three's a crowd ā blond luke x michael x brunet luke
MDNIā18+
set during the 'take my hand' tour. michael walks into his hotel room to see an older, dark haired version of luke lounging in a chair. he calls his luke to help. they figure things out.
pairing: blond luke x michael x brunet luke
warnings: top!brunet luke. switch!michael. bottom!blond luke. pwp: porn without plot. smut. romance. mentions of/references to internalized homophobia. profanity. threesome. dirty talk. praise kink. degradation kink. selfcest. anal sex. anal fingering. blowjobs. teasing. exhibitionism. cucking. orgasm denial/edging. time travel elements. slightly? manipulative brunet luke. slightly ooc.
wc: 11.1k
authors note: this is my first time writing ANYTHING like this so be nice !! it gets better as the fic goes on trust me . also it's all pwp. set during tmh tour!!! timelines might be a little bit off but bear with me. enjoy <3
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Luke is in Michaelās room.Ā
Wellāscratch that. Luke was always in Michael's room. In fact, Luke had just left Michaelās room, along with Ashton and Calum, exhausted and tipsy from drinks after an incredibly successful tour stop.
Then who the fuck is this? Reclined easily in a plush chair in the corner of the hotel room, Not-Luke looks exactly like Michaelās luke: same eyes, same face, same sharp jawline. Only, this luke has dark hair. This luke is dressed in a blazer and jeans. This Luke is looking at Michael with something akin to boredom in his eyes, lined with smudged red-blue eyeshadow and framed by unkempt curls.Ā
What the fuck, Michael thinks.Ā
āWhat the fuck,ā Michael says.Ā
Not-Luke sighs, as though irritated, and a shiver runs down Michaelās spine. In the chill of the room, heās frozen in place, the low hum of the aircon matching the racing heartbeat in his throat.Ā
āShit,ā Not-Luke mutters under his breath. Michael feels out of his depth. Something warm curls through his gut at the expletiveāspecifically the sound of the expletive on Not-Lukeās tongue.Ā
He swallows it down. Instead, he says: āWho the fuck are you?āĀ
Not-Luke moves slowly, as though in a dream. He touches the bridge of his nose, ignoring Michaelās question.Ā
āWhat year is it?ā He asks.Ā
On autopilot, Michael responds. āItās 2023. Who the fuck are you?ā
āYouāre on tour?āĀ
āHey, man, I dāāĀ
āTake My Hand Tour, right? How old are you? 28?āĀ
āAlright, whoever the fuck you are, Iām calling security,ā Michael says, finally getting his feet to move, crossing the room to pick up the telephone receiver on the bedside table. āTheyāll take care of this māā
āYou look good.āĀ
Michael freezes, hand suspended over the dialpad. What the fuck.
He turns to look at Not-Luke. His mouth is dry, pulse racing, palms growing uncomfortably sweaty.Ā
Not-Luke hasnāt moved from his place, but his eyes are glued on Michael. He looks like his Lukeālike some sort of crazily accurate impersonation of him, down to the colour of his lips, the fall of his shoulders, the unrefined grace of his posture, like a doe trapped in a too-large body. He had the same electric blue eyes. Ones that mesmerised Michael. Ones that he couldnāt look at too long without facing the weight inside him he was too afraid to examine.Ā
This Luke isn't clumsy though. Everything about him seems intentional. The light from the dim yellow lamp on the table beside his chair casts a shadow that cuts across his features. Michaelās eyes catch the stubble on his jaw. His fingers itch to touch. And when Not-luke shifts, something clicks.Ā
What the fuck.Ā
āYouāyouāre Luke,ā he manages, words barely above a whisper, loud like a gunshot in the quiet room.Ā
A slow smirk spreads across Luke-Not-Lukeās face. Encouraging. Mocking. Michael can almost hear him purring, the silk of his voice whispering āwell doneā into Michaelās ear. His tongue goes dry at the thought.Ā
āI am,āā Not-Luke replies. āThought Iād dreamt this whole thing up, actually. Didnāt think Iād get to live it again.āĀ
He offers no further explanation. Michael puts the telephone receiver back in place.Ā
āWhatāhow? How?ā
Not-Luke sits up, rolling his shoulders. Michael watches the muscles in his neck shift.Ā
Greedy. He feels greedy.Ā
āDunno,ā Not-Luke says. āWhy donāt you call your Luke over ān we can all have a chat, eh?āĀ
Oh. Right. Of course.Ā
Michael refuses to dwell too much on how he said āyour Lukeā. Instead, he picks up the receiver and dials the number for Lukeās room.Ā
It rings. Once. Twice.Ā
A soft click as his Luke picks up the call.Ā
āHello?ā A drowsy reply. Luke had probably gone straight to bed after leaving Michaelās room. A fond warmth rises in Michaelās chest.Ā
āLuke? Itās Michael,ā he speaks softly, somehow keeping the panic, the urgency out of his voice. āCan you come to my room?āĀ
āRight now?ā comes the mournful reply. āI just got to bed.ā
Michaelās eyes flit across the room to Not-Luke, who is still watching him, a twinkle of amusement in his eyes. Along with something else. His legs are spread wide as he lounges on the chair. Michael briefly pictures himself on his knees in the space between those thighs.Ā
Not-Luke stares. All of a sudden, Michael feels like cornered prey. He pointedly looks away.Ā
āPlease? Itās important.āĀ
A rustle of bedsheets on the other end as Luke sits up. āAre you okay?āĀ
āYeah, yeah, everythingās fine. Just get here.āĀ
Silence. Then, a soft sigh. āOkay,ā says Luke, āgive me a few minutes, Iāll be over.āĀ
Click.
āHeās coming?āĀ
The voice comes from much closer than heād anticipated. Michael flinches, hard. When he turns around, Not-Luke is standing in the middle of the room, hands tucked into his pockets.Ā
Michaelās first thought is, heās so wide.Ā
His second thought is, fuck, I want him.Ā
āHow long has the tour been on?ā Not-Luke asks, casually, as though making conversation. There's an underlying tone of something that Michael canāt quite place. Yet.
āUhā¦a few months?ā Michael scratches at the skin on the back of his neck. A nervous tic. Not-Luke notices.Ā
āNervous?āĀ
Michael scoffs out an incredulous laugh. āYeah, sānot every day an evil version of your band mate shows up in your hotel room.āĀ
A soft huff of laughter. Not-Luke takes a slow turn on his heel, observing the room. He takes measured steps as he begins walking around, trailing his fingertips over the desk, the pens, Michael's wallet sat upon the mantlepiece. For some reason, Michael canāt look away.Ā
āDonāt worry. I can play nice.ā
Michael can feel the heat crawling up his cheeks. Why does this luke have such an effect on him?Ā
āFuck off, mate.ā Deflect, deflect, deflect.Ā
Not-Luke continues his exploration of the room, never making eye-contact. āOh, I will. Soon. Jusā got some business to take care of first.āĀ
Michael furrows his eyebrows. Business? What is he talking about?Ā
āWhatās that supposed to mean?āĀ
The brunet pauses. Looks at Michael with a sly smirk. āYouāll figure it out.āĀ
āYouāre being weird.ā Michael says instead.Ā
āYou donāt know me.ā
āYouāre Luke, aren't you? I know you like I know myself.āĀ
The smirk grows. āI bet you do, baby.āĀ
Oh. Something sultry and warm curls in Michelās belly. Baby.
