#msby manager

The two of you had been keeping your relationship a secret for the past eight months. You’d been the MSBY manager for a couple years now, starting around the same time Sakusa was recruited, and at the end of the last season, after a big game, he had finally asked you out. (“Adrenaline and high off of a win,” he had reasoned when you questioned why he chose that moment.)

The only reason it was kept a secret was because some of the team members were rather… excitable.

Namely Atsumu, Bokuto and Hinata.

You loved the team you managed, and you loved their personalities. Really, you did.

Despite that love, you might as well be those three’s babysitter.

Add your boyfriend to the mix and things got even more chaotic. However, you did love to see how he interacted with them. Something about it is what drew you to him in the first place. (Your friends had made it clear that your type was apparently slightly mean tall guys who turn to mush behind closed doors. You hadn’t agreed until you met Sakusa.)

That aside, telling the team would result in chaos. The trio would accuse you of betrayal, they’d stare at you both during any small interactions and it would ultimately disrupt the team’s dynamic.

So you both decided to keep it a secret until the end of the current season so they could digest the news easier and have everything be mostly normal by time the next game season rolled around.

You tried one more time to push him off and he sighed. He gave you three more quick pecks and unwrapped his arms from around your waist.

“Fine, I’ll go,” he said, reaching for his coat.

You were about to help him into it when he suddenly patted his pockets in a panic. “I left my phone in the living room, can I go get it?”

You nodded and he moved back into the main part of the apartment just as your phone started ringing. You rolled your eyes when you realized who it was. You swiped the accept call button and groaned when he popped up on the screen with messy towel dried hair and a hyper look on his face. Oh brother.

“What, Atsumu?” You really didn’t want to pick up at that moment, but you knew that if you ignored it he’d either keep calling non-stop or be all pouty about it at practice tomorrow.

Neither option was favourable.

“Y/n! ‘m bored. Ya gotta keep me company.” 

You frowned. “You couldn’t call Bokuto or Hinata? Or Sakusa?”

“Neither of ‘em picked up when I called. And omi-omi doesn’t pick up unless he already knows why I’d be callin’ so I didn’t bother.”

“Well I’m really sorry, Atsumu, but you caught me at a bad time, I’m busy right now,” you tried to sound sympathetic but it came off as rushed.

He was still your friend and you didn’t like ignoring him, but he really did catch you at the worst time.

Sakusa came back into the front hall looking like he was about to say something but stopped when he saw you were on the phone.

“But Y/nnnnn!” He rolled his eyes and let out an involuntary scoff when he heard Atsumu’s voice.

He clapped a hand over his mouth and looked at you with wide eyes.

You hoped the man on the screen hadn’t heard that but even if he hadn’t, the panicked look on your face and the way your eyes flicked to something behind your phone definitely tipped him off.

A wide smirk took over his face when you looked back at your phone and you started shaking your head.

“Do ya have a boy over, Y/n? Is that what this is?”

“Shut up, no I don’t.” you started but you were cut off.

“OH SHIT YOU DO! SHOW ‘IS FACE, WHO IS HE? WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US? WHO’VE YA BEEN-“

You ended the call.

Sakusa slowly took his hand away from his mouth and looked at you. It was silent for a good three seconds before he said “That’s on me.”

“It’s fine, he doesn’t know who it was.”

“Do you think you can keep him from telling anyone?”

Both of your phones started buzzing at the same time. 

“Too late,” you said in unison.

Suddenly a video call from the group chat came through. “Shit,”

“Okay, Kiyoomi, I think it’s best that you go now, if you join the call from your place it’ll be less suspicious.”

He nodded. “Good idea,” he rushed to get his coat and shoes on and kissed you once before heading out. “I love you and I’m sorry if this goes badly.”

You returned his affection and locked the door before joining the group call. Hinata was there, too.

“Atsumu. I swear to god, you didn’t need to turn this into a whole thing. Hi Hinata.”

The orange haired boy beamed at you and waved. “Hi Y/n! How are you?” 

“Shoyo! Our dear manager has A BOY OVER.”

“Oh, are you dating someone, Y/n?” 

“I’m n-”

“WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE FREAKIN’ OUT OVER THIS?”

You rolled your eyes once again. “Because, Miya, not everyone is as invested in my personal life as you are.”

He gasped at the use of his last name and was about to throw something back at you when Bokuto joined the call on his evening jog. Just great. If Atsumu successfully managed to rile him up, Hinata would surely follow soon after. You needed to do damage control. 

Quickly exiting the screen of the call, you texted your boyfriend.

I need you to knock Atsumu down a peg, please join the call. 

Oh, my pleasure.

As you were texting him, you heard Bokuto and Hinata rambling on about tomorrow’s practice. The setter looked mildly annoyed that no one was paying attention to him anymore. 

“Bokkun!! Listen to me for a minute!! Y/n has a-”

At long last, Sakusa joined the call from what looked like the inside of the grocery store five minutes from his house.

“Omi! What’re you doing here? You never join our video calls unless Y/n makes you- wait where the hell are ya?”

“It was a misclick, don’t get too excited, Miya. And you interrupted my grocery shopping, if you must know.”

“Well don’t leave! You’re gonna wan’ to hear this.”

Sakusa sighed. “I’m sure I won’t.”

You had to bite back a smile at the faux bored look on his face.

“OKAY, Bokkun, Omi-Omi, Y/N HAS A BOY OVER. AND THEY WON’T TELL US WHO.”

Sakusa blinked. “Miya, why do you care so much about our manager’s personal life? Is your own that boring? Are you so unsatisfied that you have to live vicariously through other people’s? Just watch reality TV if that’s the case, I’m sure Y/n would appreciate it as well.”

You let a small laugh out at the sight of your setter looking like he was just slapped across the face.

“LISTEN ‘ERE, SAKUSA-”

Your boyfriend promptly kicked him out of the call, looking rather pleased with himself.

Bokuto on the other hand...

“WOAHH, Y/N WHO IS IT? TELL US! YOU CAN TRUST US!”

Aaaand now Hinata wanted in on the action. “YEAH, YOU CAN TELL US Y/N!”

