๐ค๐บ Being MSBY's Manager ๐บ๐ค
Relationship problems with Atsumu
MSBY featuring Time!Skip Miya Atsumu x Female Manager
Warnings: angst to fluff, Swearing, poor self-care, unwanted advances/touching , blood mentions, ITS SO LONG ๐ญ
A/N: absolutely no one requested this ๐ wrong, I requested this ๐๐ because I like to feel pain ๐ฅฒ this is for Atsupremacy and all my angsty bbys ๐ also I kind of want make this a series ๐ maybe Sakusa next??
I'm 110% sure I'm an emotional masochist when it comes to fanfictions
I freaking LOVE angst to fluff
I want someone to rip my heart out, pick it back up, dust it off
Because the ground is gross and I don't want a dusty heart ๐ฌ
And then put it back together again, piece by piece
And since I made myself cry for writing mean Bokuto (coming May 10th ๐)
I thought I'd do it again ๐
This time, with Atsumu
Now ๐ค๐ป I know what your thinking
#bullyatsumu2022
And you would be correct โ ๏ธ
But Atsumu is also one of my favorite characters in the series
Which is why I bully him so much
It makes no sense right ๐ฅฐ
Anyways, since I've been obsessed with MSBY lately, I thought "why not?"
So let's break some hearts shall we ๐ค
First off, when you found yourself at the doors to the MSBY gym, you were definitely nervous
You had been a volleyball manager in high school and had loved it
This couldn't be much different right?
You were super sweet, calm in chaos and absolutely stunning
"Ok I can do this. YN you can do this"- you, jumping up and down a little and hyping yourself up
"Are you talking to yourself?"- a voice sounds from behind you
You turn to see a giant man with yellow-blonde hair looking down at you
"Ummm-yes?"- you say nervously
"You know, fans aren't allowed in here but you are a cute one"- he said, smiling at you
"Ohh I'm not a fan- wait, I AM a fan but I'm here to interview for the managers job. By the way, my name is YN"- you, bowing
The man just stood there, with hair that desperately needed toning, smiling at you
"ATSUMU- leave that poor girl alone"- a giant dark haired man yelled
"I was literally doing nothing-" Atsumu ๐
"Yeah we know what your NoThInG includes"- another dark haired curly man says
You just stare ๐๐๐
Please they are all Titans
Someone call Levi ๐ฃโ๏ธ
"You must be YN- I'm so sorry about him. I'm Meian Shugo and this is Sakusa Kiyoomi"- Meian said, bowing
"Oh no! Really it's ok! I was uhh- talking to myself? "- you shaking your hands, now feeling awkward you admitted that out loud
Atsumu is now smirking at you in that kind of cute way
This one ๐๐ป
"Well ok then! Follow me YN and we'll get started"- Meian laughing as he escorts you to the office
As you walk, you turn around to see Atsumu is staring at you and STILL SMIRKING
Is he cute? Yes
Does him watching you make you blush? Absolutely โบ๏ธ
"Hey Atsumu- let's go before Bokuto and Hinata burn the gym down"- Sakusa, looking back at Atsumu
"Yeah- yeah I'm coming"- Atsumu still smirking as he sticks his hands in his pockets and turns to leave
The absolutely STUNNING YN weighing heavily on his mind
A week after your interview, you were offered the job ๐ค
Please you were ecstatic
Side note: I hate you, just know that ๐ฅฐ
Another side note: I mean that in a very loving way YN
You're first day and you are both excited and nervous ๐
Seriously, you're literally like a logger handling giant trees YN โ๐ป
You walk into the gym and find Meian whose talking to a very Owlish looking man and a red-headed man
"HOLY CRAP- IS THAT OUR NEW MANAGER?"- The owl man says, excitedly as he bounds towards you
You brace yourself for impact just as an arm snatches you're waist and pulls you behind him
Atsumu is standing in front of you- hand on the chest of the bouncy man
"Bokuto, please don't kill YN before she even starts"- Meian, as him and a red-headed man approach
"Hi I'm Hinata! It's so nice to meet you. You are so pretty! Atsumu said you were hot but I definitely didn't believe you were this hot"- Hinata
Please Atsumu is so freaking mad ๐ก
"Hinata shut your trap or I won't set to you"- Atsumu, glaring at Hinata ๐
"Hey YN you should watch me hit some wicked cut shots! They can get past all the blockers!!"- Bokuto grabbing your hand as you giggle and follow along the giant man
"Bokuto please don't break YN, she's literally half your size"- Sakusa, coming from the locker room
"Yeah Bokuto, we want our manager to last longer than 3 minutes"- another man says coming out with two tall players
"Nice to meet you YN, I'm Inukaki, the libero of the team"
"And I'm Thomas, a middle blocker and this is Barnes, he's a wing spiker"- Thomas says, smiling at you
"It's very nice to meet you YN"- Barnes says, towering over you
"Well I guess I know who to ask for help getting stuff off high shelves"- You, shocked by his height
Everyone laughs as Bokuto continues to pull you towards the courts
"Bokuto honey, how about I finish setting up and then I watch you? You are going to need a sports drink for all those line and cross court shots!"- you, hyping Bokuto up