Michael opens his mouth to say somethingāanythingāwhen the doorknob rattles and his Luke bursts in. His blond hair is dishevelled, and heās wearing sweatpants and a shirt that Michael is pretty sure belongs to him. Lukeās eyes come first to Michael, then shift to the stranger in his room. Those gorgeous blue eyes widen in something like fear. Then confusion.Ā
āWhat the fuck,ā he says, looking Not-Luke in the face, who seems extremely pleased by this reaction.Ā
āThere we go,ā he says. āBit late to the party, aren't you?ā
āWhat the fuck,ā Luke replies. He darts towards Michael, grabbing his forearm and tugging. Lukeās touch feels reassuring. Michael looks at him, but Luke is still staring at his doppleganger. āWho the hell are you?ā
āIām you,ā Not-luke replies easily.Ā
āNo, youāre not.āĀ
āYeah, I am.āĀ
āWhat the fāāĀ
āYeah, youāve said that.āĀ
Michael can't help the huff of laughter that escapes him. He feels a bit dizzy, seeing two Lukes standing in his room. Heās pretty sure heās had dreams about this situation. One luke behind him, one in front. One bouncing in his lap, the other on his tongue. Both of them, down on their knees, looking up at Michael as theyā
āMikey, snap out of it.ā His luke is shaking his arm. Not-Luke is looking at Michael knowingly, like he can read his mind. For a moment, Michael is afraid he really can.Ā
His luke has a deep furrow between his eyebrows. Michael wants to smooth out the wrinkles there with his thumb, to tell Luke not to worry, that theyāll figure this out. Luke takes a step towards Not-Luke, Michael's arm growing cold as Luke's touch leaves him.Ā
āIām calling security. I donāt know who the hell you are, butāāĀ
āOh, shut up, Luke. Weāre the same person. Use that pretty little head of yours. How do you think security would react to seeing two of us walk out of here when only one came in?āĀ
Luke narrows his eyes. āDonāt talk to me like that.āĀ
Not-Luke tilts his head, mocking. āCāmon, gorgeous, we both know you like it.āĀ
Michael canāt move. His head is spinning, but he's definitely into this, whatever it is. Lukeās back is to him, but Michael can see the tips of his ears turning red. From shame? Anger?Ā
āYou donāt know anything about me.ā He says, stepping closer still, standing taller. Theyāre almost face-to-face. Both of them are the same height, but Not-Luke has an air of arrogant confidence when he tilts his head up and looks down his nose at Luke.Ā
āOh, I know everything about you,ā comes the reply. āI know the lyrics youāre too scared to show anyone. I know those magazines you had hidden under your bed in your teens. I know that little folder you hide on your phone.āĀ
Not-luke leans in, voice low as he speaks into Lukeās ear. Luke, who is paralyzed with something, fingers curled into shaking, barely restrained fists.Ā
āI know the things you think about when youāre all alone,ā His eyes flick to Michael. He gestures towards him with a tilt of his head. āAbout him.āĀ
The ground falls away from beneath Michaelās feet. All the air rushes out of his lungs, like his heart just dropped straight out of his ass. His face is so warm, heās sure heās bright red.Ā
Lukeās hands come up, and for a moment Michel worries about having to break up a fight, but Luke just shoves Not-Luke in the chest, hard. The brunet stumbles back, eyes sparkling sharply. His jaw flexes.Ā
āDonāt play dirty.ā Not-Luke scowls. āFace up to your shit, asshole.āĀ
Luke is breathing heavily, a red flush bright on his pale cheeks. āI donāt need your advice. I donāt need words of wisdom from some washed up, rip-off version of me.āĀ
Not-Lukeās nostrils flare briefly. āShut up,ā he says through gritted teeth, and Michaelās worries circle back to breaking up a fistfight.Ā
āYou think youāre better than me?ā Luke mocks, taking a step towards Not-Luke. āWeāre the same. What have you done differently? All my secrets are yours. Why donāt you own up to your shit?āĀ
āShut the fuck up,ā Not-luke hisses. He steps closer and fists Lukeās shirt in his hand. The air in the room feels heavy. Michael can't breathe, but he canāt move either. His limbs are frozen in place, pulse racing as his mind tries to decide whether hes terrified or turned the fuck on.Ā
āSay it. Admit that somethingās wrong. How youāre different. How much you're hiding. Admit all of it. Admit youāreāāĀ
āShut your fucking mouth before I shut it for you.āĀ
A soft whimper cuts through the commotion, slipped involuntarily from Michaelās lips. Both the Lukes are so close, their noses almost touching, cheeks flushed red with rage. They freeze, and turn to look at him.Ā
Yeah, Michael thinks. Heās terrified and turned on.Ā
Not-Luke is the first to break the silence. A slow smile spreads across his lips. His eyes travel slowly down Michaelās body, then back up. When he makes eye-contact, his eyes are dark, the colour swallowed by his blown pupils.
āOh, you like this, donāt you, baby?āĀ
Michael goes weak in the knees. Luke looks between the two of them, until realization dawns on his face. His flush deepens.Ā
āUse your words, sweetheart,ā Not-lukeās grin grows predatory. Luke struggles in his grip, but his doppleganger holds fast to his shirt.Ā
But Michaelās words are stuck in his throat. His thoughts race. Oh god, heās definitely dreamt about this before.Ā
āI know everything about you too, Mikey,ā the nickname rolls off his tongue like a threat. āEnjoying the view, arenāt you?āĀ
Michael gulps. Not-Luke looks back at his blond counterpart. He leans in just slightly, until his breath ghosts over the otherās lips.Ā
āBet youāve thought about this. How badly youād want to sit in the corner while I bend blondie here over that desk.āĀ
This time it's Luke who responds. A soft exhale of air, fluttering eyelashes, inaudible anywhere else but cutting the tension in the room like a knife. Not-Luke raises his eyebrows.Ā
āOr maybe against the wall?āĀ
Lukeās eyes fall shut as he catches his breath. Not-Luke leans in to stage-whisper to him. āWeād make it so good for Michael, wouldnāt we, Lukey?āĀ
Michael thinks he might faint. Or die. Heās positive his brain isnāt getting enough oxygen, but the positively debauched image before him is taking over all his senses. The world narrows down to just the three of them.Ā
āYou want that, Luke? āWanna put on a show for Michael? Cāmon, babyāāā
All of a sudden, Luke's eyes are wide open. The dreamy, cloudy look in them is long gone. He tears out of Not-Lukeās grip and steps back shakily.Ā
āShut up,ā He says, voice cracking. Michael can see a thin sheen of frustrated tears lining his lashes.Ā
āSh-shut up,ā he tells Not-Luke. He looks at Michael, eyes wide, pleading for something Michael isnāt sure he could give him.Ā
āIām notāIām not gay.ā
His voice breaks as he says those words, and Michaelās lungs contract so fast that it sends a stab of pain through his abdomen. The words echo strangely through his bones. Something inside him feels like it's cracking open, exposing something fragile to the world. He feels like he handed something precious to Lukeāsomething Luke never wanted to begin with.Ā
But Not-Luke seems unfazed. He sighs, frustrated. The blazer slides smoothly off his shoulders and he tosses it towards the bed. Michael watches, frozen, as he tugs on the collar of the shirt and undoes the top two buttons. He looks at his counterpart, silent and still, and runs a hand through his hair, tongues his cheek, then seems to decide something.Ā
āOkay,ā he says.Ā
Luke blinks. āāOkay?āā
āOkay. Feel free to walk out then.ā
Michael turns to Not-Luke, taking in his posture, loose, but his shoulders tight as though he were trying hard to feign disinterest.Ā
āWhat?ā Michael says, and he has to clear his throat because the words donāt come out right. āWhatāwhy?āĀ
āWait,ā Luke cuts in. The colour in his cheeks has begun to fade, but there's sweat at the base of his throat despite the cool of the room. Michael distractedly thinks that he wants to lick it, but the strange pangs of pain in his chest make it difficult to move. āWait, Iām not leaving without Michael. Iām not leaving him with you.āĀ
Not-Luke exhales, and the tension seems to draw out of him. The suave confidence returns as he backs slowly towards the bed and takes a seat on the edge. He ignores his double, instead looking at Michael through his lashes. He licks his lips. Waiting.Ā
Michaelās jeans are beginning to feel uncomfortably tight, which is really confusing because his chest simultaneously feels cracked open.Ā
He looks between his Luke and the other one. Nobody in the room moves, but Michael knows all the attention is on him. Itās getting warm under his collar. He speaks, then, carefully.Ā
āIf I stayā¦ā He starts. āIf I stayā¦what will we do?āĀ
He knows already what theyād do. Deep down, heās known it the moment he saw this other luke. He was willing it, subconsciously. But Not-Luke continues looking at him, debating something within himself. In the back of his mind, Michael begins to beg.Ā
