“You are free to do as you please” Victor tells you and although he seemed calm and collected, he couldn’t help but think to himself, ‘A dummy choosing a dummy (kiro) I’m not surprised’
He found that you’d often dominate his thoughts and decided to occupy himself by working to the point he spent his weekend cooped up alone in his office avoiding everyone
Despite looking unaffected on the outside, from the inside Victor’s heart was breaking and even his eyes couldn’t hide the emotions he felt but he was good at hiding them anyway
Although he had his family to console him, it wasn’t enough to help Victor overcome the loss of loosing you. He spent most of his time alone, away from even his family as his heart only continued to shatter even more
Victor still nonetheless supports your work as a producer, and continues to financially support your company because he still believes you need him in your life
Victor knows everyone settles down in their life at some point and so will he but can he move on? You were the only one to unlock his heart, the heart he would never again reveal to anyone else
Lucien’s eyes widened upon hearing the name of your future partner Victor. The colour draining from his eyes only started to make his black world even darker as he watched the only colour in his life (you) choose someone else
Lucien congratulated you and would still be there to answer all up or future questions by your side but the pain in his heart only turned sharper day by day
The professor had completely lost the ability to sleep at all now, constantly thinking about you and wondering if there was still hope for him after losing you
Lucien stopped visiting the orphanage after that, he couldn’t bear seeing the children’s sad faces when they asked why you weren’t there with him
Lucien didn’t have a family to console him and nor did he have friends he could share his pain with. Lucien would have to bear it all by himself
It’s not that Lucien can settle down now, why should he let someone who has no colour enter his life? The only person he could see was you and now he lost you, there won’t be anyone else in his life like that
Kiro didn’t handle your confession of being in a relationship with Lucien well. In fact he didn’t believe you for a while until he saw it himself
After apologising for reacting the way he did, Kiro disappeared to clear his mind but he found the pain was too much for him handle and therefore came back as Helios
Kiro was crumbling from the inside so he let his darker side ‘Helios’ surface instead as he thought that way he’d be able to ignore the pain. Kiro was now gone and Helios remained
His eyes were much colder and darker now, his songs weren’t cheery anymore but showed strong emotions of sadness and anger
Kiro stopped eating chips as it would remind him of how much you both loved to eat chips and how it brought you together in the first place. He’d never forget his Miss Chips
Kiro was open about what you meant to him, you were special in his eyes among the crowd of fans, only you stood out and he would never replace you because there is no one else
Gavin’s world stopped as soon as you told you him that you’re in love with Victor. His heart was going to burst at any moment now until he took a deep breath and wished you all best in the future
For some time he tried to ignore the pain in his heart and took on more missions that he could and endured more scars on his body but those injuries were nothing compared to the scar that had formed deep in his heart
Gavin was afraid to stop and sit still fearing that if he let his mind go to you, he’d fall into the depths of dispair that you had saved him from in high school
With you now gone, Gavin saw no reason to care for little things anymore to the point he often forget to eat and lost a lot of weight yet he still kept the promise he made to himself in high school and continue to protect/watch over you
Gavin didn’t have anyone he could rely on, everyone he knew either left him or feared him because of how distant and dangerous he could be, he however didn’t care anymore and distanced himself from the world refusing to allow anyone to enter his life as he feared they would just end up leaving him again
