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It's really difficult to ask for help because even I, myself can't comprehend as well what's going in my mind, heart, soul, and life.
There were times, wherein I feel fine. I'm okay like I'm okay. Everything seems yellow and blue. I feel like I can surpass the mountain.
Also, there were days wherein I feel like I'm merely surviving and I'm barely living.
But, I want to cry and scream for help because everything feels too much and heavy.
I need help because I need help. I need help because I can't understand anymore. I need help and I don't know why.
I need help but why do I need to answer "why?".
I need help but why do I still need to explain?
There's a lot of wonders in my silence. Pain and suffering in my sighs. It takes a lot of courage to put that smile. Bravery and big heart to remain soft and kind despite of the chaos and destruction that I been through.
It's not easy and I'm asking for help. Why they can't understand?
January 19, 2019
I guess, change will always never comfartable for me. It will always shaken my reality and disrupts my motion. It will cause fear and anxiety, I can’t help it. I feel terrified and discourage. All i want is to stop and runaway. I just want to escape and be lost. I can’t breath and my heart is pounding. Tomorrow seems bleak and later seems a a fear machine. I don’t want to do this anymore, that’s what i truly feel. Can i just stop here and stay at this moment? Please, i’m scared, please don’t make me do it.
But, i know that no one will listen to my plea, because i’m alone in this labyrinth and my screams just echo. I just want to rest but change is just around the corner.
I just want to stop but then, i see myself moving forward to the path of change. I saw myself, petrified and unsure. I saw my eyes full of fear. I can feel her heavy breath and the rhythm of her sad heart. She don’t want to go, I don’t want to go.
She did it. I did it anyway.
I did it and put my faith to the Lord.