"Wait ๐ค๐ป you know about my line shots??:- Bokuto, shocked ๐ฒ
"Of course I do! Everyone knows about Kotaro Bokuto, the famous ace from Fukurodani!"- you, eyes shining
"HEY HEY HEY- THATS ME!!"- Bokuto, now squeezing the life from you
Atsumu watches in pure jealousy ๐
Everyone else just looks at you ๐๐๐
"Let me help you YN so you can watch me do liners!"- Bokuto grabbing the crate as you laugh following him
You walk past Atsumu and see your chance
You stop next to him, go up on your tip toes and whisper in his ears
"His information is on the website and I know all about you Mr. All Japan setter"- you, smiling as Atsumu looks down at you
You wink ๐ as you walk away, Bokuto leading the way with his bubbly personality
Atsumu just gapes at you as you walk away
Please, he totally does that fist biting thing ๐ซ
Ugh it's so hot
From that day forward, it's safe to say Mr. All Japan had a big crush on you
You proved yourself a very capable manager from day one, your ability to handle Bokuto, Hinata and Atsumu was a feat all it's own ๐๐ป
"Atsumu that was an amazing set! Nice kill Hinata!"- you screaming as your boys score another amazing point
"You know YN, I think the guys really work harder with you cheering them on"- Barnes, towering over you as you cheer the boys on
"I'm glad! They really are amazing! Even Bokuto when he gets in his crazy emo modes"- you smiling and laughing
"Emo-mode is down significantly with you around YN"- Thomas, standing on the other side of you
Atsumu watches you as you smile and talk with his teammates
He can't help but think about you constantly
It's been 2 months since you started and everyday seems better than the last
Having feelings is new for Atsumu
Sure he's had lots of hookups and a few short lived relationships, but never a person he felt so strongly for
In a way, it kind of freaked him out
"You know you stare at YN like she might turn into a pumpkin at any second"- Sakusa, walking past Atsumu to get a drink
"Ohhh does someone have a crush??- Inunaki, probing
"Heck I wouldn't blame him, YN's hot"- Hinata
Atsumu glares at him and it's not missed by Sakusa
The teams resident Nosey Nancy ๐ ๐ผ
"Yeah you've got it bad-" Sakusa walking away
That night, you are cleaning up the gym while the guys change
At night, a local team comes to practice in a secondary gym located in the same building
You are just putting away the mop, when you step into the gym and see two men looking around
"Hello, can I help you?"- you, being polite
"Well hello there doll"- one of the men says
They are both tall, but not Barnes or Thomas tall, but still they tower over you
"Can I help you find the other gym? This is MSBY's official gym and it's not for public use"- you, still being a professional queen
"Oh we know babe, we just wanted to come see the absolute stunner that is MSBY's manager"- the other one says as they both look down at you and smirk
"Well here I am. Now if you will please leave, I need to lock up"- you, now getting a little angry
As ๐๐ป you ๐๐ป should ๐๐ป
"Oh come on doll. Hey what would you say to helping us out? We could definitely use a gorgeous girl like yourself to stare at and give us inspiration"- one of the guys says
First off, gag ๐คข
Second off, Miss Manager doesn't work for free ๐ ๐ผ
Just as you are about to ask the men to leave again, one of then puts his hand up to push your hair behind your ears
You slap at his hand โ๐ป
"Hey don't touch me!"- you backing away
The men advance on you as you back up towards the locker room doors
If you can just get to the doors, you can get the teams help
"Hey hey pretty girl- shhh, we won't hurt you"- one of them says, grabbing your upper arm
"HEY FUCKERS"- Atsumu shouts as he barrels towards the men
The man holding you pushed you off, causing you to fall as Atsumu runs up and punches the man in the face
You scream as the team rushes from the locker room
"What the fuck happened?"- Meian shouts as he sees you on the floor, now crying and Atsumu standing over a now blooded man
"Fuck- YN!"- Barnes yells as him and Sakusa run to you
"He fucking attacked us-" the other man shouts as Barnes helps you to your feet
"No he didnt!! You guys came in the gym and I asked you to leave! Then you grabbed me! Atsumu saved me!"- you, now standing as Barnes holds you
"You two realize that everything that happens in this gym is recorded right?"- Meian now approaching the men as Thomas pulls Atsumu back
Meian looks to Inunaki who nodds and runs to check the tapes
The men's faces pale as Meian stands over them, arms crossed
Atsumu turns to see you staring at him, eyes wide and red from crying
He goes to you as you leave Barnes for refuge in Atsumu's arms
"Shh its ok baby- its ok"- Atsumu says consoling you, whispering into your hair as he hold you
"Hey captain, YN was right! These two idiots came at her"- Inunaki, standing next to Meian who is now pissed
Meian and Thomas grab the men, pulling them towards the doors to the other gym
You take off, shooting out of Atsumu's arms as you follow behind