Atsumu rejoined the call not a second later. “WHY’D YA KICK ME OUT? Y’know what? Fine. I’m adding someone else to the call.”

You gasped when a familiar contact picture popped up on the screen and the connceting dots appeared. 

“Oh for the love of- Your brother, Atsumu, really?? Don’t drag him into this.”

The other (and in your opinion at this particular moment- the better) Miya twin finally picked up. “Uh. Hi? Whaddaya need, 'tusmu?”

“SAMU, Y/n has a boy over.”

“Okay, and?” You’ll give him credit for at least trying to look uninterested.

“They come into your restaurant sometimes don’t they? Have they ever brought a guy with them?”

“Atsumu, please just drop it-” but your pleas fell on deaf ears. 

Osamu shook his head and you almost, almost thought you were in the clear until...

“They only brought Sakusa in one time last month... and Suna did mention that he saw them together when you were all in Tokyo for some matches.”

Both of the Miya twins were dead to you. You silently took back everything you said about Samu being the better one. Years of friendship down the drain. 

You thought he’d have your back on this one but you forgot that, at heart, Osamu is just as much of a little shit as his twin. 

“Osamu!” You shouted, betrayed. 

He shrugged. “Sorry, Y/n.”

Atsumu glared at the screen. “As if it’d be Omi-Omi. We’d definitely know if it was him. Y/n, it wouldn’t have come to this point if ya had just told us who’s with you right now.”

You rolled your eyes. “I’m home alone right now, genius, he’s long gone. And it isn’t any of your business!”

At that moment everything you’d been working so hard to keep a secret crumbled before your eyes. 

Bokuto suddenly had a look of realization wash over his face. 

Shit.

“Wait, if that’s the case, then could it be Omi after all? I ran into him while he was walking in the opposite direction of Y/n’s apartment building when I passed by on my jog ten minutes ago.” He said it totally innocently, as if you having Sakusa over wasn’t as big as Atsumu was making it out to be.

The call went silent for a solid minute before Atsumu started speaking. 

“Bokkun, what did you sa-”

Oops, there goes Atsumu again.

“I sai-”

Oh no, Bokuto too.

You and Sakusa stared at the screen in shock, waiting to see Hinata’s reaction.

Osamu just smirked and waved goodbye before signing off himself. 

Hinata just smiled at the two of you. “Congratulations! I’m really happy for you guys... do you congratulate friends when you find out they’re sleeping together?”

Hinata, your sweet sunshine friend was successful in unfreezing the both of you. “It’s not like that, Hinata-”

“Not normally, no.”

You glared at Sakusa (who was now back in his apartment without a mask) but he just smirked at you. “Kiyoomi.” 

“Alright, I’m sorry.”

“Anyway,” you tried again. “Hinata, we’re dating. We have been for a while.”

“Oh! That definitely calls for celebration then!” 

You smiled slightly before the banished returned to the call. 

“’kay, ya really need to stop doin’ that.” Atsumu said immediately. 

“Why was I kicked out, Y/n? You’re not mad at me are you?”

“No, Bokuto, of course not.” 

“Stop ignorin’ me!”

“Miya, stop being a pest.”

“Guys!! They’re dating! I was right.” 

You froze again. “Hinata... what did you say?”

“...nothing.” 

“Don’t make me kick you out of this call.”

“Fine! I knew you guys were dating. It was kind of obvious.”

“What do you mean obvious, Hinata?” Sakusa asked. 

You shared a glance with him through the screen in confusion. You were both so sure you were hiding it well. Actually... you knew you were hiding it well, considering Atsumu and Bokuto didn’t catch on until now.

“Well, one day a few months ago I may have caught you two making out behind the gym. At that point I thought it was just that kind of relationship and figured it wasn’t my business. But then a few weeks ago, after Sakusa and Atsumu had gotten into an argument at practice, he called Komori-”

“Ah, Shoyo, let’s not-”

“You have my cousin’s number?” Sakusa hissed.

“He does!” 

“Bokkun, seriously, stop-”

“I’m not letting this go, Miya.”

“Hinata, please continue.”

“And Atsumu asked about his relationship status because he wanted blackmail or something. Then Komori said that his lips were sealed, he promised Sakusa he wouldn’t say anything to anyone. I put two and two together, Bokuto thought he was just being a good cousin and let it go, and Atsumu assumed Sakusa was just embarrassed about being single. After that I kinda noticed that you two seemed closer and assumed everyone else on the team knew too. I tried to ask Atsumu about it but he was dead set on not believing you’d date-in his words- ‘an ass like omi-omi’”

You stared at Hinata with wide eyes. “You knew for that long... and managed not to let it slip?”

He shrugged. “It wasn’t hard. I was focused on practice most of the time anyway, so it honestly just slipped my mind.”

Maybe you didn’t give Hinata enough credit. 

“Atsumu, you owe me a meat bun now since I was right!”

Or maybe you were justified with your initial feeling. 

“You bet on us being together?!”

It was going to be a long night. 

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BONUS:

After explaining everything to the trouble trio about why you didn’t tell them, you were left on call with Sakusa.

“Well... that was certainly something.” He said.

“Mmhmm,” You looked at him. “Kiyoomi...”

He offered you a soft grin. “I’m already putting my shoes on. I’ll be there soon. Now you have no excuses for not letting me stay the night.”

You giggled and rested your chin on your palm. “I guess not. It’s a shame, really, you’re getting to be so clingy lately. Ever heard of the term personal space?”

“Oh please,” he scoffed. “says the one who literally will not let go of me unless I physically detach you from my body most days.”

“You guys are disgustingly sweet.”

“What are you still doing here, Atsumu?! I thought you left?”

“I snuck back in.”

“Well leave.”

“Sure. But I’m telling everyone how soft you are for our manager tomorrow morning.”

Sakusa raised an eyebrow. “You really think anyone will believe you without proof?”

The last thing you heard before Sakusa blew you a kiss was Atsumu groaning as he was kicked from the call one last time upon realizing he in fact does not have proof.

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BONUS 2:

You woke up the next morning completely intertwined with Sakusa. 

