#mutually

They really had Byler breathing in sync on the hill and for what

Sometimes I feel like that I'm never going to find love. Not that I can't find love I mean someone who loves me and me loving the person back. Mutually. I have no feelings towards that person anymore and I'm happy, but you know everyone wants to be loved. Everything takes time and I know that I have to take my time. I have loved this person for 4 years and you know you have to make time for yourself. You have to enjoy life and not everything is about love. Don't get me wrong love is so beautiful and I want to have that someday in my life but someone who has loved one person for 4 years needs some time. I have my flings every now and then but I want to have something that lasts my whole life. I'm tired of this and want to find someone who loves me and I love him back. It's always that when I like someone that person doesn't like me or if that person does like me I don't like the person back. It's so weird I don't know but time will show. I can see in the text that I even don't know what I want, I'm confused. I think that I have to focus on my career and not on things like that but you know every person wants someone. I want someone who understands me and not judging me. I want someone who loves my family like I love his family. I want someone who is there for me all the time. I want someone that trust me with his life. I want someone who has the same music taste. I want someone who would be a great father. I want someone who just sees me. I want someone who loves me for who I am. I just want to feel mutually love and not one-way.

I’m very flattered that you like my poetry. I admit I don’t get to write as much as I would like. I’ve read all of your writing and I greatly enjoy it. Although I’m jealous of how much attention Jaskier gets. If I could give you just a taste of what I’m capable of you might forget about him forever.