Atsumu, Sakusa, Barnes and Inunaki follow as Meian and Thomas drag the men in front of their team
"These two fuckers are permanently banned for anything and all things related to MSBY"- Meian says, shoving the men to the floor
"I'd advise you all find a new place to practice from here on out"- Thomas adds as MSBY turns to leave
Back in the gym, Hinata and Bokuto appear from the locker room looking at the blood on the floor
"We saw the tapes- YN are you ok?"- Hinata, approaching you
"Yeah YN, we are so sorry that happened"- Bokuto
"Atsumu handled it"- you say, looking at the man whose now standing right next to you, a secured arm around your waist
"Damn straight he did! Dude I'm saving that tape forever! The look on their faces when you plowed out that door! Priceless ๐๐ป"- Inunaki, hyped up
But Atsumu fails to notice because he's too busy staring at you ๐
"Are you two gonna kiss or something?"- Hinata, breaking the awkward silence
"Eww please not in front of the team"- Sakusa, walking to get a bucket and mop
"I'll help Sakusa"- you say as Meian stops you
"Let Atsumu take you home YN. We have it handled"- Meian looking at Atsumu and nodding
Atsumu grabs your bag as you both head towards the door and to his car
"Wow, I would have never pegged you for a Nissan man"- you, as Atsumu opens the door for you
"It's a fast car baby and I love going fast"- he says, smirking at you ๐
Pls say less sir ๐ฅต
Atsumu pulls up to your apartment and walks you up
"Well this is me"- you say, super awkwardly
Hey I never said you won any social awards YN ok ๐
You turn to see Atsumu standing close you and studying your face
"God you are so gorgeous and I just want to kiss you right now"- Atsumu
PLEASE GOD YN PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! IM BEGGING YOU ๐๐ป
"Then do it"- you say shyly but smug ๐
You know what your doing ๐ ๐ผ
Atsumu leans down, taking your mouth and OH SWEET MOTHER- ๐ซ
The kiss to end all kisses ๐
Seriously MSBY Atsumu is an amazing kisser and you'll never be able to convince me otherwise
When he breaks the kiss, he rests his forehead against yours
"Perfect just like you"- Atsumu
God the man is good at laying it on THICCC- with 3cs
But he totally means it
"Dinner with me tomorrow night"- Atsumu, not even giving you an option
If I could have an ounce of this man's confidence ISTG-
You nodd as Atsumu kisses you lightly again, hand trailing down your arm as he whispers in your ear
"Go inside baby"- Atsumu
Freaking GOD when a man whispers in my eat I'm a literal puddle I CANT ๐ซ
Atsumu watches you enter your apartment, as he waits for you
"Lock the door Yn and sleep well"- Atsumu, winking ๐ as he leaves your building
It's safe to say YN.exe has stopped functioning
After that night, Atsumu had you hook, line and sinker
You started spending more and more time together
Atsumu would pick you up every morning for practice
Unfortunately, that often meant getting yo at 5am
Because we ALL know this man would be at the gym bright and early
"YN- get your cute ass out of bed!"'- Atsumu, coming into your bedroom and pulling your covers off
You curl up and moan as you try and reach for the covers
"SUMU- IM TIRED"- you whine as Atsumu picks you up and takes you to the bathroom
"Here baby, I grabbed you a coffee"- Atsumu, handing a literal Gremlin her coffee
"It makes it really hard to hate you"- you
"๐ you know you love me"- Atsumu says as he leaves to go into your kitchen
It wasn't the first time Atsumu had said this
The first time you thought nothing of it
Now the 10th time ๐
You began to wonder if perhaps he was feeling something more for you
Your routine continued over the next few months
When regular season games picked up, you noticed how the guys would become more tense
The match with the Scweiden Adlers was approaching and you could practically cut the tension with a knife ๐ฌ
You were tossing balls to Atsumu as Bokuto, Hinata and Sakusa went up to spike
You were tired, it had been a long day of meetings followed by training
You sent a ball that was a little too high, causing Atsumu to have to adjust and accidently hit the net
"Oh Im sor-" you started to speak, unfortunately for you, Atsumu beat you to it
"What the fuck was that YN? Can you try to get the ball closer to me please?"- Atsumu said, snipping at you
You were taken aback by his harsh tone
"I- I'm sorry Tsumu"- you, putting your head down
"Thank you. Now toss another one"- Atsumu said as you grabbed another ball and threw it up
Sakusa and Hinata watched your face fall when Atsumu scolded you
At the end of practice in the locker room, Sakusa spoke up
"You were kind of a dick to your girlfriend dude"- Sakusa to Atsumu who just looks at him
"Huh?"- Atsumu, clueless idiot ๐
"It's not like she meant to toss the ball towards the net Tsumu. It happens, even in games. It's not like she did it on purpose"- Bokuto now interjecting
"I wasnt that harsh on her. Besides, it's good for her to learn. It is her job after all"- Atsumu, grabbing his bag and leaving the locker room