“My love, wake up. We’re going to be late.”

You groaned and snuggled into his side more, shivering slightly when he traced lines on the skin of your back. He laughed and pried you off of him. 

“Mm no, five more minutes.” 

“Come on, Y/n/n, if we’re late you know we’ll never hear the end of it. We don’t have the luxury of secrecy anymore. Besides,” he poked you in the stomach and leaned in closer to you. “you’re the one who insisted on staying up late last night. I tried to tell you that this would happen, but you were just so needy-”

“Okay, okay, I’m up,” you cut him off, then mumbled under your breath “but I didn’t hear you complaining much.”

You shrieked when two arms wrapped around your waist and you were pulled against his chest. “I’m sorry did you say something, my dear?”

It didn’t matter if you were late or not in the end, because when you entered the gym, you were greeted with a round of applause and some whistles. And your boyfriend was weighed down by the endless teasing about his messed up hair and marks on his chest in the changing room. 

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I'm 110% sure I'm an emotional masochist when it comes to fanfictions

I freaking LOVE angst to fluff

I want someone to rip my heart out, pick it back up, dust it off

Because the ground is gross and I don't want a dusty heart 😬

And then put it back together again, piece by piece

And since I made myself cry for writing mean Bokuto (coming May 10th 👀)

I thought I'd do it again 🙃

This time, with Atsumu

Now 🤚🏻 I know what your thinking

#bullyatsumu2022

And you would be correct ✅️

But Atsumu is also one of my favorite characters in the series

Which is why I bully him so much

It makes no sense right 🥰

Anyways, since I've been obsessed with MSBY lately, I thought "why not?"

So let's break some hearts shall we 🤗

First off, when you found yourself at the doors to the MSBY gym, you were definitely nervous

You had been a volleyball manager in high school and had loved it

This couldn't be much different right?

You were super sweet, calm in chaos and absolutely stunning

"Ok I can do this. YN you can do this"- you, jumping up and down a little and hyping yourself up

"Are you talking to yourself?"- a voice sounds from behind you

You turn to see a giant man with yellow-blonde hair looking down at you

"Ummm-yes?"- you say nervously

"You know, fans aren't allowed in here but you are a cute one"- he said, smiling at you

"Ohh I'm not a fan- wait, I AM a fan but I'm here to interview for the managers job. By the way, my name is YN"- you, bowing

The man just stood there, with hair that desperately needed toning, smiling at you

"ATSUMU- leave that poor girl alone"- a giant dark haired man yelled

"I was literally doing nothing-" Atsumu 😐

"Yeah we know what your NoThInG includes"- another dark haired curly man says

You just stare 👁👄👁

Please they are all Titans

Someone call Levi 🗣⚔️

"You must be YN- I'm so sorry about him. I'm Meian Shugo and this is Sakusa Kiyoomi"- Meian said, bowing

"Oh no! Really it's ok! I was uhh- talking to myself? "- you shaking your hands, now feeling awkward you admitted that out loud

Atsumu is now smirking at you in that kind of cute way

This one 👇🏻

"Well ok then! Follow me YN and we'll get started"- Meian laughing as he escorts you to the office

As you walk, you turn around to see Atsumu is staring at you and STILL SMIRKING

Is he cute? Yes

Does him watching you make you blush? Absolutely ☺️

"Hey Atsumu- let's go before Bokuto and Hinata burn the gym down"- Sakusa, looking back at Atsumu

"Yeah- yeah I'm coming"- Atsumu still smirking as he sticks his hands in his pockets and turns to leave

The absolutely STUNNING YN weighing heavily on his mind

A week after your interview, you were offered the job 🤗

Please you were ecstatic

Side note: I hate you, just know that 🥰

Another side note: I mean that in a very loving way YN

You're first day and you are both excited and nervous 😓

Seriously, you're literally like a logger handling giant trees YN ✋🏻

You walk into the gym and find Meian whose talking to a very Owlish looking man and a red-headed man

"HOLY CRAP- IS THAT OUR NEW MANAGER?"- The owl man says, excitedly as he bounds towards you

You brace yourself for impact just as an arm snatches you're waist and pulls you behind him

Atsumu is standing in front of you- hand on the chest of the bouncy man

"Bokuto, please don't kill YN before she even starts"- Meian, as him and a red-headed man approach

"Hi I'm Hinata! It's so nice to meet you. You are so pretty! Atsumu said you were hot but I definitely didn't believe you were this hot"- Hinata

Please Atsumu is so freaking mad 😡

"Hinata shut your trap or I won't set to you"- Atsumu, glaring at Hinata 😑

"Hey YN you should watch me hit some wicked cut shots! They can get past all the blockers!!"- Bokuto grabbing your hand as you giggle and follow along the giant man

"Bokuto please don't break YN, she's literally half your size"- Sakusa, coming from the locker room

"Yeah Bokuto, we want our manager to last longer than 3 minutes"- another man says coming out with two tall players

"Nice to meet you YN, I'm Inukaki, the libero of the team"

"And I'm Thomas, a middle blocker and this is Barnes, he's a wing spiker"- Thomas says, smiling at you

"It's very nice to meet you YN"- Barnes says, towering over you

"Well I guess I know who to ask for help getting stuff off high shelves"- You, shocked by his height

Everyone laughs as Bokuto continues to pull you towards the courts

"Bokuto honey, how about I finish setting up and then I watch you? You are going to need a sports drink for all those line and cross court shots!"- you, hyping Bokuto up

"Wait 🤚🏻 you know about my line shots??:- Bokuto, shocked 😲

"Of course I do! Everyone knows about Kotaro Bokuto, the famous ace from Fukurodani!"- you, eyes shining

"HEY HEY HEY- THATS ME!!"- Bokuto, now squeezing the life from you

Atsumu watches in pure jealousy 😒

Everyone else just looks at you 👁👄👁

"Let me help you YN so you can watch me do liners!"- Bokuto grabbing the crate as you laugh following him

You walk past Atsumu and see your chance

You stop next to him, go up on your tip toes and whisper in his ears

"His information is on the website and I know all about you Mr. All Japan setter"- you, smiling as Atsumu looks down at you

