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Alphinaud Leveilleur

the silent sufferer

you love your friends, but the truth is, you go through most of the real things alone. it's better that no one sees you like this. you'll be fine, really, because you're used to feeling this way. it'll pass. it always does. that's what you believe, anyway. you're more likely to give someone advice on a lesson you've learned without telling them how you learned it. you've come to realize that, if they're coming to you for advice, they'll be too preoccupied to ask. it stings, but it's... that's just the way feelings work sometimes. when you're around others, most of these problems seem to vanish, and you're better able to love the person you are. only on the worst days do you continue to hear that insistent whisper that it's, "all a lie because they don't know what's *really* going on." it's not a lie. you are loved. those moments together are real. there are times when you can afford not to be so strong.

Maika Chifufu

the "comic relief"

yes, alright, you tell your jokes and do your bits. you break awkward silences and sing silly songs. but what about when you're not keeping the levity? what else makes up the person who makes others feel good? you're kind. you connect with people. you hate to see others sad. you have a vice or two--who doesn't--but the point is, you are the epitome of what it is to be human, and you are able to encompass the absolutely zany improbability of life as we know it. people are comforted by you. they cherish your spirit and relate to you. but it can be difficult when you're not laughing. comedy becomes a wall to keep worse feelings out, or in. a person who feels any emotion to the extreme will undoubtedly feel others the same way. laughing is great, but... perhaps a big reason you appreciate your family is because there's something you can't stand in a silence.

Haru had asked to go shopping with him, and Hikaru had agreed, on the condition that he came over so Hikaru could cook him dinner afterwards. Since it was easier, Hikaru had told him that he would pick him up, and so he was doing just that.

@multixkitten​ said:  🤕 (Haru, shows up like this after getting into a fight he can't remember)

Surprise crossed her features first, swiftly replaced eyes burning with anger her eyes as she quickly ushered, the boy inside, rushing to grab her kit.

Zen was excited. He’d been allowed a break for a few days to relax and do whatever he wanted, and he’d been able to convince Mitsuhide and Kiki to allow him to camp out for a day or two, so long as he stayed on castle grounds. And of course, as long as Obi also went along just in case.

Which was actually exactly what Zen wanted anyway. He packed a few things in his travel bag, even though he was just going to the woods on the grounds, and could come back and get anything if he really needed it. The guards had been informed so if they saw a campfire they wouldn’t worry or bother them. Because the point of this was for Zen to have some mostly alone time.

|㊗| Walking away from the camp, early in the morning, Yona remembered that there was certain waterfall a few feet away from the camp she was hungry and she was sure that the gang was as well, now was her chance to prove her worth to everyone.

It was bright in the morning, The sun was just barely over the mountains, the princess started waking up from her night slumber, and she had noticed all of the dragons, Yoon, and her guard was still asleep.

, So now would be the perfect time to sneak out of camp and practice her bow and arrow skills hopefully to catch a fish in the stream like Hak had shown her, though she couldn’t helo but tear up as she felt frustrated as well, she made them and her a father a promise didn’t she, she had to get stronger , and become more independent.

“Just you wait I’ll prove myself to be useful one of these days.”

Quietly she wiped the tears from her face and tiptoed out of the tent and grabbed her arrows and bow that were leaned against the tree, and then with a small sigh Yona walked out of the campsite and found a quiet spot to fish around the waterfall, and shot an arrow. into the water.

 *clunk* one arrow was shot down in the middle of the ground missing a fish.*clunk * well, there went two she almost had it . “clunk.” Her aim was just plain off.

A few times she tried this but never was successful. “No.. what why.. ughh Why do fish have to be so fast..? Tilting her head up the female watched the birds that flew over the horizon, but as soon as she felt herself lost in thought, the girl quickly shook her head.

 “Come on, Focus Yona.” Looking back down she spoke up once more, “I need to stay focused, I need to.... Whoa!!!” splash

There as she leaned forward to grab her arrows that she had shot previously. The girl found herself slipping on a rock, then collapsing in the water covering herself head to toe in the clear cold, and blue liquid as she ended up soaked. “T-That d-didn’t g-go out w-well?”

Shivering The princess spoke up and walked out of the steam, After that she placed herself back on to the bank where she placed her bow down and her hand on the side of her arms then shivered. 

Well at least the dragons , herbalist and Hak won’t see the proof that she was actually crying before, but on the same note it was still freezing out and even more so thanks to her clumsiness. “ S-So C-Cold.”

For the first time since he’d gotten her, Shadow hesitated for a moment before sitting down in front of him, looking at him softly. 

  @multixkitten​ asked: �� Ayame ooof Leans really...

Pleased, he wraps his arms around him . “Is that so?”

(❢moving tohru from her blog to this one, don’t...

*Yuki paws for his sunshine*