Sakusa, Hinata and Bokuto stare after him as he leaves
Atsumu catches up with you as you are walking to his car
"I'm just going to drop you off at your place tonight YN. I've got some footage of Tobio to review from last season and I'll probably be up late"- Atsumu
"Oh- umm I thought maybe I could cook for you tonight?"- you, hopefully
"Nah I'm good YN- Samu dropped some food off yesterday and I really want to get to those tapes"- Atsumu
You nod as you get in his car and head home
After that everything was fine and dandy ๐ฅฐ
Just kidding ๐ we haven't had enough pain yet obviously
2 days before the match against the Adlers, a press conference was being held at the gym
Tons of reporters and cameras flocked the gym as the boys did interviews and photo shoots
You were talking with Meian and helping coordinate when you overheard Atsumu talking with a reporter
"So Atsumu, tell us about your personal life? What is the amazing MSBY setter up to off the court?"- the female reporter asks
You perk up, thinking about Atsumu telling the world about you makes your heart soar
Unfortunately your heart is then shot down and stomped all over
"Haha well- nothing too serious. Volleyball is my life and my passion. I live and breath this sport and my team"- Atsumu, smiling at the camera
Meian catches you watching Atsumu
Meaning he also catches you being utterly crushed by Atsumu's response
"Hey YN-" "I've got to go check on Bokuto. You know, make sure that big lug hasn't broken any cameras"- you smile, it's a completely fake smile and Meian knows it
He watches you walk, his mind working
2 days later, the match against the Adlers takes place
The crowd is excited and everyone is pumped
You and Atsumu had not seen much of each other the past few days, making your mood a little less enthusiastic
You tried hard to put a brave smiling face on for your team
As the match progressed, it was neck and neck the whole time
For every point MSBY scored, the Adler's added a point
Until Ushijima's final kill put the nail in the coffin โฐ๏ธ
MSBY had lost
The guys were down when they left the gym, Atsumu's face passive but his mood sour
After the match, you wait for Atsumu to appear
When he finally emerged, he walked past you
You ran to keep up with him, your legs working overtime
"It's was a good game Atsumu. You all played so well-" you, trying to help
"Yeah"- Atsumu
"Hey why don't you come over and I'll make your favorite?"- you, still running
"Nah I'm not in the mood YN. I'm just going to go home"- Atsumu, grumbling
"Atsumu, I don't think it's a good idea for you to be alone-" you, making complete sense
Atsumu stopped, looking over his shoulder at you
"And why would that be YN?"- Atsumu
"Well because I- I love you Atsumu and I care alot about you"- you, now with a soft smile on your face
Atsumu just blinks at you
Ok not the response we were going for-
"You are in love with me?"- Atsumu, half questioning and half repeating
"Yes- I really am"- you, still holding that smile
"And why did you think now of all times was a good time to bring your stupid infatuation with me up?"- Atsumu, his voice steady but still sharp
"Infatuation? What- Atsumu we are dating.."- You
"You know what YN, it's pretty sad and pathetic how much you lean on me for support. The fact that you need me to drag your ass out of bed every single day. The fact that you can't toss up a ball worth a shit. You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?"- Atsumu, now shouting
"Atsumu you don't mean that-" you, eyes now filling with tears as you try to remain calm
"I wish I wouldn't have saved you that day in the gym"- Atsumu muttered under his breath
"W-what?"- you, now completely shattered
Now Sakusa, Meian and Barnes have gathered behind you
"You fucking heard me YN- I wish I never would have helped you that day!"- Atsumu, now in your face as you cower back
Tears streaming down your face as your heart breaks into a million unmendable pieces
"I hate you Miya Atsumu"- you say below your breath as you ram into his shoulder, quickly running out of the building
Atsumu stands there, his anger radiating
Meian and Sakusa run past looking for you as Barnes stays behind
"Atsumu, man- what the hell?"- Barnes
"I'm going home" Atsumu says, turning and heading to his car
Meanwhile, the cold air bites at your skin as you walk home
Your tears stain your face as they continue in a non-stop stream down your face
You can't believe Atsumu would say those things to you
That he could even think anything like that
Your phone vibrates as you see messages and calls pop up from Meian and Sakusa
You put your phone on silent as you continue your walk home
"I couldn't find her"- Meian says running back into the gym
"She must have walked home"- Barnes
"She lives at least 5 miles from here! She'll freeze"- Sakusa
"Does anyone know the route she takes home?"- Barnes
"I think Atsumu takes her on the main road"- Hinata
"Ok let's go. Sakusa, you and Bokuto take the side streets"- Meian
"I'll wait here incase she comes back"- Barnes
