Nov 19, 2024
hello hello, i'm also on blusky 🦋☁️
slowly posting more art o tumblr (though blusky will be updated more often as i post older art + possible nsfw pieces i can't post here) 🙏💕
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hello hello, i'm also on blusky 🦋☁️
slowly posting more art o tumblr (though blusky will be updated more often as i post older art + possible nsfw pieces i can't post here) 🙏💕
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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omg I thought you deactivated I haven’t seen u on my dash in a while!
still here (with a ridiculously massive backlog of art to post that i've lost track of) !!!! plenty of stuff happened irl. alongside the burnout of trying to keep up with social media (as an artist), a hefty workload, and everything in between, havent been able to post here as much as i want to
aiming for a more manageable once a week art post then slowly ramp that up to be more active. i've got quite the inbox to look through as well (and greatly appreciate your messages even if i'm unable to reply). much love, i'll be here til the heat death of the universe <3
SHOP UPDATE! 08 Jan 2024
My current update for the shop! Apologies on not having updated here, as of this moment, a little over 50% have been shipped out and received by customers before the holiday season! My shop is being handled by Atlass, dear friend and trusted mod of many many zines who is US-based, because I'm unable to (due to home and personal reasons). Worry not, she's being compensated for her work with a cut of the profits. She's also working on at least 1000+ orders (both from zines + my shop) and has had to manage my scatterbrained process. Delays are on my shoulders not hers, she's gone above and beyond to ensure your packages are safe and secured on their way to you. My utmost apologies for the delays, my thanks for your patience and understanding, and I truly am excited for these little guys to come home to you. <3
i think there's something so mean about how, when S1 ended and GB broke up, izzy AND his fans were called abusers (among other, horrifying things), i closed all my anon asks and twitter/ig dms because of it. i came into the fandom when the season just ended, "this feels like coming home" i said, and got a death threat a few days later. "i just want izzy to be happy", and a dm saying "you don't belong here" arrived. i got dragged in a doxxing scare, someone i know did get doxxed. now S2 has ended and what we feel is a disservice to his character, on the road to recovery and healing after the horrors of episode 1-3 and a suicide survivor dealing with disability, he gets killed off unceremoniously because 'he has no more role in the narrative'? just when he found a family and belonging he could've sailed with? he could've been written out without dying, getting his own happy ending. instead, he got killed by a stray bullet, on an avoidable 'suicide mission' (had someone else taken his place). and with us being upset, suddenly we have no right to grieve and be sad about this? suddenly we have people laughing at us and downplaying how heartbroken we are? we saw him happy and at home, we just wanted to end the show with that, him alive and experiencing the world with family. i related to him so much, of course it hurts. a lot of izzy fans started the S3 renewal campaign because we wanted to think everyone would get their happy endings. it's so sad to think about the show now. it's been more than a year and i still love this character and the community he's brought me. he's gotten me through tough times and given me hope. let us have this, let us be sad and upset and speak our criticisms, for kindness sake, for the kindness the show used to promise us. the same way people whose ships get broken up on cliffhangers and tragic ends are upset, let us have this too. this is a public message, but you have nothing good to say, if you're here to downplay the hurt, if you're here to laugh, please just scroll on by or block.
Hello!! I absolutely love your art, especially for the one piece characters - so full of emotion & movement, & colorful to boot! I'm actually creating a playlist for izzy hands atm, & I wanted to ask if you would be okay with me using one of your works as the cover art, with a link to your art post included. if not no worries, I just wanted to check with you first before I did anything. I hope your day is going well, & thank you for making such amazing art, it's so awesome to see when you upload a new piece ^^ 🥰
thank you for your kind words, it means a lot, especially as a fan of both those shows <3 i dont know how delayed this response is but yes, go ahead, i'd love to listen to it when you have it ready as well
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psa I've done my best to reply to some asks here, but I'm unfortunately unable to reply to every single one. Mostly from lack of energy and general stresses in my life (personal and career-wise especially, because being an artist in this current environment is draining). Despite previous promises to do better, having to scramble and focus on multiple social medias have been exhausting and this account took a hit from my neglect. I'll be uploading the many artworks throughout 2023 on Twitter over here as well, for back-up and because many of you have stuck by me despite it all and I've always found great joy in sharing my art with fellow fans and supporters. I've also disabled my anon asks because of the slew of frankly disgusting messages I've received (for being an Izzy fan) but remain so grateful for those who've sent me kind words, encouragement, and even questions regarding my craftsmanship. I apologize if I'm unable to answer everyone but your messages have brought me great joy as an artist and encourage me to improve. Life is short and it's something I've been reminded of constantly through many losses and health scares. And if I'm able to share some joy with people who enjoy my art, or even those who encounter it with interest and move on, then I think I will have done a worthwhile thing.
