twilight the first time wasn't a control thing or a dare, it was literally just to be able to see when the drugs hit

maybe fitz is an unreliable narrator and doesn’t always make the best decisions but. he’s always bumbling around trying his hardest to hold on to everything that’s slipping wildly out of his grasp and control. he’s always just barely hanging on while also simultaneously collecting a small army of orphans. and he can’t stand to see an animal mistreated. I love him so much. he needs certain things explained to him in the simplest of terms (ie matters of the heart) and yet he turns around and his special interest is playing chade’s perfect spy, so he is good at reading people just not when it’s personal. then he’s oblivious.