"I'm going to her apartment"- Inunaki says as Thomas nodds
"What the fuck got into Atsumu?"- Meian
"Hes been pushing her away for a few weeks. He's been really hard on her. I just didn't expect it to end like this"- Sakusa
Meanwhile, Atsumu arrives at his apartment
He walks in, seeing the vase of flowers you had bought from the farmers market on his table
Filled with anger, he picked up the vase and threw it at the wall
"FUCK!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!"- atsumu screamed as he punched the wall, knocking a picture of you both down
The picture shattered as it hit the floor
Atsumu left, walking into his room and slamming the door
"Just one night miss?"- the lady at the front desk of the hotel asked
You nod as you take your key and head to your hotel room
You couldn't make it back to your apartment
The air was cold and your body was so tired from crying
You settle in, removing your clothes as you enter the shower
The water pelts your face and head as the memories of Tsumu come flooding back
The tears start as you sink to the floor of the shower, crying uncontrollably
Interjection time ๐ค
This is super serious guys, I'm like super hella crying ๐ญ
I wanted pain, gave myself pain and now I want it taken away ๐
Ok ok back at it ๐
You emerge from the bathroom to see over 50 missed calls from Sakusa, Meian and the guys
You decide its best to let them know your safe
You create a group chat and message
"I'm safe"
Turning your phone off, you roll over to try and sleep
The nights events replaying on your mind
"You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?" The words ring in your ears as your chest tightens
The tears you once had, no longer falling
The next day, Atsumu pulls up to the gym
He's exhausted and in a horrible mood
Good you asshole ๐๐ป
He thought about what he said to you all night long
The words replaying in his mind
He thought about you and how much he regretted every single thing he said
The truth was, he failed
He failed at being a setter, failed against the Adlers and in his mind, failed you
As he walked into the gym, his body tensed as he saw the team all huddled together
He looked around, noting you were absent
"Atsumu- I see you didn't get my text"- Meian, crossing his arms
"Text? No my phones been off all night. Why?"- Atsumu now looking confused
"No practice for you today"- Meian says, turning and walking away
The guys all follow suit, Bokuto shaking his head
"What? Wait- why? Where is YN?"- Atsumu, starting to get concerned
"She's not here. We don't know where she is only that she's safe"- Barnes says, jerking his head towards Atsumu
"What do you mean you don't know where she is? Didn't anyone take her home last night?"- Atsumu, being a dumbass
"You must be the stupidest fucking person on this earth Atsumu. Yn ran out when you absolutely shattered her heart and we couldn't find her"- Sakusa
Thank you Sakusa for your service ๐๐ป
"She-she didn't come back?"- Atsumu, his bag now dropping to the floor
His head was pounding, thoughts of you alone in the city making his eyes burn
"Atsumu, we understand you were upset but man, what you said to YN. That was unforgivable"- Meian, looking at Atsumu who has tears filling his eyes
"Go home. Rest. Come back tomorrow"- Thomas says as the men turn
Atsumu doesn't even fight it
Honestly the first warning bell right there ๐๐ป
In his car, he pulls out his phone and calls you
"Hi this is YN, Manager of the MSBY Black Jackels! I'm sorry I can't answer your call right now but leave your name and number and I'll get back to you! Have a lovely day! "- *beep*
The mere sound of your voice set Atsumu off, he slammed his hand on his steering wheel, screaming and cursing as tears flowed down his already damp cheeks
You woke up, your body cold and head pounding as you made your way out of your hotel room
You found a nearby taxi, making your way to your apartment as the numbness of your mind settled in
It's like when you finally come to terms with something and it just hits you again once ๐ญ
You open your apartment door, entered and locked it
Not even bothering with your clothes, you fell into bed, covering your body up in an attempt to feel warm
Everything was so cold and dark
No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't get past the feeling
The next day you walked into the guy as the guys stared at you
Literally these goons are like ๐๐๐
Like how fantastic ๐
"YN, hey hey hey"- Bokuto says approaching you slowly
You smile a little at him, your mind and brain still numb
"Hey bo"- you say, walking past him to the office to grab your papers
Atsumu watched from afar, afraid to approach you
You didn't spare him a single glance as you made your way about your duties
Atsumu doesn't approach you just yet
He'll he's glad you showed up at all
He watches you from a distance as you interact with the team
At the end of practice, he quickly changes and waits to see you leave
You say goodnight as you walk out the gym doors, headed down the street towards your apartment
You're walking home? Shit!