You wink 😉 as you walk away, Bokuto leading the way with his bubbly personality

Atsumu just gapes at you as you walk away

Please, he totally does that fist biting thing 😫

Ugh it's so hot

From that day forward, it's safe to say Mr. All Japan had a big crush on you

You proved yourself a very capable manager from day one, your ability to handle Bokuto, Hinata and Atsumu was a feat all it's own 👏🏻

"Atsumu that was an amazing set! Nice kill Hinata!"- you screaming as your boys score another amazing point

"You know YN, I think the guys really work harder with you cheering them on"- Barnes, towering over you as you cheer the boys on

"I'm glad! They really are amazing! Even Bokuto when he gets in his crazy emo modes"- you smiling and laughing

"Emo-mode is down significantly with you around YN"- Thomas, standing on the other side of you

Atsumu watches you as you smile and talk with his teammates

He can't help but think about you constantly

It's been 2 months since you started and everyday seems better than the last

Having feelings is new for Atsumu

Sure he's had lots of hookups and a few short lived relationships, but never a person he felt so strongly for

In a way, it kind of freaked him out

"You know you stare at YN like she might turn into a pumpkin at any second"- Sakusa, walking past Atsumu to get a drink

"Ohhh does someone have a crush??- Inunaki, probing

"Heck I wouldn't blame him, YN's hot"- Hinata

Atsumu glares at him and it's not missed by Sakusa

The teams resident Nosey Nancy 💅🏼

"Yeah you've got it bad-" Sakusa walking away

That night, you are cleaning up the gym while the guys change

At night, a local team comes to practice in a secondary gym located in the same building

You are just putting away the mop, when you step into the gym and see two men looking around

"Hello, can I help you?"- you, being polite

"Well hello there doll"- one of the men says

They are both tall, but not Barnes or Thomas tall, but still they tower over you

"Can I help you find the other gym? This is MSBY's official gym and it's not for public use"- you, still being a professional queen

"Oh we know babe, we just wanted to come see the absolute stunner that is MSBY's manager"- the other one says as they both look down at you and smirk

"Well here I am. Now if you will please leave, I need to lock up"- you, now getting a little angry

As 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 should 👏🏻

"Oh come on doll. Hey what would you say to helping us out? We could definitely use a gorgeous girl like yourself to stare at and give us inspiration"- one of the guys says

First off, gag 🤢

Second off, Miss Manager doesn't work for free 💅🏼

Just as you are about to ask the men to leave again, one of then puts his hand up to push your hair behind your ears

You slap at his hand ✋🏻

"Hey don't touch me!"- you backing away

The men advance on you as you back up towards the locker room doors

If you can just get to the doors, you can get the teams help

"Hey hey pretty girl- shhh, we won't hurt you"- one of them says, grabbing your upper arm

"HEY FUCKERS"- Atsumu shouts as he barrels towards the men

The man holding you pushed you off, causing you to fall as Atsumu runs up and punches the man in the face

You scream as the team rushes from the locker room

"What the fuck happened?"- Meian shouts as he sees you on the floor, now crying and Atsumu standing over a now blooded man

"Fuck- YN!"- Barnes yells as him and Sakusa run to you

"He fucking attacked us-" the other man shouts as Barnes helps you to your feet

"No he didnt!! You guys came in the gym and I asked you to leave! Then you grabbed me! Atsumu saved me!"- you, now standing as Barnes holds you

"You two realize that everything that happens in this gym is recorded right?"- Meian now approaching the men as Thomas pulls Atsumu back

Meian looks to Inunaki who nodds and runs to check the tapes

The men's faces pale as Meian stands over them, arms crossed

Atsumu turns to see you staring at him, eyes wide and red from crying

He goes to you as you leave Barnes for refuge in Atsumu's arms

"Shh its ok baby- its ok"- Atsumu says consoling you, whispering into your hair as he hold you

"Hey captain, YN was right! These two idiots came at her"- Inunaki, standing next to Meian who is now pissed

Meian and Thomas grab the men, pulling them towards the doors to the other gym

You take off, shooting out of Atsumu's arms as you follow behind

Atsumu, Sakusa, Barnes and Inunaki follow as Meian and Thomas drag the men in front of their team

"These two fuckers are permanently banned for anything and all things related to MSBY"- Meian says, shoving the men to the floor

"I'd advise you all find a new place to practice from here on out"- Thomas adds as MSBY turns to leave

Back in the gym, Hinata and Bokuto appear from the locker room looking at the blood on the floor

"We saw the tapes- YN are you ok?"- Hinata, approaching you

"Yeah YN, we are so sorry that happened"- Bokuto

"Atsumu handled it"- you say, looking at the man whose now standing right next to you, a secured arm around your waist

"Damn straight he did! Dude I'm saving that tape forever! The look on their faces when you plowed out that door! Priceless 👌🏻"- Inunaki, hyped up

But Atsumu fails to notice because he's too busy staring at you 😍

"Are you two gonna kiss or something?"- Hinata, breaking the awkward silence

"Eww please not in front of the team"- Sakusa, walking to get a bucket and mop

"I'll help Sakusa"- you say as Meian stops you

"Let Atsumu take you home YN. We have it handled"- Meian looking at Atsumu and nodding

Atsumu grabs your bag as you both head towards the door and to his car

"Wow, I would have never pegged you for a Nissan man"- you, as Atsumu opens the door for you

"It's a fast car baby and I love going fast"- he says, smirking at you 😏

Pls say less sir 🥵

Atsumu pulls up to your apartment and walks you up

"Well this is me"- you say, super awkwardly

Hey I never said you won any social awards YN ok 😅

You turn to see Atsumu standing close you and studying your face

"God you are so gorgeous and I just want to kiss you right now"- Atsumu

PLEASE GOD YN PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🏻

"Then do it"- you say shyly but smug 😏

You know what your doing 💅🏼

Atsumu leans down, taking your mouth and OH SWEET MOTHER- 😫

The kiss to end all kisses 💋

Seriously MSBY Atsumu is an amazing kisser and you'll never be able to convince me otherwise

