#murmuring

We would ask for comfort but when I want comfort I demand it, and when mom would wrap around us or squeeze us or be next to us she would be on her phone and I would get mad at her for that.

She also wouldn't like how I cry so easily. Maybe she would think it was manipulative. Maybe she would be sad and let the sadness and fear of not being a good mother get to her. If she did she would try to ask about my medication to get them changed, and try to look for something to do or.someone to threaten, hoping that would make the problem go away and have me be all better. And I would get mad at her and try to tell her she doesn't need a solution, she just needs to be there for me, and then she'd keep being on her phone, and I would ask if I'm not important enough, and she might put it away... I don't know. Maybe she would bring up her chronic pain and how it makes it hard for her to focus.

I could eventually see her getting impatient and bitter over how much I cry and am mad. She would speak out and mockingly say something like, "Oh, I CRY and get MAD all the time because my mom doesn't spend that much time with me, she doesn't even HIT me or YELL at me she just NEGLECTS me, BOO-HOO." And I would get mad and sad about that and I think it would just escalate if I was there...

“Murmuring Minds”

Representing the human desire for cohesion, clarity, and organization, sixty compact rectangular blocks scuttle across the gallery floor. Each component is autonomous and algorithmically programmed to follow the viewer or scatter in their presence. The mechanical installation highlights an ever-changing interplay between the viewer and the collective, exploring how one informs the other.

I have to tell you, some of the comments I see online shock me and sometimes make me feel sick.

I cannot believe the similarities to when the children of Israel got freed from slavery and released to the freedom to head to the Promised Land, yet many wanted to murmur and complain and go back to Egypt instead.

God gave us the greatest opportunity and victory as a Christian community and nation that I have ever seen in my lifetime in the election win in 2024. It was a miracle—night and day difference.

We had two choices: one was a globalist WEF puppet, and the other a populist businessman. Many people I have seen online rarely even posted when Biden and Obama were in, yet started to get vocal about their disdain for some of Trump’s posts/actions, etc., after President Trump’s inauguration.

I am going to say this in the most Godly and respectful way I can: If the Christian community murmurs and complains about who God used, how God did it, and this amazing period and opportunity God has given us, we will lose this blessing. Let that sink in.

It will be taken away from us, and we will be allowed to get what we actually deserve—not the grace we have been given right now as an answer to prayer.

These “Christians” online attacking one another—STOP IT. This public “concern” about Trump’s social media posts, etc.—listen, I understand, trust me, I do, but in the big picture, this is not what we need to focus on. A social media post is not even comparable to what the leftist communists have planned for you and me. And if they regain control, to be frank, America is over.

We all know who President Trump is. God anointed and used this man for some reason. That’s it. We didn’t choose who God would use. We know he isn’t a pastor. We know his personality—like him or not—but I think many are taking a massive blessing and answer to prayer for granted. Please be careful with that.

Here is what will happen if we don’t put this into perspective: If Christians keep murmuring and complaining, God will take this blessing away from America. If the Democrats regain control of the House or Senate in the midterms, it will greatly affect Trump’s ability to do many of the things he needs to do. And America is still in very bad shape. A lot needs to be changed and undone. These people were trying to destroy this country, and they were far along in doing it.

If Democrats win again in 2028 (the next presidential election), they will be absolutely ruthless in how they go after Trump supporters and CHRISTIANS. That’s because this has always been a spiritual battle for the future and soul of this nation. Most have no idea the level of darkness we will see unleashed on us if this happens.

Most people have no clue the depth and level of corruption this administration is trying to undo right now. It’s far worse than most could imagine.

So I would highly recommend we stop complaining. Stop complaining about every Truth Social post or whatever it is that some are concerned about today. Because this is a season of grace, and God is watching and hearing how we respond. So is the world.

Let’s pray for President Trump and America. He is not an idol at all. I just want to honor GOD for another chance and more time. It’s His grace that has got us here.