Please Atsumu doesn't want anything to happen to you and the mans has had more than enough time to think
He watches you walk as he gets in his car and follows a ways behind
Creepy? Yes
Reassuring? Also yes
You know what he's doing and you can't help but feel a little bit of satisfaction knowing he's hurting
You wake up drained
You body hurts, your head is pounding and your exhausted
Admittedly, you haven't been taking care of yourself
You routine has consisted of work, home, shower, bed
It's been over a week and your manager uniform is loosening
"Shit-" you mutter as you opt for leggings and a MSBY t-shit
When you enter the gym, you greet everyone with a wave
Despite your exhausted state, you have a job to do
Again, Atsumu watches you from the sidelines as you head to the office
Meian comes in, closing the door behind him
"Hey, what's up?"- you
"YN you're miserable go home"- Meian
"And it's nice to see you as well"- you say, your hands now at your hips
"Hello YN, now go home"- Meian
"No, the Adlers are stopping by today and I need to be here"- you, sorting papers
"You need to rest"- Meian
"I'll rest when I'm dead"- you
Honestly mood ๐ ๐ผ
Just as Meian is about to say something, Thomas announces that the Alder's have arrived
You pick up your clipboard and make your way out to the floor
You stand next to Barnes as Meian and the Adlers captain, Hirugami speak
You notice Kageyama looking at you from the side of his eye
When you go to look back, he looks back at the captains... face awkward ๐
You can't help but smile at Kageyama's weird behavior
But you know who isn't smiling ๐ yep
Atsumu is staring daggers at Kageyama
And of course, Sakusa notices and oh boy is he excited ๐คช
"YN will help you guys get set up"- Meian says, gesturing to you as you nod and turn
"No!"- Atsumu shouts as he blocks the Adlers from your view
"Atsumu what-" you, turning to look at him
"Atsumu knock it off!"- Meian, growling
Freaking GROWLING ๐คค
Please I'm such a Meian simp I can't โ๐ป
"Sorry-" Atsumu says, moving away as you look at him and turn to walk with the Adlers
"Well that was awkward"- Inunaki, breaking the silence
"Alright enough- let's get to it"- Meian, shouting
During the whole game, Atsumu struggled to focus
His eyes searched for yours as you wrote notes and talked with the teams
On your way back from the water fountain, you entered the gym to hear the sounds of volleyballs smacking the floor
"YN WATCH OUT"- Barnes shouted as a ball came at you
You quickly ducked as you braced of impact
Only it never came ๐คจ
You peer up to see Kageyama standing over you and offering you a hand
"Hey are you ok?"- he says, lifting you up
"Yeah thanks to you"- you smiling up at him
Atsumu watches as his body heats and his fists clench in rage
Without knowledge, he steps forward in your direction, only to be stopped by Bokuto
"Tsumu no"- Bokuto, the voice of reason
Never thought I'd say that ๐คฃ
You turn to see Bokuto hold Atsumu back as you quickly smile at Kageyama and return to your duties
By the end of the day, you're exhausted
All you want to do is sleep
And to make matters worse, it's freaking raining ๐ง
Like for real right now๐
You sigh as you pull your hood up and reach for the door
"Let me take you home Yn"- Atsumu says from besides you
"I'm good but thanks"- you staring out the glass door
"YN I know you know I follow you home every night. Just let me take you home"- Atsumu, practically holding his breath
You gulp and look out the windows, trying hard not to cry but a tear sneaks past
"Come on YN, please?"- Atsumu
You nod as Atsumu opens the door and you walk in silence to his car
Your body hurts as you move slowly, getting in the car and shivering
"Are you cold?"- Atsumu, concerned
"Yeah a little-" you say, quietly
Atsumu cranks the heat as he pulls off to your apartment
He can tell from your frame you've lost weight
The fact that you wore leggings and a t-shirt instead of your managers jogging suit concerned him
Your eyes were sunken in and your lips looked dry
Your normally perfect, beautiful hair was limp
Atsumu pulled up to you apartment
"Thanks"- you said, a small smile grazing your lips as you open the door
"YN wait- please can we talk?"- Atsumu
You gulp, trying hard to steady your breathing as the words come out