When he breaks the kiss, he rests his forehead against yours

"Perfect just like you"- Atsumu

God the man is good at laying it on THICCC- with 3cs

But he totally means it

"Dinner with me tomorrow night"- Atsumu, not even giving you an option

If I could have an ounce of this man's confidence ISTG-

You nodd as Atsumu kisses you lightly again, hand trailing down your arm as he whispers in your ear

"Go inside baby"- Atsumu

Freaking GOD when a man whispers in my eat I'm a literal puddle I CANT 😫

Atsumu watches you enter your apartment, as he waits for you

"Lock the door Yn and sleep well"- Atsumu, winking 😉 as he leaves your building

It's safe to say YN.exe has stopped functioning

After that night, Atsumu had you hook, line and sinker

You started spending more and more time together

Atsumu would pick you up every morning for practice

Unfortunately, that often meant getting yo at 5am

Because we ALL know this man would be at the gym bright and early

"YN- get your cute ass out of bed!"'- Atsumu, coming into your bedroom and pulling your covers off

You curl up and moan as you try and reach for the covers

"SUMU- IM TIRED"- you whine as Atsumu picks you up and takes you to the bathroom

"Here baby, I grabbed you a coffee"- Atsumu, handing a literal Gremlin her coffee

"It makes it really hard to hate you"- you

"🙃 you know you love me"- Atsumu says as he leaves to go into your kitchen

It wasn't the first time Atsumu had said this

The first time you thought nothing of it

Now the 10th time 👀

You began to wonder if perhaps he was feeling something more for you

Your routine continued over the next few months

When regular season games picked up, you noticed how the guys would become more tense

The match with the Scweiden Adlers was approaching and you could practically cut the tension with a knife 😬

You were tossing balls to Atsumu as Bokuto, Hinata and Sakusa went up to spike

You were tired, it had been a long day of meetings followed by training

You sent a ball that was a little too high, causing Atsumu to have to adjust and accidently hit the net

"Oh Im sor-" you started to speak, unfortunately for you, Atsumu beat you to it

"What the fuck was that YN? Can you try to get the ball closer to me please?"- Atsumu said, snipping at you

You were taken aback by his harsh tone

"I- I'm sorry Tsumu"- you, putting your head down

"Thank you. Now toss another one"- Atsumu said as you grabbed another ball and threw it up

Sakusa and Hinata watched your face fall when Atsumu scolded you

At the end of practice in the locker room, Sakusa spoke up

"You were kind of a dick to your girlfriend dude"- Sakusa to Atsumu who just looks at him

"Huh?"- Atsumu, clueless idiot 🙄

"It's not like she meant to toss the ball towards the net Tsumu. It happens, even in games. It's not like she did it on purpose"- Bokuto now interjecting

"I wasnt that harsh on her. Besides, it's good for her to learn. It is her job after all"- Atsumu, grabbing his bag and leaving the locker room

Sakusa, Hinata and Bokuto stare after him as he leaves

Atsumu catches up with you as you are walking to his car

"I'm just going to drop you off at your place tonight YN. I've got some footage of Tobio to review from last season and I'll probably be up late"- Atsumu

"Oh- umm I thought maybe I could cook for you tonight?"- you, hopefully

"Nah I'm good YN- Samu dropped some food off yesterday and I really want to get to those tapes"- Atsumu

You nod as you get in his car and head home

After that everything was fine and dandy 🥰

Just kidding 😂 we haven't had enough pain yet obviously

2 days before the match against the Adlers, a press conference was being held at the gym

Tons of reporters and cameras flocked the gym as the boys did interviews and photo shoots

You were talking with Meian and helping coordinate when you overheard Atsumu talking with a reporter

"So Atsumu, tell us about your personal life? What is the amazing MSBY setter up to off the court?"- the female reporter asks

You perk up, thinking about Atsumu telling the world about you makes your heart soar

Unfortunately your heart is then shot down and stomped all over

"Haha well- nothing too serious. Volleyball is my life and my passion. I live and breath this sport and my team"- Atsumu, smiling at the camera

Meian catches you watching Atsumu

Meaning he also catches you being utterly crushed by Atsumu's response

"Hey YN-" "I've got to go check on Bokuto. You know, make sure that big lug hasn't broken any cameras"- you smile, it's a completely fake smile and Meian knows it

He watches you walk, his mind working

2 days later, the match against the Adlers takes place

The crowd is excited and everyone is pumped

You and Atsumu had not seen much of each other the past few days, making your mood a little less enthusiastic

You tried hard to put a brave smiling face on for your team

As the match progressed, it was neck and neck the whole time

For every point MSBY scored, the Adler's added a point

Until Ushijima's final kill put the nail in the coffin ⚰️

MSBY had lost

The guys were down when they left the gym, Atsumu's face passive but his mood sour

After the match, you wait for Atsumu to appear

When he finally emerged, he walked past you

You ran to keep up with him, your legs working overtime

"It's was a good game Atsumu. You all played so well-" you, trying to help

"Yeah"- Atsumu

"Hey why don't you come over and I'll make your favorite?"- you, still running

"Nah I'm not in the mood YN. I'm just going to go home"- Atsumu, grumbling

"Atsumu, I don't think it's a good idea for you to be alone-" you, making complete sense

Atsumu stopped, looking over his shoulder at you

"And why would that be YN?"- Atsumu

"Well because I- I love you Atsumu and I care alot about you"- you, now with a soft smile on your face

Atsumu just blinks at you

Ok not the response we were going for-

"You are in love with me?"- Atsumu, half questioning and half repeating

"Yes- I really am"- you, still holding that smile

"And why did you think now of all times was a good time to bring your stupid infatuation with me up?"- Atsumu, his voice steady but still sharp

"Infatuation? What- Atsumu we are dating.."- You

"You know what YN, it's pretty sad and pathetic how much you lean on me for support. The fact that you need me to drag your ass out of bed every single day. The fact that you can't toss up a ball worth a shit. You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?"- Atsumu, now shouting

