Ah. Wanda. Well.....Chrissy~ I really don’t even know where to start, honestly. So I suppose the best place to start, would be at the beginning. You know they say in writing, the introduction can be the hardest paragraph to write. Haha. Anyway, so I don’t remember the date.....I feel like it was sometime around perhaps.....February or maybe March. I can’t recall exactly when we met and now I wish I did. But regardless, I’ll never forget my initial thoughts when I first started following you.

You were so.....like me. That was my first big thought when I first started following you. And by the way, I stumbled upon your blog by mere chance because I follow other multimuse blogs and I just happened to see someone I follow reblog a thread they had with you. And so I thought, “okay. I’ll check them out!” Having NO CLUE that I’d be where I am today. You were a blog that was multimuse and I wanted to give it a shot. See if you’d like to rp with me sometime~

And oh how you surprised me. This is where I just wanna puke everything I wanna say all at once. But I’m gonna try to take this slow so that it makes sense for you~ So anyway, shortly after following you, you made this post and it was about how you felt lonely and all you wanted was someone to talk to while you ate. And even to this day you still talk about that wish. I REALLY want to be that person who you can talk to while you eat. Like I want to so badly that I’d love nothing more than to squeeze through my cell phone screen and just fall out of the sky right next to you.

You were upset because you didn’t have any friends on campus. You talked about how you were feeling towards your relations who did have friends and potential significant others and love interests. I knew right then.....I just knew.....you and I were practically one and the same. Your words...it was like looking in a mirror. Reading something that I myself had written. Well...a former me. Because I’m so happy now. And I’ll get to that here in a minute~ But for now, just know that you and I are definitely twins. We’re like two wizarding wands that share an element from the same element. If that makes sense. Making a Harry Potter reference there~

But yes. And then you deleted the post. Because you like to keep your blog clean which naturally makes sense~ I see you treating your blog as your diary and there’s definitely nothing wrong with that. It’s actually quite charming and even cute and sweet. I sometimes look at my rp blog as one big scrapbook full of memories and stories told. Either a scrapbook or a story book~ So when you deleted the post, I knew I wanted to seek you out. I wanted to tell you how I felt and how I knew how YOU felt.

This may sound odd to you.....but I could tell in my first few attempts at talking to you.....that you were quite shy. I word it that way because that’s what I thought. I thought you were just a girl who was really really really shy. Because you’d reply to threads but I wouldn’t hear back from you after I had sent you IMs on tumblr. Which I didn’t mind at all. I was totally cool with that because it’s not every day someone is so willing to jump in and start a conversation that deep with someone~

And now that I’ve gotten to know you better, I know why it took you awhile to open up to me. To even reply to me. And I am so sorry that you fight with that battle every day. I cannot imagine what that must be like to deal with day in and day out. But I’m glad you eventually opened up and let me in~ Because....well....I’m getting to that. Heehee Just know that it warms my heart that you was able to overcome your fears for someone like me. It makes me feel special.

Now here’s the part where it’s probably gonna stop making a whole lot of sense cause I’ll probably get super emotional and just start spewing out whatever comes to my jumbled up mind first. So just be patient with me if something doesn’t make sense.

I may not know exactly when we started talking, but I’m glad we started talking at all. I may not know exactly when I started following you, but I’m glad I did. I may not know exactly what time I knew......but there came a time.....I don’t even remember what day it was.....if it was a work day or a weekend.....but I knew.....I just.....I knew......that you were my latest best friend. You were one of my bestest friends.

And now I’m crying because of all days for you to tell me that you think of me as your best friend.....I can feel God probably laughing at me and they always say He has a plan for all His children. This is His doing. This moment, this day, it’s all part of His plans for me and you. I told you that this surprise has been a month in the making and I was going to tell you that you’ve become one of my best and closest friends. And then I read today where you think of me as one of YOUR best friends.

You’re everything I could ever want in a best friend. You’re like my twin. You’re like a sister and so much more. I love you in the most platonic way ever. And I know you have a hard time expressing yourself and that’s totally okay. I don’t mind it. It doesn’t bother me in the least. Because I love you just the way you are.

I know what it’s like to have a hard time being happy with yourself. To stare at yourself in the mirror and not like what you see. I have to stare at my neck every day and see how red it is from where I have to try and groom an area that shouldn’t need to be groomed by women. From where I’ve tried so many things to get rid of that annoying curse, I’ve turned my skin raw and I have all these red spots under my chin/neck area. I’ve grown an slight phobia of body hair. I don’t like my weight which is why I’m trying to lose it while I’m still young enough to get around.

I may not have all the conditions you have, but we have some alike. We have similar struggles. I know what it’s like to be unhappy. I’ve suffered through depression before. I struggle with the self-image. There are times where I can’t love myself because I always wind up alone. People who I would have bet my life on would never leave me.....have left me. And then I found you.

This.....person. This person who’s so much like me that I swear I think I was cloned in my sleep or something. And yet you are so different. You’re stronger. You’re braver. You’re more courageous. You’re beautiful and sweet and smart and funny. You have so much weighed on your shoulders. You take on so much and yet here you are still standing. You take on things that you can’t control. You deal with them even though there’s little to nothing you can do about them.

Chrissy........You’re my hero. And I mean that in all seriousness.

You’re like the hero that never dies. No matter how many bad guys you have to face, you always come out on top. With your bravery and your courage and your strength. You are fighting illnesses that a girl your age should never have to deal with. God loves us, but sometimes He does things that make us question Him. And you and I have questioned Him many times, haven’t we? But today.....I feel like today He was really taking care of us~ He always does.

Today has become a very special day for me. Because now I’m not the only one who feels like they have a best friend. Today at least two people get a bestest friend~ And that’s you and me, Chrissy.

And now. I shall finish this off with a very famous and very appropriate quote by Cosmo himself~