Please. Please.Ā
Not-luke turns his body squarely in Michaelās direction, spreading his legs in a way that makes it impossible not to follow the line of his body. Down, down, down, Michaelās eyes travel.Ā
His eyes snap back to Not-Lukeās, who flashes him a smile. It isnāt a kind one.Ā
āWhatever you want.ā Not-Luke says.Ā
āAnything?āĀ
āAnything at all.āĀ
āMikeyā¦ā a warning, from Luke, still standing frozen a few feet away.Ā
Michael looks between the two. Somewhere, somehow, this is probably really unethical. But Michael wants Luke so desperately. Michaelās wanted Luke for as long as he can rememberā catching his eye across the classroom in school, stifling his moans with his hand down his pants back when they were broke and sharing a bed on tour, drowning out the laughter of all Lukeās girlfriends whom he pretended he didnāt resent. He used to dream of waking up next to Luke, of watching the sunlight catch the flecks of gold in his eyes as they fluttered open. He ached so deeply, for so long, stranded in so much darkness as Lukeās life grew and unfolded around them, while Michael struggled to play catch-up with his secrets.Ā
So when Michael catches his Lukeās eyesāeyes that are pleading, saying something Michael cantāwonātādecipher, he makes a decision. If he canāt have his own luke, heād take this alternative. This mystical, sharp-edged, dark haired version that seems to know and see and want just as much as Michael does.Ā
It hurt too much to be real. It was all probably a dream, anyway. Michael could indulge. Just one last time.Ā
And Not-luke is looking at Michael with something akin to hunger in his eyes. And he sees Michael make his choice before Michael gets a chance to say anything. And his thighs spread wider, and he leans back on his hands. The look on his face is predatory when he pats his lap.Ā
Michael has crossed the room before he even knows heās moving. He straddles Not-Lukeās thighs, hovering above him. Strong hands glide slowly up the back of Michaelās thighs, taking the time to savour the tension in his muscles. Michael canāt look away from those eyes.Ā
A sharp inhale, across the room. The moment is broken. Not-Luke looks over Michaelās shoulder towards his blond counterpart, and Michael's cheeks burn. He canāt find it in himself to turn around.Ā
āYouāre free to leave,ā Not-Luke says.Ā
But Luke stays. Michaelās senses are on fire. Luke stays, unmoving, breath ragged.Ā Ā
āFuck you,ā comes the response.Ā
Michaelās ribs feel like theyāve cracked open and it's hard to breathe. How will he live this down? If Luke leaves the room, he knows their friendship will be damaged forever. He wants to get off Not-Lukeās lap, away from those wandering fingertips. He wants to get on the ground before his luke and grovel, beg for forgiveness, pretend none of this ever happened. He canāt lose Luke. He canāt, he canāt, heā
āIām staying.āĀ
A low murmur, saturated in shame, barely audible, but enough for Michaelās heart to drop. What?Ā
What?Ā
A moment of stillness. Then, Not-Luke's chest rumbles in laughter. His breath fans Michaelās neck. Goosebumps erupt on his skin. Michael can't look at his luke. Not yet. Maybe never again.Ā
āIām staying,ā Luke says, louder this time, with more conviction.Ā
āIām not gay,āā He repeats. āI won't leave you alone with him.āĀ
Michael doesnāt know who heās addressing. He almost doesnāt want to know. But Not-luke looks at him, something akin to reverence in his eyes, and whispers in his ear low enough for it to stay between them.Ā
āYou want him to leave, baby?ā Thereās a genuine question there, like he'd kick Luke out if Michael asked.Ā
But Michael wonāt ask. Thisā¦could be all heād ever get from his Luke. Heād savour every moment.Ā
He shakes his head.Ā
Michael feels Not-Lukeās smirk against his ear.Ā
āYeah?ā he says, āāWanna show him what heās missing?āĀ
Michael canāt reply. He tries to hide his face in Not-Lukeās neck, but a pale hand slides up, up, up from his waist, gliding along his neck, pressing lightly down on his jugular as Not-luke forces Michael to turn his head to the side, to where Luke stands, motionless, staring, flushed down to his neck. Michael wants to find out how far the flush goes, butā
āLook at him,ā Not-Luke says to Michael. āYālike that heās watching?āĀ
Michael tries to avert his eyes, but Not-lukeās grip is too strong. Michael wants to close his eyes, but he cantāheās afraid this will all disappear once he opens them again. Instead he avoids looking at Lukeās face, looking anywhere but at the blond standing speechless in his hotel room, eyes dark.Ā
Because is there a tent in his sweats or is Michael imagining it?Ā
Not-Luke licks up Michael's neck, andāyeah, he shouldāve known every version of Luke would need all his attention. He kisses slowly along Michaelās jaw and stops at a spot underneath Michael's ear, nipping and sucking until a bruise blooms underneath his lips. When he bites softly on his earlobe, Michael moans something unintelligible.Ā
āLukeā¦āĀ
Not-Lukeās grin grazes the skin of Michaelās neck, sensitive and painted in purples and blues. Behind Michael, thereās a soft āshit,ā followed by the sharp sound of a chair scraping across the floor. Luke has probably found a place to sit, and Michaelās pride glows..Ā
But Not-Luke doesnāt like Michaelās momentary distraction. He runs his hands down the sides of Michaelās legs and slaps his left thigh softly.Ā
āPay attention,ā he warns. Fuck. It draws a soft whine from him.
Not-Lukeās hands brush soothingly up and down Michaelās sides. His touch is warm, possessive. Michael feels small under the weight of his hands.Ā
āHurts a bit, doesnāt it?ā Not-Luke says, low enough for just Michael to hear. Michael knows what heās talking about. He wonāt acknowledge it, not yet. But Not-luke takes his silence as a sign to go on.Ā
āI know you want him,ā Not-luke mutters. āHe wants you too. Have patience, baby. Let it come to him.āĀ
It stings. āFor how long?ā He asks, trying and failing to keep the tremor out of his voice.Ā
Not-luke doesn't reply. His hands travel lower down Michaelās back and he palms his ass. Michael gasps lowly, and Not-Luke looks Michael dead in the eye as he says, āMake sure he keeps his eyes on you.āĀ
The warning tone of his voice goes straight to Michaelās dick. He doesnāt have any time to reply before Not-Luke grabs the back of his neck and pulls him in, and then theyāre kissing.Ā
Itās immediately rough. Not-Luke doesnāt wait for Michael to catch up, teeth clashing against his as Michael arches closer. Michael gasps into the kiss, and the brunet takes the opportunity to lick into his mouth. His hands are wandering, exploring, seeing what makes Michael tickāMichael, who canāt believe heās got some-version-of-Lukeās tongue in his mouth. It feels like breathing after being underwater for hours.Ā
Michael sucks on Not-Lukeās tongue, coy, and it draws a deep groan out of the man. He kisses like an animal, Michael thinks, like a starved manānot stopping to breathe, holding Michael and taking what he wants from him.
A stifled curse across the room causes the two of them to break apart, and Michael watches the line of spit connecting his and Not-Lukeās lips glint in the light as he pulls away.Ā
āLike what you see?ā Not-Luke asks his lookalike. Michael turns to see Luke sitting stick-straight in the chair that Not-Luke was in earlier. His jaw is clenched, fingers curled into fists pressing down on the armrests. Heās looking straight at Michael. Thereās a visible bulge in his pants. He seems intent not to acknowledge it. Michaelās mouth waters.Ā
While Michael looks at Luke, a million X-rated thoughts shooting through his brain, Not-Luke focuses his grip around Michaelās waist. Itās bruisingly tight, and Michael looks back down at him. Not-Luke spreads his legs wider, knees knocking against the back of Michaelās legs, forcing him to spread his legs as well. It burns his thighs. His back straightens on reflex. Not-Luke smirks up at Michael.Ā
Oh, Michael thinks. Heās making sure Iām putting on a show.Ā
Michael doesnāt want to think about what it means. He leans in again, reclaiming Not-Lukeās lips, who meets him where heās at. He sucks on Michaelās bottom lip, and Michael moans lowly at the feeling. Itās all teeth and tongue again, and Michael can tell theyāre both hard from it. From the tension. From being watched.Ā
Lukeās hands tighten around his waist when Michaelās hands come up to tug on the hair at the base of his neck. He hisses softly into the kiss, pulling Michael impossibly closer. The next time Michael groans into the kiss, Not-Lukeās hips buck up. In response, Michael grinds down into him, feeling his arousal through the jeans as they roll their hips in tandem.