"Atsumu you don't mean that-" you, eyes now filling with tears as you try to remain calm

"I wish I wouldn't have saved you that day in the gym"- Atsumu muttered under his breath

"W-what?"- you, now completely shattered

Now Sakusa, Meian and Barnes have gathered behind you

"You fucking heard me YN- I wish I never would have helped you that day!"- Atsumu, now in your face as you cower back

Tears streaming down your face as your heart breaks into a million unmendable pieces

"I hate you Miya Atsumu"- you say below your breath as you ram into his shoulder, quickly running out of the building

Atsumu stands there, his anger radiating

Meian and Sakusa run past looking for you as Barnes stays behind

"Atsumu, man- what the hell?"- Barnes

"I'm going home" Atsumu says, turning and heading to his car

Meanwhile, the cold air bites at your skin as you walk home

Your tears stain your face as they continue in a non-stop stream down your face

You can't believe Atsumu would say those things to you

That he could even think anything like that

Your phone vibrates as you see messages and calls pop up from Meian and Sakusa

You put your phone on silent as you continue your walk home

"I couldn't find her"- Meian says running back into the gym

"She must have walked home"- Barnes

"She lives at least 5 miles from here! She'll freeze"- Sakusa

"Does anyone know the route she takes home?"- Barnes

"I think Atsumu takes her on the main road"- Hinata

"Ok let's go. Sakusa, you and Bokuto take the side streets"- Meian

"I'll wait here incase she comes back"- Barnes

"I'm going to her apartment"- Inunaki says as Thomas nodds

"What the fuck got into Atsumu?"- Meian

"Hes been pushing her away for a few weeks. He's been really hard on her. I just didn't expect it to end like this"- Sakusa

Meanwhile, Atsumu arrives at his apartment

He walks in, seeing the vase of flowers you had bought from the farmers market on his table

Filled with anger, he picked up the vase and threw it at the wall

"FUCK!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!"- atsumu screamed as he punched the wall, knocking a picture of you both down

The picture shattered as it hit the floor

Atsumu left, walking into his room and slamming the door

"Just one night miss?"- the lady at the front desk of the hotel asked

You nod as you take your key and head to your hotel room

You couldn't make it back to your apartment

The air was cold and your body was so tired from crying

You settle in, removing your clothes as you enter the shower

The water pelts your face and head as the memories of Tsumu come flooding back

The tears start as you sink to the floor of the shower, crying uncontrollably

Interjection time 🤗

This is super serious guys, I'm like super hella crying 😭

I wanted pain, gave myself pain and now I want it taken away 💔

Ok ok back at it 😅

You emerge from the bathroom to see over 50 missed calls from Sakusa, Meian and the guys

You decide its best to let them know your safe

You create a group chat and message

"I'm safe"

Turning your phone off, you roll over to try and sleep

The nights events replaying on your mind

"You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?" The words ring in your ears as your chest tightens

The tears you once had, no longer falling

The next day, Atsumu pulls up to the gym

He's exhausted and in a horrible mood

Good you asshole 🖕🏻

He thought about what he said to you all night long

The words replaying in his mind

He thought about you and how much he regretted every single thing he said

The truth was, he failed

He failed at being a setter, failed against the Adlers and in his mind, failed you

As he walked into the gym, his body tensed as he saw the team all huddled together

He looked around, noting you were absent

"Atsumu- I see you didn't get my text"- Meian, crossing his arms

"Text? No my phones been off all night. Why?"- Atsumu now looking confused

"No practice for you today"- Meian says, turning and walking away

The guys all follow suit, Bokuto shaking his head

"What? Wait- why? Where is YN?"- Atsumu, starting to get concerned

"She's not here. We don't know where she is only that she's safe"- Barnes says, jerking his head towards Atsumu

"What do you mean you don't know where she is? Didn't anyone take her home last night?"- Atsumu, being a dumbass

"You must be the stupidest fucking person on this earth Atsumu. Yn ran out when you absolutely shattered her heart and we couldn't find her"- Sakusa

Thank you Sakusa for your service 👏🏻

"She-she didn't come back?"- Atsumu, his bag now dropping to the floor

His head was pounding, thoughts of you alone in the city making his eyes burn

"Atsumu, we understand you were upset but man, what you said to YN. That was unforgivable"- Meian, looking at Atsumu who has tears filling his eyes

"Go home. Rest. Come back tomorrow"- Thomas says as the men turn

Atsumu doesn't even fight it

Honestly the first warning bell right there 👏🏻

In his car, he pulls out his phone and calls you

"Hi this is YN, Manager of the MSBY Black Jackels! I'm sorry I can't answer your call right now but leave your name and number and I'll get back to you! Have a lovely day! "- *beep*

The mere sound of your voice set Atsumu off, he slammed his hand on his steering wheel, screaming and cursing as tears flowed down his already damp cheeks

You woke up, your body cold and head pounding as you made your way out of your hotel room

You found a nearby taxi, making your way to your apartment as the numbness of your mind settled in

It's like when you finally come to terms with something and it just hits you again once 😭

You open your apartment door, entered and locked it

Not even bothering with your clothes, you fell into bed, covering your body up in an attempt to feel warm

Everything was so cold and dark

No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't get past the feeling

The next day you walked into the guy as the guys stared at you

Literally these goons are like 👁👄👁

Like how fantastic 😃

"YN, hey hey hey"- Bokuto says approaching you slowly

You smile a little at him, your mind and brain still numb

"Hey bo"- you say, walking past him to the office to grab your papers

Atsumu watched from afar, afraid to approach you

You didn't spare him a single glance as you made your way about your duties

Atsumu doesn't approach you just yet

He'll he's glad you showed up at all

He watches you from a distance as you interact with the team

At the end of practice, he quickly changes and waits to see you leave

You say goodnight as you walk out the gym doors, headed down the street towards your apartment

You're walking home? Shit!