"I don't have anything to say Atsumu"- you, fiddling with your fingers
"Then will you listen while I talk?"- Atsumu
You sigh softly, nodding a small yes as Atsumu starts
"YN you can't imagine how sorry I am for what I said. I took out my anger the last few weeks on you and I'm so incredibly sorry. You've been nothing but supportive and I completely took you for granted. When you confessed to me, it just, it just didn't feel real. How could you love a loser like me? Someone who can't even win a game for their own team. I just- I just didn't think YN. But please believe me when I say I love you. And I think I've loved you from the first moment I saw you talking to yourself outside the gym doors. Please YN, please believe me"- Atsumu, tears now filling his eyes as he looks at you
Your vision blurs as your eyes lock on his
"Thank you Atsumu"- you say, opening the door as you exit his car and walk to your apartments entrance
Atsumu watches you go as the tears flow, his heart breaking like he broke yours
The next day, you awake with a headache again
Atsumu's words fill your brain as you make your way to work
The gym is busy as you enter, waving to your boys
Atsumu watches you as you go about your tasks
Only something feels off about today
He notices your rubbing your temples and decides to approach you
Unlucky for you, your headache has mounted as your vision starts to blur
"Hey YN- YN are you ok?"- Atsumu approaching you
Your eyes glaze over as you step forward, body failing as you fall
"Fuck!"- Atsumu shouts, catching you as your body completely fails
"Jesus christ YN!"- Meian says running to you
"I'm going to call an ambulance"- Sakusa shouts as Atsumu lays you down
"Fuck YN- baby can you hear me? Yn!"- Atsumu, shouting
Only, you are too far out of it to notice
Seriously why do I do this to myself ๐ฅฒ
The ambulance arrives and secures you to the stretcher as Atsumu runs behind
"I'm riding with her!"- Atsumu
"We'll meet you there!"- Hinata yells as the men all rush to the locker rooms
In the ambulance, they hook up and IV to you as you begin to come around
Atsumu watches as your eyes open and look around
"Where- where am I? Tsumu?"- you, your eyes watering, panic setting in
"You collapsed at practice YN. An ambulance is taking you to the hospital baby. Just stay calm ok"- Atsumu says as he grabs your hand
You squeeze it back, making his heart flutter
At the hospital, the doctors wheel you into a room to begin an evaluation
"Sir will you please wait outside?"- a nurse
"What? No- I'm not leaving my girlfriend"- Atsumu
"Tsumu, I'm scared"- you whimpering as the doctors check you over
Atsumu runs to your side, kissing your forehead as he pushes your hair back
"Shhh baby it's ok alright? I'm not leaving you"- Atsumu
After a few hours, you manage to fall asleep with the help of meds as Atsumu walks out to find the entire MSBY team filling the waiting area
"Hey Tsumu- is YN ok?"- Barnes says as Meian heads towards him
"Severe dehydration and pneumonia"- Atsumu says, sitting down defeated
"Well shit-" Thomas says
"She's in the best place man. We should be lucky it happened at the gym when we were with her. She could of fell and hit her head"- Sakusa interjects
"It shouldn't have happened at all- and now I have to live with that"- Atsumu says, head down and arms rested on his thighs
"Tsumu"-
"I've fucked up so bad and I could have lost her! She could have died if that would have happened anywhere but the gym! And I'm the reason for it!"- Atsumu, his emotions now overwhelming him
"Atsumu stop"- Hinata
"The women I love, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and I causes this. I'm such a FUCKING PRICK!"- Atsumu, now shouting and standing up
Please Atsumu we are in a hospital ๐ค๐ป chill my dude
"Well it's nice to hear you finally admit it"- Meian says, crossing his arms over his chest
Please Atsumu is just like ๐๐๐ huh-
"You were the BIGGEST prick to YN and you finally admitted it. Good for you. But now, what are you going to do about it?"- Meian, smirking
"That girl in there loves you"- Thomas
"-even thought you're a fucking dick"- Inunaki
"And a selfish asshole"- Bokuto
"And a royal doo doo head"- Hinata
Please everyone looks at Hinata and he just shrugs ๐คทโโ๏ธ ๐ญ