Michael feels like heās on fire. Heās strikingly aware of his Luke, across the room, his eyes following Michaelās every move as he squirms upon his counterpartās lap. The thrill of it shoots down his spine, the taste of Not-Lukeās lips intoxicating. He wants more.Ā
āPlease,ā the word slips from Michaelās mouth. He doesnāt stop pressing down against Not-Lukeās hardness, chasing his own high as the brunetās lips find his neck once again. He sucks on the mark heād left earlier, and the dull sting sends a shiver through his body. āPlease, pleaseā¦L-Lukeāā
āYeah?ā Replies the man under him. āFeel good?āĀ
He canāt get an answer out, instead chasing his own high. He feels so good. For a moment, he worries heās going to spoil his favourite pair of jeans, but he canāt bring himself to care. He continues to rock against the weight underneath him.Ā
Not-Lukeās hands tighten around him, stopping his ministrations. Michael lets out an involuntary whine.Ā
āDonāt get greedy, now, baby,ā Not-Luke chides him, teasing.Ā
āPlease, LukeāāĀ
āPlease, what?āĀ
Michaelās head is reeling. He felt so good, just a moment ago, and now itās slipping away.Ā
āPleaseā¦more. More, I wantāI wantāā His tongue feels heavy in his mouth.Ā
āOh, you want?ā Not-Luke laughs, mockingly. It sends a stab of hot shame through Michaelās gut. āGetting yourself off shamelessly in my lap like a whoreā¦what about what I want, hm?ā
Michaelās cheeks burn, warm and bright, and he looks down. Embarrassment shoots through his body. The patronizing lilt in Not-Lukeās voice makes Michael want to curl up and hide, but it also does something unspeakable for him.
āIām-Iām sorryā¦ā He says, because he feels he was expected to, and because he really is. He wants to feel good, but he wants to make Not-Luke feel good too. And across the roomāhe wants to make his luke feel good too.Ā
āDonāt be sorry, Mikey,ā Not-luke grins, tapping his chin to make Michael look at him. āYou need to learn to ask nicely. You want to be good, donāt you?āĀ
When Michael nods, Luke tsks. āUse your words.āĀ
āPlease, Luke, you assholeātouch me.āĀ
Not-Luke laughs, satisfied. āGood job, baby. Well done.āĀ
But he makes no move to act on Michaelās wishes. In fact, he takes his hands off Michaelās body altogether. He leans back on his arms again, looking up at Michael, smiling. Along with his touch, the warmth leaves Michaelās skin too. For a moment, Michael worries heās done something wrong. He huffs, frustrated.
A moment passes in silence. Then,Ā
āWhat do you think, blondie?ā Not-Luke asks. Tilting his head, he looks over Michaelās flushed skin, then at the boy sitting still in the corner of the room. āYāthink I should give him what he wants?āĀ
Luke looksā¦frazzled. He barely registers that heās been addressed. Clearly, heād been struggling to keep his hands still, for they were now tensely latched onto the armrests. Michael admires his self control.Ā
Luke looks between Michael and Not-Luke, then gulps.Ā
āWh-what?āĀ
Not-Luke rolls his eyes. He reaches for Michael, and Michael nearly sighs in relief, but he barely brushes his fingertips over the fabric of Michaelās trousers. It isnāt nearly enough.
āMichael,ā calls the brunet. āI want you to ask him for permission.āĀ
There are twin sets of sharp inhales as Michael looks at Luke, whose cheeks seem to suddenly flood with a richer crimson colour. Michael searches Lukeās eyes for somethingāanything, any sign of discomfort, anything that indicates his disgust. But Luke's irises are swallowed by darkness, eyes wide as he takes in Michaelās every move. All three of them are hard as fuck, and Michaelās getting desperate. So he makes a decision.Ā
āLuke,ā he starts, careful. āLuke, baby, wonāt you let him touch me?āĀ
He hears the hitch in Lukeās breath from all the way over here. He leans forward, glides his palms up Not-Lukeās chest, never looking away from his Lukeāso sweet, so beautiful, so desperately aching with want as he tries to stay still in his chair, avoiding eye contact because he's too flustered.Ā
āLook at me, gorgeous,ā Michael coos, and Luke does, so obediently it makes Michaelās skin crawl. āDon't you want to see? His handsāyour hands on me?āĀ
Luke gulps. Not gay, Michael thinks. Oh, I bet.Ā
Lukeās hands are shaking. Sparkling drops of sweat line his throat.Ā
Not-Luke seems to get impatient. He sighs pointedly, looking at Luke. Lukeās eyes flash towards him briefly, then he glances back at Michael.Ā
Itās almost unnoticeable. Michael wouldnāt have caught it if he werenāt watching every little movement Luke makes, butāthere, slowly, hesitantly, a short nod.Ā
In a startling flurry of movement, Not-Luke flips them over so that Michael is lying on the bed, with both the brunetās palms framing his head as he hovers over Michael. The air gets knocked out of him and Not-Luke begins trailing his index finger down Michael's neck, stopping at his collar.Ā
āWhere should I touch?ā he wonders aloud. He begins unbuttoning Michaelās shirt, methodically. Infuriatingly slow. Then the shirt is gone. The chill of the room catches up to him. He feels exposed under both Lukesā rapt attention.Ā
The brunet places a hand over Michaelās neck, pressing lightly. Michael is sure he can feel his pulse racing, as Not-Luke asks, āHere?āĀ
His eyes glint, like he knows something Michael doesn't. He trails his hand down, leaving goosebumps on Michaelās skin in his wake. Once he reaches his chest, he tweaks one of Michaelās nipples. Michaelās back arches from the stimulation, moaning lowly.Ā
āOr here?ā Not-Luke asks again. He pauses. When he doesnāt get a reply, he turns to face Luke.Ā
āAnswer me,ā he says.Ā
Michael looks at Luke as well. When their eyes meet, Michael notices Lukeās cock visibly twitch. Luke parts his lips, exhales, then speaks.Ā
āLower.āĀ
A sinful grin erupts on Not-Lukeās face as his hand moves south. āAttaboy.āĀ
Michaelās hips jump in anticipation, and Not-luke tsks in response. He eases his index finger under the waistline of Michaelās jeans. āEager, arenāt you?ā he observes, licking his lips.Ā
He grinds his palm into the outline of Michaelās cock. Hard. Like punishment. A loud, broken moan rips from his lips.Ā
āFuck,ā Michael breathes. āPlease. L-Lukeā¦ā
āPatience, sweetheart,ā Luke says, and finallyāfinallyāunbuttons Michaelās jeans. Michael rises on his elbows to help get them off, until heās just in his boxers. Thereās a growing wet patch on the front of them, and the outline of his dick is prominent. His skin grows warm with embarrassment. Heās the only one in the room undressed now.Ā
Heās planning on changing that.Ā
āLuke,ā he says, and receives two āyeah?ās in response. He bites his lip to keep from laughing. He looks at Not-Luke, hands braced on the bedsheets between Michaelās knees.Ā
āYouāre still dressed.āĀ
Not-Luke blinks. He shakes his head. With a light chuckle, āWeāll fix that problem later, Mikey.āĀ
He reached for Michaelās boxers and palms his erection. Michaelās head drops back as he groans. āM-more. Please. PlāāĀ
āTake those off.āĀ
The voice startles both the men on the bed. They look towards Luke in the chair, who has a hand slapped to his lips, as though he can't believe he said those words.
Michaelās stunned expression shifts. He cracks a grin. Looking up at Not-luke, he says,āYou heard the man.āĀ
Scoffing, Not-Luke curls his fingers into Michaelās waistband and helps get his boxers off. Michaelās length springs free, and he exhales as the cold hair hits his warm skin. Heās so turned on, he feels like heāll explode. Across the room, a squeak, painfully obvious, barely masking Luke's arousal.
āLuke,ā Michael says to the brunet alter. āTouch me before I do it myself.āĀ
Not-luke raises his eyebrows. Amused. āDidnāt know you were calling the shots here.āĀ
Michael narrows his eyes. He takes his left hand off the bed and reaches for his dickā
Not-Luke slaps his hand away.Ā
He taps Michaelās kneesāa silent order for him to spread his legs. Feeling giddy and warm, Michael does. He expects Not-Luke to wrap a hand around his cock, but he forgoes it altogether. Michael whines, desperate for any kind of stimulation, and his knees fall closed instinctively.Ā
Luke lets out a soft gasp. Not-Luke forces Michaelās legs open. His hand, featherlight in touch, trails just past the base of Michaelās length, and when Michael feels the pressure of Luke's thumb against his perineum, he nearly blacks out from how badly he wants more.