Please Atsumu doesn't want anything to happen to you and the mans has had more than enough time to think

He watches you walk as he gets in his car and follows a ways behind

Creepy? Yes

Reassuring? Also yes

You know what he's doing and you can't help but feel a little bit of satisfaction knowing he's hurting

You wake up drained

You body hurts, your head is pounding and your exhausted

Admittedly, you haven't been taking care of yourself

You routine has consisted of work, home, shower, bed

It's been over a week and your manager uniform is loosening

"Shit-" you mutter as you opt for leggings and a MSBY t-shit

When you enter the gym, you greet everyone with a wave

Despite your exhausted state, you have a job to do

Again, Atsumu watches you from the sidelines as you head to the office

Meian comes in, closing the door behind him

"Hey, what's up?"- you

"YN you're miserable go home"- Meian

"And it's nice to see you as well"- you say, your hands now at your hips

"Hello YN, now go home"- Meian

"No, the Adlers are stopping by today and I need to be here"- you, sorting papers

"You need to rest"- Meian

"I'll rest when I'm dead"- you

Honestly mood 💅🏼

Just as Meian is about to say something, Thomas announces that the Alder's have arrived

You pick up your clipboard and make your way out to the floor

You stand next to Barnes as Meian and the Adlers captain, Hirugami speak

You notice Kageyama looking at you from the side of his eye

When you go to look back, he looks back at the captains... face awkward 😐

You can't help but smile at Kageyama's weird behavior

But you know who isn't smiling 🙃 yep

Atsumu is staring daggers at Kageyama

And of course, Sakusa notices and oh boy is he excited 🤪

"YN will help you guys get set up"- Meian says, gesturing to you as you nod and turn

"No!"- Atsumu shouts as he blocks the Adlers from your view

"Atsumu what-" you, turning to look at him

"Atsumu knock it off!"- Meian, growling

Freaking GROWLING 🤤

Please I'm such a Meian simp I can't ✋🏻

"Sorry-" Atsumu says, moving away as you look at him and turn to walk with the Adlers

"Well that was awkward"- Inunaki, breaking the silence

"Alright enough- let's get to it"- Meian, shouting

During the whole game, Atsumu struggled to focus

His eyes searched for yours as you wrote notes and talked with the teams

On your way back from the water fountain, you entered the gym to hear the sounds of volleyballs smacking the floor

"YN WATCH OUT"- Barnes shouted as a ball came at you

You quickly ducked as you braced of impact

Only it never came 🤨

You peer up to see Kageyama standing over you and offering you a hand

"Hey are you ok?"- he says, lifting you up

"Yeah thanks to you"- you smiling up at him

Atsumu watches as his body heats and his fists clench in rage

Without knowledge, he steps forward in your direction, only to be stopped by Bokuto

"Tsumu no"- Bokuto, the voice of reason

Never thought I'd say that 🤣

You turn to see Bokuto hold Atsumu back as you quickly smile at Kageyama and return to your duties

By the end of the day, you're exhausted

All you want to do is sleep

And to make matters worse, it's freaking raining 🌧

Like for real right now😐

You sigh as you pull your hood up and reach for the door

"Let me take you home Yn"- Atsumu says from besides you

"I'm good but thanks"- you staring out the glass door

"YN I know you know I follow you home every night. Just let me take you home"- Atsumu, practically holding his breath

You gulp and look out the windows, trying hard not to cry but a tear sneaks past

"Come on YN, please?"- Atsumu

You nod as Atsumu opens the door and you walk in silence to his car

Your body hurts as you move slowly, getting in the car and shivering

"Are you cold?"- Atsumu, concerned

"Yeah a little-" you say, quietly

Atsumu cranks the heat as he pulls off to your apartment

He can tell from your frame you've lost weight

The fact that you wore leggings and a t-shirt instead of your managers jogging suit concerned him

Your eyes were sunken in and your lips looked dry

Your normally perfect, beautiful hair was limp

Atsumu pulled up to you apartment

"Thanks"- you said, a small smile grazing your lips as you open the door

"YN wait- please can we talk?"- Atsumu

You gulp, trying hard to steady your breathing as the words come out

"I don't have anything to say Atsumu"- you, fiddling with your fingers

"Then will you listen while I talk?"- Atsumu

You sigh softly, nodding a small yes as Atsumu starts

"YN you can't imagine how sorry I am for what I said. I took out my anger the last few weeks on you and I'm so incredibly sorry. You've been nothing but supportive and I completely took you for granted. When you confessed to me, it just, it just didn't feel real. How could you love a loser like me? Someone who can't even win a game for their own team. I just- I just didn't think YN. But please believe me when I say I love you. And I think I've loved you from the first moment I saw you talking to yourself outside the gym doors. Please YN, please believe me"- Atsumu, tears now filling his eyes as he looks at you

Your vision blurs as your eyes lock on his

"Thank you Atsumu"- you say, opening the door as you exit his car and walk to your apartments entrance

Atsumu watches you go as the tears flow, his heart breaking like he broke yours

The next day, you awake with a headache again

Atsumu's words fill your brain as you make your way to work

The gym is busy as you enter, waving to your boys

Atsumu watches you as you go about your tasks

Only something feels off about today

He notices your rubbing your temples and decides to approach you

Unlucky for you, your headache has mounted as your vision starts to blur

"Hey YN- YN are you ok?"- Atsumu approaching you

Your eyes glaze over as you step forward, body failing as you fall

"Fuck!"- Atsumu shouts, catching you as your body completely fails

"Jesus christ YN!"- Meian says running to you

"I'm going to call an ambulance"- Sakusa shouts as Atsumu lays you down

"Fuck YN- baby can you hear me? Yn!"- Atsumu, shouting

Only, you are too far out of it to notice

Seriously why do I do this to myself 🥲

The ambulance arrives and secures you to the stretcher as Atsumu runs behind

"I'm riding with her!"- Atsumu

"We'll meet you there!"- Hinata yells as the men all rush to the locker rooms

In the ambulance, they hook up and IV to you as you begin to come around

Atsumu watches as your eyes open and look around

"Where- where am I? Tsumu?"- you, your eyes watering, panic setting in

"You collapsed at practice YN. An ambulance is taking you to the hospital baby. Just stay calm ok"- Atsumu says as he grabs your hand