"Now what are you going to do about it?"- Sakusa says
๐๐ป ๐๐ป ๐๐ป ๐๐ป
Atsumu wandered back into your room to see you awake and sitting up
"If it isn't me being a burden again"- you chuckle lightly
Pls YN my heart is already broken ๐ ๐ญ
"YN you were never a burden to me. You are the only one who can stand me half the time!"- Atsumu
"I'd say it's more like 80% of the time but proceed"- you
Please not YN taking stabs at Atsumu in her hospital bed ๐คฃ
Atsumu laughed and nodded
"You know YN, I don't think I've ever been more scared than I was just a few hours ago. The thought of losing the woman I loved and it being my fault.. it broke me more than anything I've ever done in my entire life"- Atsumu, now sitting on your bed, soap opera style ๐ ๐ผ
Your eyes widen ๐ณ
"You really love me Atsumu?"- you, tears now welling up in your eyes
"Yeah, I've loved you for a long time. And I know I was a total ass and I don't deserve you but I'd give anything to have the chance to keep loving you"- Atsumu
"I don't know Atsumu. I'll have to think about it"- you, trying not to laugh
Please he deserves to be tortured
The truth is you started to forgive him the night he took you home
"W-what??"- Atsumu, kind of shocked
Please he did not expect it to go this way
"Can you give me some time?"- you still trying not to break face
We make men suffer YN ๐
"Oh ok- I'll just leave then"- Atsumu, so deflated he looks worse than Bokuto in one of this emo moods
Please YN end his misery ๐ซ
"Atsumu wait"- you, still trying hard not to laugh at how dejected this man looks
"I just wanted to let you know that I love you"- you, now smiling
Atsumu, so confused ๐๐ป๐ whet-
"Get over here you big dumb idiot"- you, opening your arms
Please Atsumu is not so relieved, mand will RUN ๐โโ๏ธ to your arms
"God YN!! Thank you! Thank you so much!"- Atsumu now crying on your shoulder
He stands up a little, kissing you lightly as he rests his forehead against yours
"*ahem* a voice says from behind them
"Miss LN, you'll need to stay overnight tonight for observation. I'm sorry sir but visiting hours are over"- the nurse says
"-but I didn't even get to see the team"- you, your eyes not filling with teams
"Ma'am please- its been a long day. Can she please see our friends?"- Atsumu, willing to do anything to make you stop crying
"Oh alright. You have 30 minutes. I'll grab them"- the nurse
Soon the team floods your room
And you soon realize you need a bigger room ๐คฃ
"You two ok?"- Meian says, giving you a hug as he looks between you and Atsumu
"We're getting there"- Atsumu says smiling at you
"Hey hey hey YN!!"- Bokuto squeezing you
"Bo please your breaking my back"- you, patting his shoulder
Please Sakusa is double masking in the corner
"Hello YN"- he says waving at you
"YN maybe don't this again YN. As fun as it was to have a day off, I'd rather NOT be stuck in a hospital"- Inunaki
"I'll try"- you say, giggling
Soon visiting hours are over and Atsumu is refusing to leave
Please he turns literal child
"I'm not going!"- Atsumu crossing his arms and huffing
"And what good will it do you to stay? Yn needs rest"- Barnes
"Sumu I'll be ok"- you, sad Atsumu has to leave
"Atsumu, you can come back at 7am tomorrow. You both need a good rest"- Thomas
"I'm sorry gentlemen but it's time to leave"- the nurse
Your eyes tear up a little as you wait patiently for your team to leave
Atsumu steps close to you
"I said I'm not leaving"- Atsumu, squeezing your hand
The nurse looks at you, smiling at Atsumu and sighs
"Fine but the rest of you need to please leave. Visiting resumes tomorrow at 7am"- the nurse, now walking out
"You guys need anything before we go"- Meian
"Nah we're good but I-" Atsumu
"We know dude. Don't worry about it. Just take care of YN"- Barnes, knowing Atsumu wouldn't be in for training the next day
As the boys leave, you scoot over allowing Atsumu to lay next to you
He lays down, putting his arm behind you and holding you close
"You know, this isn't how I imagined our reunion to be"- Atsumu
"Yeah, I didn't expect to forgive you"- You, snickering
"Ouch- ok I deserve that"- Atsumu
"You do but I really do love you Sumu"- You
"And I love you YN"- Atsumu
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