i don't know how to word this right but. obsessed with the idea of badyah's self-discovery journey being long, rocky and messy - something that's exacerbated by what happened in the finale.
obsessed with this silly marshmallow of a girl trying her best to find out how to navigate her feelings, trying out labels to varying success rates while everyone else - from her outsider perspective - has always had the perfect descriptor for themselves that fit instantly and neatly; both humans and demons. obsessed with her trying to reconcile her faith and developing sexuality in a time where she just had her entire idea of what an angel is, about what good and evil are, absolutely shattered in what's definitely a traumatic experience. She's naturally - expectedly - outwardly positive about everything, trying be the rock of the group in a time when barney left and norma is dedicating herself to vengence, but you can tell she feels betrayed and lost and confused and that is just. the.