i very rarely make fandom-related vent posts, having relegated that to private spaces or focusing all my energy into political-vents. for me to have made the most vent posts about OFMD, a fandom i initially thought was so open and welcoming, where it felt like coming home, there’s something wrong here.
i’ve found a community, sequestered away from the main community now, just us izzy fans (+ some who are ambivalent or outright hate him but remain respectful in the grand scheme of things), and it’s frustrating having to watch my back, having to see friends and fellow fans alike go through so much shit for daring to share a space with people who love the show.
but also, i may not like confrontations or stewing in any drama (that i feel is utterly harmless or ridiculous), but i am also fueled by spite and my intense adoration for characters i’ve fixated on and relate to, and the new friends i’ve made along the way. i don’t know where i’m going with this except to say that, i’m now gonna be more annoying and louder than ever in my affections for this one little rat man. the guy got me through a harrowing personal & political trauma, made my own issues and emotional constipation feel seen, made me realize my gender identity, gave me some of the most supportive & funny & motiviational friends i’ve ever had, ofc i’m gonna hold him close to my heart.
cranky fandom wank hours
It sucks that this is my post after a while of not updating art here but I have to say something about it. The level of vitriol and hate I’ve gotten as an Izzy fan (why yes, that fictional little pathetic man over on that little queer pirate show that speaks about kindness & acceptance, of growing past your trauma & toxic mentality, That One) has been 10x as worse than in any fandom I’ve been in, and I’ve been in fandom for more than a decade now. I’ve modded a fairly large game discord (at 100k+) and even then, I haven’t had death threats lobbied at me so aggressively until I got into this show. I was never shy about my anti-colonialism stance, my Filipino heritage, my sexuality or gender identity, especially having recently realized that I fall into the nb spectrum. Or all my stances on shitty IRL things that are both morally and legally reprehensible. And yet, the number of “racist/pedophile/rapist/colonizer/abuse apologist” I’ve gotten in my dms has pushed me enough to close my twitter dms & asks here, something I haven’t done at all (most especially on twitter where I’ve kept it open since 2014). People I know who enjoyed staying in our own lane & enjoying one rat bastard has gotten hate and death threats, we’ve had someone doxxed, many of us fear doxxing, I’ve been thrown into a list of ‘known rapists/abusers” for daring to do fanwork of my current favorite pirate. A lot of us fans are POC and trans and nonbinary, or somewhere around that spectrum, and yet we’ve been constantly drowned out by people who think that fandom = activism? Who act like surely it’s just a conglomerate of white cis fans who flock around Izzy. Nice, way to fuckin misgender and act like a white savior to us, oh wait, we POC/non-cis Izzy fans don’t exist, do we? Even then, so many fanwork of other POC characters on the show are by Izzy fans. Roach & Frenchie fanworks, iirc, where they’re not relegated into the side or disregarded, where they’re main characters in their own right, are primarily by us fans. We show the crew a good amount of love, and even then, if you don’t find the fanwork of a character or ship you’re looking for? Don’t attack the fans enjoying our own thing and do your own, commission an artist/writer, cultivate your own circle instead of attacking others. Izzy Hands is by far the least morally decrepit favorite I’ve gotten in many years, he’s nothing even remotely close to being ‘unredeemable’, to apply morality to him & his fans, despite being a pirate in a fucking pirate show, totally known for their Goodwill To All Men and Upstanding Code of Ethics, is ridiculous and full of bad faith criticism. Also, can people stop tagging hate in his tag, what the fuck happened to fandom ethics or consideration, stop airing out your dirty laundry for the fans to see where we’re just here to have a good time and Stay In Our Lane. Anyway, I have a shitload of more to add but it’s 6am and I’ve frankly never been this exhausted by fandom before. This is why I’ve never done G/B stuff lol, despite having done so many wips on my initial watch. Is it cringe to have an entire vent about a sad small fictional man? Yes. But is it even cringer to focus all your time and energy into hating that guy & his fans? Also yes.
Good morning.