āSuch a pretty cock,ā Not-Luke murmurs. Michael doesnāt think it's possible, but his blush deepens further. āIf I had my way, Iād have you spread out on this bed for hours, jusā to look at you.āĀ
āTouch it, then,ā Michael says, and he means for it to come out as a demand, but it sounds like a plea instead.Ā
āNot just yet,ā Not-luke replies. āWhereās your lube?āĀ
Michaelās lost. He feels on edge, skin damp and sticky with sweat. He barely manages to gesture towards the bedside table. Not-Lukeās touch disappears momentarily, but when he returns, Michael jolts as he feels a slick, cold finger prodding at his hole. He teases the rim for a moment, but chuckles when Michael whines in discontent.Ā
All three of them moan when Not-Luke sinks his finger in. He fingers Michael slowly, and Michael claws at the sheets desperately. āMore,ā he gasps.
āGotta go slow, Mikey. Get you stretched out for me.āĀ Ā
But Not-Luke obliges. He adds another finger, scissoring in and out of Michael as he gasps and writhes on the bed. He seems to be searching for something, but Michael canāt pay attention. Not-Lukeās fingers feel so big inside him, reaching so much farther than he himself can. Suddenly, Not-Luke crooks his finger a little, touching a spot deep inside, and a shot of pleasure rushes through him. Michaelās dick twitches, and he thinks maybe heās died and gone to heaven. His jaw drops open and he moans loudly.Ā
āLuke.ā
āThere it is.ā Not-Luke smiles. Michael can hear the satisfaction dripping from his lips.Ā
He screws his eyes shut. Goodāits so good. He can hear Lukeās ragged breath from the chair heās still in. He wants to hide his face in his shoulder, but he wants to look at Luke so badly. Wants to see the desire in Lukeās eyes. Wants to reach out, to touch those blond curls.Ā
He feels the warm weight of Not-Luke lean over him, his voice in Michaelās ear, his chains tickling Michael's skin. āEyes open, baby. Gotta look at him. Make sure heās watching.āĀ
But Not-Lukeās fingers inside him are relentless. Michael forces his eyes open through the haze of pleasure. He turns his head, meets the blond manās eyes.Ā
Luke looks completely undone. Ruined altogether. As his brunet counterpart adds a third finger, continuing his assault on Michaelās prostate, the sounds spilling from Michaelās lips are downright sinful. He lets out low ah-ah-ahs as Not-Lukeās expert fingers stretch his walls open for him. The pleasure builds in the lower part of his belly.Ā
Luke watches, grip on the armrest so tense that Michaelās sure his hands will cramp over his guitar the next day. His eyes are fixed on where Not-lukeās fingers are working Michael open. The untouched tent in his sweats is no doubt painful, and Michael can make out a wet patch against the grey of the fabric where Luke is leaking. His mouth waters. He wants.Ā
Michael reaches for the blond.Ā āLukeāā
His words are cut off by a broken moan as Not-Luke twists his fingers. Michael sees stars. His back arches off the bed. Without warning, he comes all over his stomach.Ā
He lightly registers Luke's intake of breath, how he whines: āMichael.āĀ
Not-Luke fingers Michael through his post-orgasm haze, and when he pulls his fingers out, Michael feels strangely empty. When he meets the brunetās eyes, something dark shines behind his lashes. Michaelās stomach drops. Not-Luke rises on his knees, rising above Michael, who feels frozen in place under the manās piercing gaze. He looks down his nose at Michael as he begins unbuttoning his shirt. Michaelās eyes follow the path of his fingers, down, down, down, until the shirt falls open.Ā
āWhat,ā says Not-Luke, his voice ice-cold and patronizing, ādid I say about asking?āĀ
Michael gulps. The low timbre of Not-Lukeās voice, paired with the pinpricks of arousalāof fearāhas Michaelās soft cock twitching in interest. Not-Luke crawls over him, careful with his hands, just barely touching Michael as he leans in. Michael closes his eyes, anticipating warm lips over his own, but the feeling never comes. When he opens his eyes, Not-Luke is there, smirking, so close, but not close enough.Ā
Eyes never leaving Michaelās, he calls across the room, āLuke.āĀ Ā
The blond seems to snap out of a daze. ā...hm?āĀ
āCome here.āĀ
Michael inhales so sharply he almost chokes. His eyes dart to Luke, still sitting still. He looks as though he canāt quite believe he heard right.
Tilting his head, he voices his confusion, āWh-what?āĀ
Not-Luke ghosts his breath over the warm skin on Michaelās neck, then turns his head. āCome over here before I change my mind.āĀ
Thereās a scraping of wood across the floor as Luke stands up from his seat, the chair nearly tipping over. Not-Luke slides off the mattress, standing up to meet his doppleganger.Ā
Standing there, hard as stone in his pants, Luke seems to get awkward. āUmāwhat, uhā¦where?āĀ
Not-Luke extends his hand, silently beckoning his lookalike over. Luke approaches with apprehensionāeyes dragging over Michael still catching his breathāas he nears the bed. He raises his hand to put it in the brunetās but seems to hesitate.Ā
Not-Luke doesnāt have the kind of patience Luke demands. He grasps Lukeās hand and tugs, spinning him around so his back hits the brunetās chest with a dull thud. Michaelās breath gets trapped in his lungs as he looks up at both the Lukes, now eyeing him with twin looks of unadulterated, unfiltered desire.Ā
The brunet leans into the blondās space, lips brushing his neck as he murmurs into his ear.Ā
āLook at him,ā he breathes, eyes raking up Michael's chest. āHeās pretty, isnāt he?āĀ
Luke stares, blushing violently, curls drooping into his eyes from sweat. When he doesnāt answer in time, Not-luke roughly slides an arm around his waist. Michael watches his chest stutter with a sharp intake of breath as he seems to fall back into his alternate.Ā
āGo on, Lukey,ā Not-Luke mocks. āTell me how he looks. Tell me what you see.āĀ
Michael watches Luke lick his lips as his eyes trace the lines of cum along Michael's abs. āHeās pretty. He-heāsāāĀ
āGood,ā says Not-luke, and he presses a kiss underneath Lukeās ear. Michael hears Luke whimper, revels in the sound. āBut heās been selfish today.āĀ
That gets Michaelās attention. He rises on his hands, ready to defend himself. āWh-whatāāĀ
Michael is cut off by a pointed glare. Not-Luke slides his arm low around lukeās waist. The blondās breath is ragged as Not-Luke dips his fingers under the hem of the shirt and slides up, up, revealing Lukeās flushed pale skin. Michael nearly drools. Heās so turned on from the sightāhis biggest wet dream, but instead thereās two of them, and somehow they both want him.Ā
Luke lets out a high-pitched whine and drops his head back on Not-Lukeās shoulder, who kisses his neck again, shushing gently. Michael watches his hand move under lukeās shirt and realizes heās probably playing with his chest.Ā
Michael pictures Lukeās chest, nipples pinched raw, wet from his own mouthāand he wants to see. He wants to see so badlyāso he rises from his place on the bed and reaches for Lukeās shirt butā
āTsk,ā sighs Not-Luke. āThose hands. So greedy, Michael.ā
Michael stops in his tracks. He watches as Not-luke slides his hands back down and teasingly fiddles with the ties on Lukeās sweats. He watches Lukeās hips jump in response.Ā
āPlease,ā Luke says, voice cracking.Ā
Not-Luke chuckles, low, dangerous, threatening.Ā
āāNot gayā, huh, baby?ā
Luke ignores him, squeezes his eyes shut, and whines like a pornstar. āPleaseā¦please, IāllāāĀ
āTell you what, gorgeous,ā Not-luke starts, his hands moving to Lukeās hips to stop him as he grinds unconsciously back against the brunet. āIf you sit nice and pretty, and hold Mikeyās hands down for me while I fuck him, Iāll make sure to reward you soon, okay?āĀ
Lukeās eyes flit to Michaelās. Michael snaps out of the horny daze heās in when he registers the words. āWait, what?āĀ
