I have diagnosed bpd and am unmedicated , i come to vent out my intrusive and irrational thoughts on here.
THIS PAGE IS NSFW
DISCLAIMER: i do not act most things that i think, it doesn't include hurting anyone or doing anything truthfully harmful - these are just thoughts i have in my head and i'm here to find people who daydream / think the same way that i do.
i am obsessive , i am possessive ā and compulsive .
(mainly here in manic episodes)
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jpn / esp / eng
im 20
i love music and art, i love different kinda of aesthetics too, you'll see my reposts and understand more of how i picture my own energy.
i can be a bit cold and bitter, or straightforward. i promise Iām not usually mean, but weāre strangers on the internet.
triggering topics will be mentioned.
such as :
sh
ed / body checking
obsessive stalker - like thoughts
blood
disorganized thoughts
- please be aware that some of my posts contain unstable ramblings, if that can throw you into your own episodes pls avoid
#NORMME - kinda normal kinda relaxed āregularā thoughts
sorry to be vague i donāt really know how to describe my interests ā you literally just have to see to understand <3
please donāt judge / hate , this area is my only outlet and i feel comfortable enough to share some of these thoughts.. donāt ruin that :}
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Each head has its own working brain and distinct personality. Each head represents and expresses either sorrow, anger, or joy. Despite being separate, it has the innate ability to use all three of its brains to collect data, formulate, and then execute complex plans and strategies. However, on occasion, it may overthink, which causes it to become immobilized and unable to carry out any action whatsoever. Being separate individuals on the same body, the three heads will continue to bicker until they, or at least one of them, gets to eat. This satisfies the other two heads, quelling them and temporarily ending their infighting. The strongest of Dodrio's heads and the thickest neck will become the leader and gain primary control of the body. Another form of adaptation that it has acquired is the ability to have at least one head alert at all times. Extreme caution is advised when all three heads are facing separate directions. It is in this state that it is the most dangerous and going near it may result in a severe pecking.
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When I knew that I love you, I'm scared.
When I knew that you are not mine I was terrible.
When I knew everthing was gone, I knew I was no longer on earth.
Ohh dear... I love you more than you knew, just trust me, just that what I need from you...