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let's continue, shall we?
a good place to begin this one is probably what was happening exactly one year ago. to be more exact, one year and one day ago.
my brother got married and the date is cemented in my mind because he's my brother duh - jk it's because one year later (aka yesterday), i started a new job (one i'd been waiting for that would give me the breakthrough i needed for the rest of my career).
but before i delve off topic to the current, i just want to say, omfg i wrote the shit out of that best man speech. & you know, i actually hate public speaking (though i've gotten way better at it over the past few years), i had many, many individuals in literal tears (myself, almost included lol).
i think a lot about the significance of each passing year.
2022 - i started getting really good at calisthenics
2023 - i actually finished my degree ffs & worked an internship
2024 - i let go of more people than i can count on one hand
2025 - a lot of the vices that used to control me, no longer do & because of that - everything else in my life changed.
there are more details amongst the chaos but like i said in a previous post, there's a mountain of shit lol (if we get into it, we'll get into it).
i started a resolution last year in the beginning of November (cause why the fuck are you even waiting for January?). and i'll be damned because i still have not missed a single day since that point. you want proof? i have a fucking spreadsheet for every single day of the year. you can check my iPhone too cause i just about logged almost everything. i'll save the details for a later post, but the major milestones of this year aside from the daily habits that are manifesting my greatest self?
i passed all my CPA exams first try. i got my Excel expert certification. i landed my career job. & most importantly, the entire-day routine i initially planned last year is now second nature. the amount of shit i get done in one day is not even fathomable to the average. and it's so evident to others despite my lack of volume about it irl. & people who actually get to know me ask, "how do you stay so disciplined?"
time is truly the most valuable commodity in this thing we called life. once spent, you can never get it back ever. it's not about discipline. it's about perspective. if you can change the way you see things, the world is wholly fucking yours.
2025_1021 6:41am tue
2025_1023 6:49am thu (completed)