Not-luke slides his fingertips down Lukeās arms and intertwines their fingers. He inhales deeply against the side of Lukeās neck, and when he looks at Michael, his eyes are hooded and dark.Ā
āBlondie here ās going to make sure you keep your hands to yourself, Mikey,ā He says, tone patronizing, speaking slowly as though Michael had trouble understanding him.Ā
āNo, but I wantāāĀ
āI think Iāve had enough of what you want, actually.āĀ
He steps back from the blond, who breathes out like heās finally remembered how to. Not-Luke guides him gently by the waist until he gets his bearings enough to find his place at the head of the bed. Michael stares, indignant. He almost wants to cross his arms and stick out his tongue like a child. Not-Luke walks back around to the foot of the bed, looming above Michael with his arms crossed. At some point in time, he mustāve rolled his sleeves up, and the sight of his tense forearms paired with the view of his chest through the unbuttoned shirt has Michael aching to reach out and touch.Ā
So he does.Ā
But Not-Luke grasps his wrist as he reaches out. He leans in, kissing the corner of Michaelās lips.Ā
āI donāt think Iāve been clear enough with you, baby.āĀ
He nips at Michaelās lower lip, and Michael exhales on a moan.Ā
āOr maybe you didnāt hear me right.āĀ
He pulls back, eyes dark.Ā
āBut youāre going to keep your hands to yourself, or you wonāt come for the rest of the night.āĀ
That does it. Michael gulps, because he wants to comeāhell, heās leaking already. Heās not sure heād last the whole night.Ā
Not-Luke trails his hand down to Michaelās chest, and gently pushes him back so heās laying on the bed. He crawls over him, mouth tracing wet kisses down the column of his throat. He takes Michaelās hands from beside him and guides them so theyāre resting on the pillows above his head.Ā
āKeep them there,ā He warns, and Michael huffs, but he heeds the command. He sits back on his knees, and nudges Michaelās legs open.Ā
Michael feels soft fingers touch his wrist. He meets Lukeās eye, sitting pretty and flushed and perfectly quiet beside Michaelās head. He opens his palm, lets Luke find his place, lets him intertwine their fingers together. A comforting warmth blooms in his chest.Ā
Heās distracted by a soft metallic clinking and looks over to see Not-Luke undoing the zipper on his trousers. The brunet knows heās being watched by both sets of eyes, so he moves his fingers excruciatingly slow as his boxers come into view. Michaelās mouth floods with saliva and his dick twitches with desire when he finally sees the bulge Not-Luke is sporting.Ā
āL-Lukeā¦ā He starts, but the words get lost on his tongue when Not-Luke slides his boxers down far enough for his cock, hard and leaking with pre, to emerge. Itās big, flushed pink and heavy. Michael isnāt surprised to find that Lukeās dick is pretty like the rest of him.Ā
Michael unconsciously spreads his legs wide, and Not-luke finds his place between them. He slides his hands up Michaelās calves as he lines himself up with his hole. He strokes himself once, twice, teases the rim with his tip, and chuckles when Michael whines impatiently.Ā
āYāgonna be good?ā He grins.Ā
Michael opens his mouth to make a snide comment, but cuts himself off with a depraved moan when Not-Luke pushes in.Ā
Inch-by-inch, Michael feels like heās being split open. His eyes roll back and he briefly registers his Lukeās moan and Not-Lukeās deep groan as the brunet finally bottoms out.Ā
So full, Michael thinks. Soābig.Ā
āOh, weāre just getting started,ā Not-Luke responds, and Michael realizes he said that last part aloud. Not-Luke waits for Michael to adjust around him, but when Michael starts squirming, he pulls out a little, and slams back in. Michaelās back arches straight off the bed. He tries to wrap his arms around Not-Luke, pull him closer, but Lukeās sticking well to his orders, and he canāt move his hands.Ā
āFāfuhhhā¦L-LukeāI wannaāā he gasps, and Luke leans in, teasing.Ā
āDidnāt catch that. Say again?āĀ
āM-moreāāāĀ
Not-Luke pulls all the way out, leaving just the head inside, and Michael mewls. He pushes back in, and holds the pace at an infuriatingly slow glide. He grinds and rolls his hips into Michael, whose mouth drops open as he sighs and gasps, gaze completely unfocused. Not-Luke trails his thumb across Michaelās lower lip, then down until he has a hand around his neckānot pressing down, just holding. Anchoring.Ā
āLook at him, Lukey,ā Not-luke tells his counterpart through gritted teeth, hissing as Michael clenches around him under the attention. āDoesnāt he look beautiful? All fucked out, drunk on myāon your cock?āĀ
Michael feels the grip around his fingers tighten. He moans.Ā
āSādeep, Luke,ā He breathes. ā āCan feel youāhahā¦so deep inside.ā
āI bet youāve dreamt about this, Mikey,ā Not-Luke says. Heās fucking Michael slow, yes, but not gentle. Each time their hips come together, it's with a force, a controlled slap sound filling the room. āTell me what your dreams were like.āĀ
Silence. Just the wet heat, the weight of Not-Lukeās cock, the pleasure building and building. When Michael doesn't respond, Not-luke gives a particularly harsh thrust.Ā
āAhā!ā Michael knows what heās asking for. So, he parts his lips, and lets everything outāheās too fucked out to care. He feels too good to worry.Ā
āI used, hah, I used to dream of youā¦d-down on your kneesābackstage, after every show. Your lips around my c-cock, your eyes t-tearyā¦I used to dream of lickingāmmh, Luke!---licking the sweat off your neckāan-and bending you over tables in bars wh-when you flirted with anyone thatā¦fuck, with anyone that wasnāt me,ā while he talks, he can hear soft whimpers falling from the blonde Lukeās lips. He goes on, āI wanted to tie you up to the bedāt-tease you for hours with just my tongueāah!---I pictured your faceā¦when youā¦when you c-comeāwhether youād cry, if youād be l-loudā¦ah, Luke, moreāplease!ā
But Not-Luke doesnāt change his pace. He pulls out slowly, thrusts in slower. And now that Michael is talking, he doesnāt want to keep his mouth shut.
āI wantedāI wanted to kiss you so badly,ā He breathes, and he isnāt sure if the tears in his eyes are from the pleasure or the grief. āWhenā¦when we sat in comfortable silence on tour buses. When youāwhen you looked at me under stage lights andā¦how beautiful you looked. I wanted you so badly for s-so longāāĀ
āMichael,ā the blond whispered, desperate. āMichael. I didnāt understand. I-I didnāt understand. I thought something wasā¦wrong with me. For wanting youāI couldnātāI thoughtāāĀ
āPleaseāā Michael says, through the pleasure. Through the ache, the longing. āPleaseā¦kiss me? Please?āĀ
And the blond looks up at Not-Luke, who seems lost in thought, and snaps out of it then. Heās surprised to see his blond counterpart seek permissionāfrom himself, no less. He nods. Of course he does.Ā
Luke rises from his seat and crawls over Michael. He cups the man's face as he leans in. When their lips touch, Michael feels like he can finally breathe. Like heād been locked out of some universal secret, and heās finally been let in to it. He feels like heās floating, the skies at his fingertips.Ā
Luke kisses so sweetly. So unlike his alternate. Heās shy, not yet sure where to put his tongue, so Michael takes control. It starts out slow, saccharine, as Not-Luke continues grinding into him, and he moans into Lukeās mouth in response. Luke takes it as a sign to deepen the kissāhe licks into Michaelās mouth with fervor. It's warm, wet, and before long theyāre panting into each other's mouths. When they part for breath, Not-Lukeās voice chimes in.Ā
āMichael,ā He says, and the man in question looks at him to notice the mischievous glint in his eye. āDonāt you think you should thank Blondie?āĀ
Michael blinks at him questioningly, until the meaning dawns upon him. His eyes flit downward to Lukeās boner. Yeah, he thinks, I wanna thank him really badly.