You squeeze it back, making his heart flutter

At the hospital, the doctors wheel you into a room to begin an evaluation

"Sir will you please wait outside?"- a nurse

"What? No- I'm not leaving my girlfriend"- Atsumu

"Tsumu, I'm scared"- you whimpering as the doctors check you over

Atsumu runs to your side, kissing your forehead as he pushes your hair back

"Shhh baby it's ok alright? I'm not leaving you"- Atsumu

After a few hours, you manage to fall asleep with the help of meds as Atsumu walks out to find the entire MSBY team filling the waiting area

"Hey Tsumu- is YN ok?"- Barnes says as Meian heads towards him

"Severe dehydration and pneumonia"- Atsumu says, sitting down defeated

"Well shit-" Thomas says

"She's in the best place man. We should be lucky it happened at the gym when we were with her. She could of fell and hit her head"- Sakusa interjects

"It shouldn't have happened at all- and now I have to live with that"- Atsumu says, head down and arms rested on his thighs

"Tsumu"-

"I've fucked up so bad and I could have lost her! She could have died if that would have happened anywhere but the gym! And I'm the reason for it!"- Atsumu, his emotions now overwhelming him

"Atsumu stop"- Hinata

"The women I love, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and I causes this. I'm such a FUCKING PRICK!"- Atsumu, now shouting and standing up

Please Atsumu we are in a hospital 🤚🏻 chill my dude

"Well it's nice to hear you finally admit it"- Meian says, crossing his arms over his chest

Please Atsumu is just like 👁👄👁 huh-

"You were the BIGGEST prick to YN and you finally admitted it. Good for you. But now, what are you going to do about it?"- Meian, smirking

"That girl in there loves you"- Thomas

"-even thought you're a fucking dick"- Inunaki

"And a selfish asshole"- Bokuto

"And a royal doo doo head"- Hinata

Please everyone looks at Hinata and he just shrugs 🤷‍♂️ 😭

"Now what are you going to do about it?"- Sakusa says

👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻

Atsumu wandered back into your room to see you awake and sitting up

"If it isn't me being a burden again"- you chuckle lightly

Pls YN my heart is already broken 💔 😭

"YN you were never a burden to me. You are the only one who can stand me half the time!"- Atsumu

"I'd say it's more like 80% of the time but proceed"- you

Please not YN taking stabs at Atsumu in her hospital bed 🤣

Atsumu laughed and nodded

"You know YN, I don't think I've ever been more scared than I was just a few hours ago. The thought of losing the woman I loved and it being my fault.. it broke me more than anything I've ever done in my entire life"- Atsumu, now sitting on your bed, soap opera style 💅🏼

Your eyes widen 😳

"You really love me Atsumu?"- you, tears now welling up in your eyes

"Yeah, I've loved you for a long time. And I know I was a total ass and I don't deserve you but I'd give anything to have the chance to keep loving you"- Atsumu

"I don't know Atsumu. I'll have to think about it"- you, trying not to laugh

Please he deserves to be tortured

The truth is you started to forgive him the night he took you home

"W-what??"- Atsumu, kind of shocked

Please he did not expect it to go this way

"Can you give me some time?"- you still trying not to break face

We make men suffer YN 😏

"Oh ok- I'll just leave then"- Atsumu, so deflated he looks worse than Bokuto in one of this emo moods

Please YN end his misery 😫

"Atsumu wait"- you, still trying hard not to laugh at how dejected this man looks

"I just wanted to let you know that I love you"- you, now smiling

Atsumu, so confused 👉🏻😃 whet-

"Get over here you big dumb idiot"- you, opening your arms

Please Atsumu is not so relieved, mand will RUN 🏃‍♂️ to your arms

"God YN!! Thank you! Thank you so much!"- Atsumu now crying on your shoulder

He stands up a little, kissing you lightly as he rests his forehead against yours

"*ahem* a voice says from behind them

"Miss LN, you'll need to stay overnight tonight for observation. I'm sorry sir but visiting hours are over"- the nurse says

"-but I didn't even get to see the team"- you, your eyes not filling with teams

"Ma'am please- its been a long day. Can she please see our friends?"- Atsumu, willing to do anything to make you stop crying

"Oh alright. You have 30 minutes. I'll grab them"- the nurse

Soon the team floods your room

And you soon realize you need a bigger room 🤣

"You two ok?"- Meian says, giving you a hug as he looks between you and Atsumu

"We're getting there"- Atsumu says smiling at you

"Hey hey hey YN!!"- Bokuto squeezing you

"Bo please your breaking my back"- you, patting his shoulder

Please Sakusa is double masking in the corner

"Hello YN"- he says waving at you

"YN maybe don't this again YN. As fun as it was to have a day off, I'd rather NOT be stuck in a hospital"- Inunaki

"I'll try"- you say, giggling

Soon visiting hours are over and Atsumu is refusing to leave

Please he turns literal child

"I'm not going!"- Atsumu crossing his arms and huffing

"And what good will it do you to stay? Yn needs rest"- Barnes

"Sumu I'll be ok"- you, sad Atsumu has to leave

"Atsumu, you can come back at 7am tomorrow. You both need a good rest"- Thomas

"I'm sorry gentlemen but it's time to leave"- the nurse

Your eyes tear up a little as you wait patiently for your team to leave

Atsumu steps close to you

"I said I'm not leaving"- Atsumu, squeezing your hand

The nurse looks at you, smiling at Atsumu and sighs

"Fine but the rest of you need to please leave. Visiting resumes tomorrow at 7am"- the nurse, now walking out

"You guys need anything before we go"- Meian

"Nah we're good but I-" Atsumu

"We know dude. Don't worry about it. Just take care of YN"- Barnes, knowing Atsumu wouldn't be in for training the next day

As the boys leave, you scoot over allowing Atsumu to lay next to you

He lays down, putting his arm behind you and holding you close

"You know, this isn't how I imagined our reunion to be"- Atsumu

"Yeah, I didn't expect to forgive you"- You, snickering

"Ouch- ok I deserve that"- Atsumu

"You do but I really do love you Sumu"- You

"And I love you YN"- Atsumu