2015-2018 I've made a lot of before pictures. This is my first before and after. When I first saw myself I was shocked. That first picture was taken at around 200lbs~ while my heaviest is 220. On the right I'm 150. Past 1.5-2 years I lost 70lbs. I used to think I can't get any smaller. Even now I look at myself and I think this is as good I'll get. But when I look at my old pictures now I see how far gone I was, and how far I've come. I never used to run! I never used to go out. Now I'm doing jiu jitsu. I'm pretty proud of my flexibility. I'm more comfortable with my body. I do my makeup. I wear dresses and nice clothes. I'm buying shorts, skirts, and crop tops. I feel like a more evolved person than I was. I'm not done yet. I want to lost 30 more pounds. After that I still need to work on toning my body. This will be a life long change. I have to change the way I think of food. I have to fight through cravings.