āYouāve been so good for us, Lukey,ā Not-Luke continues. āYou did everything I asked you. Donāt you want your reward, gorgeous?āĀ
Luke blushes deeply. He nods, shy, hesitant, and Michael twists slightly so he can get his hands under Lukeās sweats without Not-Luke pulling out. He briefly thinks of himself as greedy. Thatās probably right.Ā
Itās a bit awkward in the position heās lying in, and he feels fuzzy because this new angle has Not-Luke pressing against something inside him that feels mindblowingly good. He struggles with untying the string of the pants for a moment, then with tugging them down Luke's thighs. He huffs at Lukeās abject refusal to help whatsoever, and turns back over to snap at the blondā
Oh.Ā
Not-Lukeās got a hand cupped around Lukeās jaw as they make out with each other. Michaelās stomach swoops. He can see the wetness upon their lips, the stubble along Not-Lukeās jaw, how it scratches Lukeās pale skin. He sees the spit they exchange between them, the flash of writhing tongues. How Luke moans and sighs into the kiss. How Not-Luke smirks as his blond alter begs wordlessly for more. The scrunch in Lukeās eyebrows as his want, his greed grows.Ā
When they part, theyāre breathing heavily. Luke leans in to go again, but the brunet stops him with a soft tug on his hair. Luke whimpers in response. Michael makes a mental note of that reaction. Heāll be jerking off to this image for months.Ā
āFuck, baby,ā Not-Luke says, breathless still, laughing lightly. āSlow down.āĀ
The sound of his voice, the vision of the two of them together, its what finally does it for Michael. He whines, low, and nearly comes on the spot.Ā
Heās stopped by a hand around the base of his dick. He protests loudly, but Not-Luke clicks his tongue pointedly at him.Ā
āBe nice, Mikey,ā he warns. āGet Lukey off first and behave if you want to come that badly.āĀ
And Michael does. He does want to come that badly, but more importantly he wants to get Luke off. He twists to meet Luke again, who rises on the bed to get his sweats off and shifts to kneel at an angle more comfortable for Michael. His cock bobs in Michaelās face, and he licks his lips at the sight. He looks up to meet Lukeās eye. The blond is biting his lip, abs tense as though restraining himself.Ā
āSo pretty, Luke,ā Michael tells him. He thrives in the soft gasp it draws from the man. āWhat a fuckinā view.āĀ
Before Luke can respond, Michael wraps a hand around him, an licks a wet stripe along the underside of his cock. Luke drops his head back, eyes falling shut. Michael is just about to take Luke into his mouth when a harsh thrust from Not-Luke has his eyes widening. He looks back accusatorily.Ā
The man in question grins, āOh, donāt mind me.āāĀ
Michael tries to respond, but heās cut off by a moan as Not-Luke pulls out and aims his next thrust directly on Michaelās prostate. Itās distracting.
āMikey, sweetheart,ā Not-Luke mocks, āYāwonāt come until blondie here does, so Iād suggest you put that pretty mouth to use.āĀ
Michael moans as the brunet punctuates that statement with a particularly cruel roll of his hips.Ā
He turns back to Luke and spreads the precome from the head all over his cock. He savours the little sounds Luke makes and he wants to tease him for hours just with little kitten licks, but since his climax is dependent on Lukeās, he gets down to business.Ā Ā
Michael takes Luke into his mouth in one go. He bobs his head slowly, swirling his tongue along the veins on the underside. He wraps his hand around the base that wonāt fit in his mouth.Ā
Not-Luke puts his hands around Michaelās waist and fucks into himāhard. He takes on a brutal pace. The bedframe shakes slightly, and Michael is pushed further down on Lukeās cock. It triggers his gag reflex, and tears spring from his eyes as Luke above him whines from his chest.Ā
āMichaeāaaaahāā
He pulls off slowly to rub his tongue against Luke's tip, gasping as Not-Luke angles his thrusts so that Michael can barely breathe through how good he feels. He takes luke into his mouth again. His hips jerk as his cock hits the back of Michaelās throat, and michael groans. Luke responds to the vibrations as they shoot up his length and swears loudly.Ā
āMm, shitāyou take it so good, baby,ā Not-Luke says, and Michael glows under the praise. He hums in response, and Luke, above him, fists his hands in his own hair. Michael pulls off him and reaches for those hands, guides them to Michaelās head. He blinks up at Luke through teary eyes as his brunet counterpart continues slamming into him below.Ā
āLuke, you caāhngh!---you can fuck my mouth, if-if you want.āĀ
Luke inhales sharply. Michael tries to smile encouragingly at him, and licks at the bit of spit and precome on his lip.Ā
āItās okay,ā he says. He drops his mouth open for Luke.Ā
Luke moans softly. He cards through Michaelās hair gently, and Michael holds his gaze as Luke enters his mouth.Ā
At first, Luke is hesitant, clearly afraid to do something wrong. Michael sucks softly as he waits, taking Not-Lukeās cock, feeling the coil of pleasure grow tighter and tighter. All of a sudden, Luke grips his hair and thrusts deeper into Michaelās mouth. He takes it pliantly, moaning and swallowing around Lukeās cock, reveling in the sounds he makes.Ā
āMikeyā¦ah, ahāy-your mouthā¦youāre soāpleaseāāĀ
Sloppily, Luke tugs Michael up and down on his dick, gasping even as his hips buck into Michael, as he savours the wet heat of Michael's throat. Michael exhales through his nose, tries to loosen his jaw, slides his tongue along Lukeās lengthāhe wants it to be good for Luke. His lashes are wet with tears as he looks up at the blond. He lets Luke fuck his throat. Lets the drool and precome slide down his chin. And he feels ecstatic.
Lukeās hips stutter as he moves, his whines and moans growing louder. Abruptly, he pauses his thrusting, tries to pull out as he gasps, āMichael, Iām going toāwhere do you want me?āĀ
But Michael chases the movement of his hips, hollows his cheeks. He bobs his head a little, drawing a sweet hiss from Luke as he blinks up at him through hooded eyes. Luke comes with Michaelās name on his lips, chanting it like a prayer. Michael swallows it all, winces slightly at the bitter taste when Luke pulls out, and smirks up at him as the remainder of the blondās cum spills from the corner of his mouth.Ā
Luke falls back on the bed, curling around a pillow as he smiles at Michael, a dreamy look on his face. What a dork, Michael thinks fondly.Ā
But then thereās a hand brushing over his cock, and the thrusts that had slowed down earlier as he sucked Lukeās cock are back, and Not-Luke is leaning over him to claim his mouth roughly. āDidnāt forget about me, did you, Mikey?āĀ
Michael gasps as Not-Luke finds his prostate again. The brunet takes that as his sign to continue plowing into himāthe same spot, over and over, until thereās tears in Michaelās eyes. He keeps the angle, giving it to Michael like heās starved for it, thriving in the sounds Michael makes as he gasps and sighs and moans and sobs Lukeās name.Ā
āFuck, you were made for this, baby,ā Luke gasps.Ā
The hot coil in Michaelās belly is growing tighter and tighter as Not-Luke keeps up the unforgiving pace, greedy and glad to have all Michaelās attention back to himself again. Not-Luke brushes the hair from his forehead and trails his hand down to teasingly glide over Michaelās cock, weeping with desperation. His movements grow sloppier, and he moans lowly in Michaelās ear. Michael feels the tenseness in his muscles, knows heās close, and just for the sake of it, he nips at Lukeās ear, licks up his neck and whines like a whore.Ā
āHhhhāgot a mouth on you, donācha?ā Not-Luke chuckles. He clenches at the gravelly sound of his voice, and Not-Luke groans in response. āShit, Michaelāā
Michael feels the muscles in Not-Lukeās back tighten, and he quickly pulls out, both of them moaning as he does. He pumps himself once, then comes with a spurt over Michaelās stomach.Ā
āFuck, youāre a vision, baby.ā Not-Luke breathes. Michael laughs in response, skin sticky and wet with cum and sweat. Heās acutely aware of the fact that he hasnāt come yet. His dick is painfully hard against his abdomen. He can feel eyes on him, but he wants to come so desperately, andā
āMikey,ā Luke says, tentatively. āYou havenāt come yetā¦āĀ
Thereās something in his voice that Michael canāt quite decipher. Something like awe, like desire, like an unsaid question. Regardless, Michael canāt stop the movement of his hand as it wraps around his hard cock, hoping to jerk himself off, feel some relief, and soon.Ā
A hand around his own on his cock stops him from going through with it. He whines, impatient, bordering on sorrowful. Not-Luke guides Michaelās hand away from his length, and Michael watches the brunet as he licks his lips, looking beyond Michael, at the blond seated on the bed behind him.Ā
āBeg for it, Lukey,ā He says, and it clicks in Michaelās mind. Luke wantsā
āMichael,ā Luke breathes into his ear, and it startles the man so badly, the blood rushes straight to his head. He flushes deeply as Not-Luke laughs at his reaction. But the blond continues.Ā
āMichael,ā he says. āL-let me suck you off.āĀ
āAw,ā Not-Luke tuts, āYou can do better than that, canāt you?āĀ
And Michael has half a mind to tell the brunet to fuck off because all he wants right now is to cum. Heās so painfully turned on, he can barely breathe.Ā
āMichael, please,ā Luke purrs. āPlease, let me s-suck your cockāplease, Iāll be so good. I want you in my māāĀ
āYes!ā Michael says, voice cracking, because he might be crying. āYesāplease, justāā Luke and his counterpart quickly switch places, manhandling Michael so that his back is against Not-Lukeās chest, the brunetās breath warm on his shoulder as he nudges Michaelās legs open so Luke can get a hand around Michaelās cock. Michael nearly cums on the spot when Luke licks shyly at his tip. His head falls back on Not-Lukeās shoulder.Ā
āYāknow how to?ā the brunet asks Luke, who gulps.Ā
He smiles shyly. āHow hard could it be?āĀ
Not-Luck chuckles, and the sound goes straight to Michael's dick.Ā
āOh, heās got jokes,ā says the brunet. Michael groans.
Luke takes a breath.Ā
āIts okay. Go slow,ā Not-luke smiles. āWeāve got all night.āĀ
This is beginning to piss Michael off, and he voices it.Ā
But then Luke licks up the slide of his cock, and the complaint dies on his tongue.Ā
āGood,ā says Not-Luke. āTake it easy, baby.āĀ
Michael lifts his head from the brunetās shoulder just in time to see Luke take Michaelās head into his mouth. The wet heat hits him like a freight train. He thinks he might explode. Luke swirls his tongue, and licks at the ridge of his head.Ā
āStop teasingāā Michael grits out.Ā
āIgnore him. Use your hand around what you canāt fit in your mouth, gorgeous.āĀ
Thereās a determined look in Lukeās eyes as he takes Michael deeper, head bobbing gently. He makes eye contact with Michael, tears slipping from his eyes. Oh lordāMichael isnāt going to last for long. The obscene sounds of slick spit and soft gagging fill the room as Luke takes him. Heās so warm, so wet, so willing.Ā
āYouāre beautiful,ā he murmurs, and Luke hums.Ā
āMade for thisāfor sucking cock,ā Not-Luke says.Ā
Michael canāt resist the jab: āWhat does that make you?ā
In response, Not-Luke nips at his neck and pinches Michaelās nipples. He yelps.Ā
Lukeās tongue is magic. Michael feels like his soul is being sucked out of his body when Luke swallows around his cock. Luke pulls off him, stroking him as he dips lower to lick at Michaelās balls.Ā
āFuckāLukeāā Michael gasps, and thatās all the warning Luke gets before Michaelās spurting hot ropes of cum across Lukeās hand and mouth. He whimpers at the feeling, at Luke as he strokes him through the aftershocks, at how Luke looks at him after, as he licks the cum off his fingers.Ā
āYādid good, Mikey,ā Not-Luke says, kissing down Michaelās neck and Luke wipes his hand on the bedsheets. āYou look so good like this, covered in us.āĀ
Michael thinks he could blush from that, but heās too spent and sleepy. He feels Not-Luke shift from behind him and falls back into the pillows. He vaguely hears the sound of a soft kiss, followed by a murmur and a melodic giggle.Ā
Not-Luke rises from the bed and pulls on his shirt while Luke crawls up to Michael and curls into his side, who wraps a noodly arm around him. The brunet simply looks at them for a moment, until Michael gets annoyed and blindly throws a pillow at him.Ā
āGet back in here, asshole,ā Michael grunts, eyes falling shut already.Ā
Not-Luke laughs, a deep and genuine tune that reaches underneath Michaelās ribs and nestles somewhere warm.Ā
āGotta get you both cleaned up,ā he says, but he doesnāt move. He looks on, quietly, as his blond alternate smiles at him, reaches for his hand and tugs. He lets himself be pulled down, lands heavily on top of the two prone men.Ā
āOof, youāre heavy,ā grunts Luke.Ā
āIām you,ā comes the reply.Ā
āYeah, yeah,ā Michael snaps. āGo kiss about it or something. Iām trying to sleep.āĀ
āOh, youād like that, wouldnāt you, Mikey?āĀ
Michael furrows his brows, but he knows the pink of his cheeks would betray him. Not-Luke laughs heartily, almost exactly in tune with his doppleganger.Ā
āUgh,ā Michael says, opening one eye to squint accusingly at the two men. āCreepy.āĀ
āYālove it,ā Blondie smiles.Ā
āAlright, sleeping beauty,ā Not-Luke says, gesturing towards the attached washroom in the room. āLet me get something to clean you up before youāre snoring into tomorrow.āā
āI do not snore,ā Michael says.Ā
āKiss before you go?ā Luke pouts.Ā
The brunet complies. He lifts Lukeās chin with a finger, and Michael expects him to leave just a short peck on the blondās lips, but instead it's something longer, sweeter. Something lingering, like he was savouring it, committing it to memory. When he pulls back, Lukeās eyes stay shut for a moment, and when his eyes reopen, thereās a silence shared between the two that Michael canāt quite place. A shared understanding. An unknowable secret.Ā
When Not-Luke turns to Michael, his eyes are glistening, shining with something unsaid. Michael doesnāt understand. Not-Luke kisses him like heās breathing him in, holding Michael in his palms, like heās trying to tell him something he canāt put into words. Itās just the two of them alone in a bubble, glowing with warmth. Itās a slow kiss. Michael doesnāt want it to end. But before he knows it, Not-Lukeās pulling away. Michael chases him, but heās already out of reach.Ā
Both the men on the bed watch the brunet as he straightens up. He avoids looking at them as he buttons his belt. It strangely feels like heās saying goodbye, like heās leaving, even though he said heād be right back.Ā
āJoin us when youāre back?ā Luke asks, an odd sobriety in his tone.Ā
Not-Luke smiles. He begins taking small steps towards the washroom, deliberately moving slowly, looking over them as though heās painting a mental picture.Ā
āYou guys look good together,ā he tells them. āIāll see you in a few.āĀ
Saying so, he turns on his heel and walks through the doorway, and his footsteps echo until heās out of sight. Then, silence.Ā Ā
Neither of them move, gaze fixed upon the washroom door. Thereās a wait. An anticipation for him to come back, to make a flirty comment, a snide joke.Ā
Nothing.Ā
āHe isnāt coming back,āā Luke says finally.Ā
āIāā Michael feels a weird sense of loss. āI liked him.āĀ
Luke wraps his arm around Michaelās waist, stroking softly. The feeling is comforting. Michael wants to melt into Luke. Stay in bed with him forever, legs entangled with the sheets, bodies sparkling with sweat, basking in the afterglow.Ā
Michael looks away from the door when Luke lays his head on Michaelās chest. Heās sure the blond can hear Michael's racing heartbeat. He exhales through his mouth.Ā
āWhere do we go from here?ā he asks.Ā
Luke is quiet for a moment.Ā
āI donāt know,ā he replies. āI want you, like this and in every other way.Ā I didn't understand for a long time. I stillā¦I still donāt. āĀ
Michael has an arm around Luke. The room is bathed in warmth. Theyāre sticky with the taste of each other.Ā
āWe donātā¦we donāt need to have all the answers right now, do we?ā Michael whispers. He wishes for a moment that he had Not-Luke to rudely guide him through all this. But the thought fades quickly. He wants this for himself. He wants to do it himself.Ā
āWe can talk about it tomorrow?ā Luke asks, and he looks up at Michael. His eyelashes glow golden in the lamplight. Michael is briefly reminded of a dream heād had, once.
He leans down and presses his lips to Lukeās forehead.Ā
āYeah,ā he says. āI promise.ā
They settle into comforting silence. Michaelās breath evens out, Luke sighing contentedly as he draws little patterns into the skin of his hips. Heās drifting off to sleep when Luke speaks again.Ā
āMikey?āĀ
āHm?āĀ
āCan I ride you next time?ā
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